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Oddest Anorexic Goals?


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#81 TreesAndBlood

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 01:10 PM

My LW was 105 and I was disappointed that I didn't faint more, honestly. It only happened once. It's frustrating to stay conscious when your body is screaming at you to drop everything and rest but you know you have to keep going. Happened all the time at my last job. I'd come so close to collapsing from exhaustion but my body cruelly kept me awake.

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#82 EphemeralFox

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 01:11 PM

I want people who hug me to tell me how boney it feels.

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#83 whyisopheliahere

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 01:32 PM

1. raccoon eyes again
2. so my boyfriend knows i actually have a big problem
3. i want to terrify the people who walk past
4. bruises everywhere
5. i want people to feel my ribs when they hug me
6. so my family finally will call me the thin one
7. i miss fainting for some reason so that
8. so my boyfriend calls me sick and not just healthy looking
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#84 Stonerexiccc

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 02:08 PM

I want to be on top during sex and not feel like I'm crushing my bf

 

but the funny thing is the bonier I get the more I actually hurt him lol



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Posted 29 June 2020 - 02:31 PM

Bruises, sunken black eyes, loss of period, fainting, feeding tube. I know at any weight, you can get an ng tube. I know I would freak out but then I would be "valid". I like the "rotten girl" look
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Posted 29 June 2020 - 02:33 PM

And when I say my thighs are too fat, I want my bf to say that I'm already so small, he's scared I'm gonna die instead of "it's okay, you're in the process of toning them"

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 03:10 PM

uh there are few period to stop to reach 80s to pass out randomly (pls my brain was and is still fucked up) to fast for one month. Achieved all then was forced into recovering now starting again but not as extreme (yet)

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#88 crazylittlefatbitch

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 05:05 PM

I want to be sent to the hospital. I want to faint and never wake up. Sometimes i wanna die because of anorexia, it would be my favorite way to go. I want to be so sick that i have to be put in a wheel chair.


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Posted 29 June 2020 - 05:49 PM

period to stop and fainting regularly again



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Posted 29 June 2020 - 06:52 PM

Regularly fainting and people telling me that I have to eat.

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 07:14 PM

I don’t want to loose my period.
But I do want a resting heart rate in the low 40’s




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#92 rotteneyesight

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 07:16 PM

lowkey want to look sick, "skinny", & pretty

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#93 skinny & chic

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 08:07 PM

i want my period to stop and my family members to make negative comments about me.

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 08:54 PM

I wanna be protected and seen as a fragile child. I’m 21

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 09:06 PM

I want my period to stop again, mainly because I get horrible periods.

I want people to wonder if I have an eating disorder because of my weight

I want the airbag light to turn off again lol it was lowkey validating


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#96 Dreaming Jill

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 09:22 PM

I want my period to stop again, mainly because I get horrible periods.

I want people to wonder if I have an eating disorder because of my weight

I want the airbag light to turn off again lol it was lowkey validating


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YES THE AIRBAG THING I didn't think anyone else noticed that lol.

My big goal is to really take initiative for myself. I'm starting to realize that I can be audacious, I don't have to be obedient and subservient. I can do, eat, and not eat whatever the heck I want and I want to embrace that freedom.

With that, I think all my other twisted goals will fall into place: looking sick, losing my period, going IP...the whole package :)


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I believe in control, the only force mighty enough to bring order to the chaos that is my life.

I believe in perfection.

I believe in salvation by trying just a bit harder than I did yesterday.

I believe in a holy black and white world, the losing of weight, the recrimination of sins, the abnegation of the body and a life ever fasting.

 

I'd rather die than be fat.


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Posted 30 June 2020 - 02:43 AM

if I die from this then maybe they’ll actually know what this pain feels like

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 02:45 AM

Never getting my period back


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Мама, мы все тяжело больны...

Мама, я знаю, мы все сошли с ума
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Mama, I know we've all gone crazy

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 03:05 AM

I want my period to stop again, mainly because I get horrible periods.

I want people to wonder if I have an eating disorder because of my weight

I want the airbag light to turn off again lol it was lowkey validating


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What is this airbag black magic (does it happen on the drivers side?) I am a mechanical dunce lol




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#100 Ababy

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 03:13 AM

I have so many goals in my relapse. 

Last year at my lowest weight of 100 lbs I nearly got sent to the hospital because I refused to eat for days on end and I was crazy dizzy, falling, blacking out, etc. My face had also lost almost all colour. 

But I want that again because it was so satisfying. 

Other goals of mine that I find weird are stuff like wanting to get to the point of being hospitalized, wanting to be very close to death, and go a month with no food. 

Are these normal goals to have or am I just absolutely crazy?

 

 

 

HW: 150 lbs

CW: 145 lbs

LW: 100 lbs

GW1: 120 lbs

GW2: 105 lbs

UGW: 90 lbs

 

Height: 66 inches

I totally understand the glamorising of hospitalisation as if it is validating that you are 'sick' or thin enough. Even me, who hated every moment and was traumatised by each admission to a severe level, I still sometimes glamorize it to myself. But I'm telling you, you should be careful what you wish for if you're considering it seriously. You can be left with mental scars for life.


LW: 26kg Lowest BMI: 9.8   HW: 44kg Highest BMI 16.6 

Current BMI, 15.5



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