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#401 Luluni

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Posted 12 January 2021 - 12:09 PM

There is so much snow outside I can't go buy all the food I want ... So I will binge and purge all the vegetables in my fridge ._.' And then I'll have nothing left except apples and kaki at home yayy...


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#402 Jay Jay

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Posted 13 January 2021 - 12:50 AM

LOL THIS IS WHAT CREDIT CARDS ARE FOR, RIGHT?? LIKE THAT'S WHY THEY INVENTED THEM??

 

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#403 masquerader

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Posted 13 January 2021 - 01:00 PM

when you’re depressed and want to bp just to alleviate it for a little while but you know that you’ll feel even more depressed and numb after doing that

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Posted 13 January 2021 - 02:25 PM

I want to b/p but I just got done an hour ago and I have no energy


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#405 plumjam

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Posted 13 January 2021 - 02:28 PM

I just purged and I’m so tired I can’t think
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#406 eggs on toast

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Posted 13 January 2021 - 05:13 PM

why did it only just occur to me that i don't have to eat??? outside of B/P???? i just ate <100 for 3 days and it's like. wait. lmao. if i just buy binge food and fast outside of binges i'll lose weight so fast why have i not done this ????

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#407 prince jin

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Posted 13 January 2021 - 05:42 PM

So i just orderd food and i probaly will regret it later.


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#408 eggs on toast

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Posted 13 January 2021 - 08:22 PM

ugh it's getting much worse now and now i'm getting weight and cals obsessive as it gets worse to the point where i puked lunch??? bc my brain has deleted the "appropriateness to purge" switch which usually differentiates between "food i will keep down" and "food i will purge"

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sw / 72.6 kg / bmi 28.4
cw / 47.5 kg / bmi 17.4

#409 dessmodus

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Posted 13 January 2021 - 08:28 PM

Remember that time I was chewing reeses peanut butter cups and spitting them out in the trash at school and my climate change professor from the previous semester caught me......


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Posted 13 January 2021 - 08:39 PM

Just baked a pie, kinda regret it. I want the soreness in my limbs to go away so I can exercise for longer tomorrow after eating this pie for breakfast. I’m sore from exercising off the cookies I baked yesterday. If my meds weren’t so expensive and disgusting I could purge way more efficiently than this. 


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#411 exce_ke

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Posted 13 January 2021 - 09:53 PM

so I can b/p on salad and sushi and then go eat a ridiculous amount of nuts and then just sleep it off huh. that's new. waking up three hours later and compulsively trying to purge a stomach full of nuts, not quite so new. love the curve balls my brain likes to throw
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#412 eggs on toast

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Posted 14 January 2021 - 02:24 AM

tfw you b/p again and forgot you finally kept something down so you end up puking like half the SALMON sushi you ate almost 2 hrs ago with an energy drink and it's just rancid

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