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#1 tigerlily4119

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Posted 13 June 2020 - 04:00 PM

I have so many goals in my relapse. 

Last year at my lowest weight of 100 lbs I nearly got sent to the hospital because I refused to eat for days on end and I was crazy dizzy, falling, blacking out, etc. My face had also lost almost all colour. 

But I want that again because it was so satisfying. 

Other goals of mine that I find weird are stuff like wanting to get to the point of being hospitalized, wanting to be very close to death, and go a month with no food. 

Are these normal goals to have or am I just absolutely crazy?

 

 

 

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Posted 13 June 2020 - 04:12 PM

I want lanugo and for my period to stop.  I think it's crazy but I mean, everyone's crazy in a way.


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Posted 13 June 2020 - 04:18 PM

Falling down 😬
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Posted 13 June 2020 - 04:22 PM

I want lanugo and for my period to stop. I think it's crazy but I mean, everyone's crazy in a way.

i want my period to stop as well, mine did and then i was forced to gain weight and it came back and it just makes me feel like i’m a fake
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Posted 13 June 2020 - 04:24 PM

I want to go a month without food. someone in the fasting forum did 25 days and lost like 30 pounds. when i go to college, that’s what i’m gonna do, cuz for the first time all my life no one will force me to eat.
i’m gonna try to go a week without food when i go to camp this year but all the meals are communal and it’s probably not going to go unnoticed so idk how i’ll pull that off.
I also have this weird ideal that I will just wither away. i love the word wither. i think withered, dead flowers are gorgeous. i want to kind of shrink, wither, be and look sick. i want to fade away and for people to notice that i’m not okay. i kinda want to stop being here, but not all at once. slowly, like i’m withering.
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Posted 13 June 2020 - 04:25 PM

I want people to say I'm too thin or sick in a negative way like they are trying to make me feel bad and guilty but I'm beaming with joy on the inside by their "concern" that I take as compliment.

To be able to fit into any of my jeans without issue.

I want to be able to fit in my freezer.
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Posted 13 June 2020 - 04:31 PM

I want someone to break me. Like I literally want to snap into half

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Posted 13 June 2020 - 04:33 PM

To get completely rid of it
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Posted 13 June 2020 - 04:34 PM

I want to be forgotten.  I want to fade out of people's lives. 


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Posted 13 June 2020 - 04:35 PM

Low key wanting to die from starvation is pretty messed up imo

 

But OP I completely relate to wanting to go back to my sickest, get to the point where I need to be hospitalized again, etc. I think it's pretty common among AN sufferers.


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I'm literally just a mess at this point:

 

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Posted 13 June 2020 - 04:36 PM

To get completely rid of it

Wait yes, I want this more than anything


I'm literally just a mess at this point:

 

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Posted 13 June 2020 - 04:40 PM

i want the bruises back + loss of period

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Posted 13 June 2020 - 04:59 PM

I want to get hospitalized too. It’s so weird to admit that but I feel like a lot of what we want is based on validation, like external cues that say yes you are sick enough. (no offence to anyone, I don’t mean validation in a bad way just confirmation that your ed is real and serious)
I feel like I won’t be able to ever fully recover until I hit rock bottom whatever that may be
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Posted 13 June 2020 - 05:03 PM

I want my periods to stop
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Height: 5'5 (165cm)

 

CW: 110.0

 

LW: 103

 

GW1: 120

GW2: 110

GW3: 100

UGW: 90

 

 

120,119,118,117,116,115,114,113,112,111,

 

110,109,108,107,106,105,104,103,102,101,

 

100, 99, 98, 97, 96, 95, 94, 93, 92, 91,

 

90

 

 

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Posted 13 June 2020 - 05:04 PM

I want lanugo and for my period to stop. I think it's crazy but I mean, everyone's crazy in a way.


Not sure abt lanugo but my period did stop and that was a goal... until recently it came back after 2 months dead, l was so pissed
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My name is Bo

 

Date: Sunday, June 28th 2020

Weight: 87,1lbs

Height: 1m65

 

I’m on a coffee mono for the next 10 days t0 see if l will have a heart attack at the end of it, I did last year. This year, since l’m always in my room, chances are nobody will discover me in time and l will be dead. I don’t have any reason to die, I just don’t see the point of keep living. 

 

I am sassy and sarcastic, please don’t take my words seriously ;) I have no intention to offend anyone and if l triggered anyone, my deepest apologies. ED is depressing enough, let sarcasm be the sunshine that keeps us going.

 

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Posted 13 June 2020 - 05:08 PM

Death


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Posted 13 June 2020 - 06:31 PM

I want lanugo and for my period to stop.  I think it's crazy but I mean, everyone's crazy in a way.

 

I love when I lose my period! I feel so much more accomplished. 


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Posted 13 June 2020 - 06:34 PM

I want to go a month without food. someone in the fasting forum did 25 days and lost like 30 pounds. when i go to college, that’s what i’m gonna do, cuz for the first time all my life no one will force me to eat.
i’m gonna try to go a week without food when i go to camp this year but all the meals are communal and it’s probably not going to go unnoticed so idk how i’ll pull that off.
I also have this weird ideal that I will just wither away. i love the word wither. i think withered, dead flowers are gorgeous. i want to kind of shrink, wither, be and look sick. i want to fade away and for people to notice that i’m not okay. i kinda want to stop being here, but not all at once. slowly, like i’m withering.

 

It's like you just typed out what goes on in my mind. When people were telling me I looked sick and underweight and pale I got so happy and satisfied. 

Also, I get that, being away to help you stop eating. I can't wait to be away from home to stop eating and have absolutely no food around or people to tell me to eat. 


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Posted 13 June 2020 - 07:01 PM

I want to be back to how I was before...

- Underweight (I weighed 98 when I turned 30)
- Boney collarbones and boney fingers
- Everyone telling me "You're too thin" , "You need to eat" , "You keep getting skinnier and skinnier" ... I felt extremely complimented, everytime!!
- Lose my period (although I rarely have it, anyway)
- Enjoy shopping for clothes and trying on clothes
- Wear anything and feel confident
- Enjoy looking in the mirror
- Being hit on everytime I go out
- Etc........

I need to lose ATLEAST 35lbs to be VERY CLOSE to this!! :( :( :(
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Posted 13 June 2020 - 09:18 PM

 I want to be compared to a zombie / corpse lol

 

 


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