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Oddest Anorexic Goals?


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#41 dainty~thin

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Posted 15 June 2020 - 12:25 AM

I want to pass out from being so hungry and malnourished and for my hip bones to just out and hit doors and walls and stuff like people always talk about and be able to fit into specific Brandy Melville clothes and for my ex best friend with an ED as well to be jealous and just everything
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Posted 15 June 2020 - 01:20 AM

fainting. visible spine. i want to take off my shirt and have my partner's face drop 


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Posted 15 June 2020 - 02:36 AM

I remember when I was at my lowest weight I had to take a chem test in the middle of a fast and I literally forgot how to read. Like I was staring at the paper and for 5 minutes it just looked a bunch of lines. I want that feeling again so badly
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#44 War on waist

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Posted 15 June 2020 - 03:13 AM

To not be able to think properly. Whenever I get major brain fog it feels like a win

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Posted 15 June 2020 - 05:29 AM

More of a dream than a goal, but I can’t lose as much as I want rn bc family, so one day being able to stock my own place with food and go days without eating. Also for bones to be more visible, specifically ribs, spine, cheekbones, and hips. being so petite that people make comments and jokes about it. This is weird but a HUGE one is that any future partner is worried about me, not bc they think I’m ana just bc they think of me as this small and weak thing. And lastly being sleepy often

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Posted 15 June 2020 - 06:19 AM

I'm like almost certain my sex life was better and my boyfriend touched me more at my low weight And he insists he considers me small and now but I know how much he touched me more then . I'm just petty so I'm gonna run a little experiment. This isn't my only reason for losing but
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Posted 15 June 2020 - 06:45 AM

i want to fit in a laundry machine...idk


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Posted 15 June 2020 - 07:52 AM

I want the awkward divot in my armpit back, the one where it makes it next to impossible to fully shave your armpit..... 🙄 it’s starting already and that’s making me feel a sense of achievement.
I want it to hurt my hipbones when I lay on my stomach, I want to have bruises on my hips from accidentally knocking them because they protrude so much. I want my morning concave stomach and that nobbly bone on my shoulders, there’s probably more that I’ve forgotten since it’s been so long since I’ve been underweight/at my LW but those are ones I remember from that times that are actually mostly annoying but I want them back because they mean I’m thin again?
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#49 luna-l0ve

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Posted 15 June 2020 - 08:08 AM

I have always always wanted to do the hands around the top of thigh thing
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Highest BMI: 19.0
Lowest BMI: 16.7

Goal BMI: 15.0

#50 whyisopheliahere

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Posted 15 June 2020 - 11:10 AM

i just want to go back to my old ways

people staring at me in public
scaring doctors
fainting in the shower
making everyone realize i’m not better
𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭, 𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯

#51 srslyy

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Posted 15 June 2020 - 11:21 AM

I want skinny skeletal hands I am obsessed with really thin hands - probably because mine are chubby regardless of what weight I am


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Posted 15 June 2020 - 10:12 PM

I honestly want to die from this...
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Posted 16 June 2020 - 02:20 AM

I want my face to be really dark and the shadows. I never got those extreme lines around my mouth even at my lowest but I think that was because of purging so they kind of stuck out, but differently.


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#54 ambrosial16

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Posted 16 June 2020 - 02:41 AM

I want to look undead, I'm a goth girl already and I adore the extra pale skin, bruises and dark circles under my eyes. Basically anemia dos my makeup for me


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I went to lose some weight and all I got was this lousy eating disorder

 

 

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#55 bluefingered

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Posted 16 June 2020 - 04:07 AM

I want my period to go and my feet to shrink a size. They're already small but just...always smaller is the goal.

This is more normal but I want there to be nothing to grab. I have EDS so my skin is super stretchy anyway but I want there to be no fat to grab underneath it. Like anywhere. Arms, back, stomach, thighs..it all needs to go.

lw (07/2017): 37kg (bmi 14.4)

hw (06/2018): 54kg (bmi 21)

height: 160cm

 

end of february gw: 51kg/112lbs (bmi 19.6) ✓

end of march gw: 49kg/108lbs (bmi 19.1)

end of april gw: 47kg/103lbs (bmi 18.3)

end of may gw: 45kg/99lbs (bmi 17.5) 

end of june gw: 43kg/94lbs (bmi 16.7) 

end of july gw: 41kg/90lbs (bmi 16) 

ugw: 40kg/88lbs (bmi 15.6)

 

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#56 yoichi

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Posted 16 June 2020 - 07:19 AM

I want to be a lot skinnier so when I go eat with family/friends there's a lot of "where do you put all that food??" I get that some now bc I plan my cheat days with high visibility to keep off suspicion, but for some reason it's so satisfying to me. Like it makes me enjoy my cheat meals even more knowing I can eat whatever and still lose bc I accounted for it.

Also I want to look dead. Ethereal.

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First weigh in: 5.11.20
Last weigh in: 7.06.20
Next weigh in: 7.07.20
 
CW: 123.0 lbs
Height: 5'5'' | GW1: 125  | GW2: 120 | GW3: 112 | UGW:107

 

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#57 Breakbreastbone

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Posted 16 June 2020 - 10:19 AM

No period and to look like I did freshmen year
Size 0/00 pants


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Posted 16 June 2020 - 10:26 AM

I want to lose my period again, and go down cup sizes. In a way that'd feel like sort of half reversing puberty and be a small child again, I want that
I also really really really wanna know how low my weight can get before I either get hospitalized or die
And if anything, I'm hoping starvation is how I die
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Status: half dead but still breathing

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LW:105
CW: 119
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#59 softest.hoodies

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Posted 16 June 2020 - 10:32 AM

i want people to be scared for me. i dont know why but i feed off of fear. well tbh i do know why tho lmao. its cuz im a tiny girl, yaknow nothing too intimidating. also i want people to worry about me. i like vent a lot and people are just like “damn” “same” and im like :/ i literally just admitted that i have a plan to slowly drift away during quarantine but okay. but yeah i wanna be “hospital material.”


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#60 redlipsboneyhips

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Posted 17 June 2020 - 06:04 PM

No period and to look like I did freshmen year
Size 0/00 pants
Yes !! I am obsessed with how I looked weight Wise in highschool , probably cause my Ed was in a honeymoon phase at the time too but 😂 I'm 24 now but being that size again is a big one for me rn

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