i don't think i purged all of my dinner but a nurse knocked on my door and i think theres still calories in me and Im gonna lie and get laxatives out of them so i can fucking shit the food out

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#21
Posted 13 June 2020 - 03:21 AM
#22
Posted 13 June 2020 - 03:22 AM
Dear food,
Hurry up and cook, I'm impatient.
#23
Posted 13 June 2020 - 07:30 AM
Ramen noodles with cheese
I didn't get enough sleep
#24
Posted 13 June 2020 - 10:18 AM
should i spend the last of my money on laxatives or binge food? Also, where should I purge today because I keep almost fainting in the shower but I'm kinda tired of looking in the toilet 24/7... should I have a massive b/p tomorrow and then fast for a while or should I stick to small, safe b/ps? is it disrespectful to b/p whilst I do my criminology work because they're facing real, horrific problems like abuse and torture and the death of loved ones whilst here i am crying over toast.. it's probably disrespectful so why do i keep doing it?
#25
Posted 13 June 2020 - 11:08 AM
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#26
Posted 13 June 2020 - 11:09 AM

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#27
Posted 13 June 2020 - 12:28 PM
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#28
Posted 13 June 2020 - 12:48 PM
Now I'm dealing with palpitations while the hubby wants to go to Voodoo Doughnuts, count me in and fuck me up.
#29
Posted 14 June 2020 - 02:37 AM
#30
Posted 14 June 2020 - 05:14 AM
and he talked about how his daughter suffered (or still does no sure) from an eating disorder. how it's important to accompany the ones you love who suffer from anorexia/bulimia, to not like just pay attention to what they eat and whatnot, to give them lots of affection and let them know you're there for them. and he got all teary eyed and shit.
and my mother was nodding and shit and even started crying at some point. and i wonder is it because she remembered i had bulimia? (ofc i still do but she doesn't know i still purge and shit)
i didnt ask and we didnt talk about it. but i wonder?
i found it pretty awkward because i had purged like half an hour before that and was now eating dinner while watching that segment and it triggered the hell outta me lol
#31
Posted 14 June 2020 - 09:20 AM
stay safe, my dudes.
#32
Posted 14 June 2020 - 05:17 PM
#33
Posted 14 June 2020 - 05:26 PM
Do i go to sleep or go for a walk before bed to burn some more cals
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#35
Posted 14 June 2020 - 05:47 PM
i feel so fucking weird rn, i shouldn't have hit that puff so many times
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#36
Posted 14 June 2020 - 06:01 PM
I just purged a while ago and feel like I stopped too soon. I'm feeling very frustrated I didn't get it all out. Ug.
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#37
Posted 14 June 2020 - 10:25 PM
Throwing up Trix cereal tonight didn't quite produce a rainbow color.
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Height: 5'4" 1/2
CW: not thin
UGW: 95lbs
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#38
Posted 15 June 2020 - 03:01 AM
nearly 5 am - rummaging thru the fridge. i heard my mother's voice comingfrom her bedroom - what's going on there ?
damn. can a woman binge in peace please????????????
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#39
Posted 15 June 2020 - 03:13 AM
wondering about the sewers and pipes below my house, around my neighbourhood.. and the all massive amounts of food floating around down there. i wonder if a worker or someone has ever seen it. i wonder where it goes.
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- info not current idk my weight rn -
Height: 5'7"
HW: 185lbs (sept 2017)
CW: 110lbs (aug 2 2019)
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GW1: 139lbs (reached sept 2, 2018)
GW2: 125lbs (reached nov 22, 2018)
GW3: 109lbs
UGW: 95lbs
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#40
Posted 15 June 2020 - 05:33 AM
cw: 48.3kg
hw: 56kg lw: 45kg? ugw: 39kg
selfless mind indulgence forever
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