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Oddest Anorexic Goals?


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#61 garthywoof

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Posted 17 June 2020 - 06:28 PM

Constant dark circles under my eyes

Sunken cheekbones (basically have this due to my bone structure, they only disappear when I eat myself up to overweight)

Walking into things b/c you lose your balance and sense of depth

 

Getting plastered on 2 glasses of wine b/c you've eaten 3,000 calories total that week and nothing for 48 hours.


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CW: 163


GW: 161


GW 2: 151


GW 3: 141


GW 4: 131


GW 5: 121


LW: 142


Always been weird about food... March 2019 began ED symptoms (Bulimia, Anorexia, EDNOS - depends on the week)


April 4, 2020 my life was ruined


Seriously concerned I'm developing schizophrenia


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#62 ♡Kayana♡

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Posted 17 June 2020 - 06:51 PM

Lose my period , be threatened with hospitalization if not hospitalized . Forced to gain weight.

Then I’m just going to come right back 🤷🏻‍♀️😂😓
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#63 _spacebetweenmythighs_

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Posted 18 June 2020 - 09:29 AM

I want lanugo and for my period to stop.  I think it's crazy but I mean, everyone's crazy in a way.

 

I have these goals too -- including being able to see my thigh gap in sweatpants and having thinner finger webbing -- but either way we are all a little strange regarding this website  :wub:


"Starve until you see the weight drop off,

That is when you know you're truly worth it after you reach your goals."

 

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"Maybe if I skip dinner, get pretty and thin, maybe he'll love me."


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Posted 18 June 2020 - 10:42 AM

to be able to wear kids clothes 


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cw 109

gw 92


#65 amisickenough

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Posted 18 June 2020 - 10:49 AM

Thigh gap, just looking shockingly different when people I know see me
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Posted 18 June 2020 - 10:55 AM

I wanna be sickly and boney and visibly so.
wearing the smallest size of clothes. having a tiny waist. having bony hands

#67 LessThanLight

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Posted 18 June 2020 - 12:23 PM

Have a stranger express concern
Fuck, have anyone express concern
Be threatened with hospitalization or IP
To hit the double digits
Have ribs and collar bones protrude
Lose my period.

For kids clothes to fit me better than adult.
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"But you see, its, like, nobody's fucking business, and its not exactly like anybody cares"

HW: 63ish kg
LW: 48ish
CW: unbearable
—-GW1: 50 —- ✔️
GW2:47
GW3: 44.9

#68 Skinni_._Love

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Posted 18 June 2020 - 12:29 PM

Lose my period

All juniors clothes to be way too big again instead of being able to make it work 

I want to have trouble finding a dress for my wedding next year because I’m so small


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Been at this way too long to still be this fat 

 

 

 

 

CW-102.0lbs     ~Updated October  16~
GW1-99lbs        ~Reached August 2~
GW2-92lbs

GW3-86lbs     
UGW-81.6lbs    ~By December 31~


#69 Adnilem

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Posted 18 June 2020 - 03:27 PM

For some reason I love having bruises all over my body uhh


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#70 Emilimily

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Posted 18 June 2020 - 06:09 PM

I’ve had bruises due to a fainting spell.. want those again, and I want my boyfriend to fucking care about me. That’s not an odd anorexic goal but it’s sad I have to ask for that

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Posted 19 June 2020 - 04:52 AM

i like bruises and i want my hip bones to stick out. i also want to be able to just pull off my jeans without unbuttoning/unzipping them like i was able to at my lw
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5'3, 18 years old, she/her

HW: 127 lbs

CW: 105.4 lbs

GW: 102 lbs

UGW: 97 lbs


#72 Vilie

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Posted 19 June 2020 - 04:58 AM

hand being able to wrap around my ankle


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"I have a love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine, and a rage the likes of which you would not believe. If i cannot satisfy the one, I will indulge the other."

​"Like a dandelion up through the pavement, I persist. Anyway, still, despite." 

 

Height: 5'7

bmi: 19.7

CW: 125

GW1: 125

GW2: 122

GW3: 120

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UGW: 110

 

 


#73 Porcelain Moondust

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 03:17 AM

I want people to help me do things because I can't do it on my own. Like, lifting heavy things, or reaching high-up places. 

I wanna look really "cute" as opposed to "sexy".


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5'4" (163 cm)

HW: 240 lbs.(109.09 kg) Dated another abusive, feeder, psycho bf (size 18/20 depending on the brand) bmi 41.2 -- never again 

(started losing weight again on 22 June 2020 after 2 years of "recovering" from the ex)

CW: 209.0 (rectangle shape, small-framed); bmi: 35.9

LW: 103 (34A bra, size 0-2 pants, XS/S shirts) bmi 17.7

 

UGW: 99 (45.0 kg); bmi 17.0 Reward: New wardrobe

 

 

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#74 someBODY ONCE TOLD ME

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 10:20 AM

I have a few:

  • to have my period stop
  • to end up in hospital
  • to not be able to shop easily bc everything is too big
  • to be constantly cold

" I have spent my life resisting the desire to end it. "


#75 OfficialJeffProbst

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 10:53 AM

- wanna have to get hospitalized uwu
- want to pass out
- lose my period again for sure
- uhhh that's all I can think of
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6'0"
hw: 165 lbs
cw: 146 lbs (as of Aug 22 2020)
lw: 135 lbs

gw1: 145 lbs = BMI 19 (go back to teen bmis)
gw2: 135 lbs = BMI 18 (current lw)
gw3: 125 lbs = BMI 17 (finally underweight + weight in 6th grade)
ugw: 95 lbs = BMI 12 (gw in 5th grade)
+ gw4: 115 lbs = BMI 16 (in case 125 isn't enough)

#76 hedon7st

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 11:15 AM

FAINTING, bruises, having to use less substance to get the same high, smaller sizes at stores (even tho i know the number is arbitrary),


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#77 Team_DietDrPepper

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 11:15 AM

not super weird but i want my period to stop 


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Height- 5'0

HW- 126.8 pounds (March 2020)

LW- 87 pounds (April 2015)

CW- 123.4 pounds   

GW- 96 pounds

UGW-78 pounds

 

 

 

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#78 hedon7st

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 11:18 AM

FAINTING, bruises, having to use less substance to get the same high, smaller sizes at stores (even tho i know the number is arbitrary),


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Also at my LW/ lowest calorie restriction i was super hyperfocused about school stuff and my grades were *chefs kiss*


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#79 acetylenedream

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 11:36 AM

Getting to the point where I don't even enjoy food anymore and I can save a shitload of money by doing weird monos all the time lol

I also miss never being able to get warm enough so I don't have sweat like a beast trying to cover up.

if we get our full three score and ten // we won't pass this way again. // so kiss me with your mouth open

 

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#80 looking_for_alaska

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 12:50 PM

I want to be so thin that people tell me to eat and I'll just say no thanks and watch them squirm


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HW: 155.6 :(
CW: 139.6
GW: 112

 

 



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