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Oddest Anorexic Goals?


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#101 Ababy

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 03:15 AM

Bruises, sunken black eyes, loss of period, fainting, feeding tube. I know at any weight, you can get an ng tube. I know I would freak out but then I would be "valid". I like the "rotten girl" look

All except the feeding tube, same. :( I also didn't mind fainting. I think it's because you realise how sick you are and that you really must need to eat, and also because my mind is constantly 1000mph, and I liked the feeling of being 'knocked out'. :( Pathological I know :(


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LW: 26kg Lowest BMI: 9.8   HW: 44kg Highest BMI 16.6 

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#102 Cosmiicao

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 04:47 AM

I want to lose my period and for my nails to turn purple again please. That's how I KNOW I'm skinny :D


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#103 Tsaracor

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 08:03 AM

I take a lot of physics classes for uni, and I kinda wanna be lighter than all the men my textbook uses for word problems. I'm lighter than the "average" man in most physics textbooks now, but in problems with multiple men there always seems to be a skinny one. Leave it to me to find textbooks triggering lol.


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#104 LottieAna_

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 08:32 AM

I want my bruises back

#105 R4DF3M

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 08:37 AM

I want to act fine and normal around people that express concern for me. I guess it's attention 

also to wear skinny jeans as if they were made to be loose 


accountability https://www.myproana...ting-this-time/  :wub:

 

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#106 R4DF3M

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 08:38 AM

I take a lot of physics classes for uni, and I kinda wanna be lighter than all the men my textbook uses for word problems. I'm lighter than the "average" man in most physics textbooks now, but in problems with multiple men there always seems to be a skinny one. Leave it to me to find textbooks triggering lol.

lol it's actually low key triggering when the people in those books are lighter than I am, even if the imaginary person is a kid 


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accountability https://www.myproana...ting-this-time/  :wub:

 

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GW1: 70kg

GW2: 65kg (BMI: 20,1)

GW3: 60kg (BMI: 18.5)

UGW: 55kg (BMI: 17,0)


#107 R4DF3M

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 08:41 AM

I want people to help me do things because I can't do it on my own. Like, lifting heavy things, or reaching high-up places. 

I wanna look really "cute" as opposed to "sexy".

omg mood. my ulitmate goal with fashion and weight, anything I do really, is to look cute and dainty. rn I just look like some clumsy animal fr


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accountability https://www.myproana...ting-this-time/  :wub:

 

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GW1: 70kg

GW2: 65kg (BMI: 20,1)

GW3: 60kg (BMI: 18.5)

UGW: 55kg (BMI: 17,0)


#108 lanasyayo

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 09:14 AM

want someone to try to get me to eat like offer me food and me refuse bc i’m an ana butterfly i guess lmao idk whyy i just need that validation that i’m skinny and people care about me

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#109 lanasyayo

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 09:18 AM

My LW was 105 and I was disappointed that I didn't faint more, honestly. It only happened once. It's frustrating to stay conscious when your body is screaming at you to drop everything and rest but you know you have to keep going. Happened all the time at my last job. I'd come so close to collapsing from exhaustion but my body cruelly kept me awake.

Who said that?

oh my god saaaame i’d work like multiple doubles in a row and feel so faint but id never pass out like i remember thinking what the fuck am i gonna have to do to pass out, i haven’t eaten and i’m ruining around for hours a day
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recovery attempt #45643676


#110 Rose wld

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 09:23 AM

Periods can stop
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Posted 30 June 2020 - 10:05 AM

I want people to wonder if I have an ED. I also want to have my doctors ask me and worry about me instead of congratulating me on a job well done


relapsed :) 45.8 lb lost since Jan 2020

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#112 SpaceOut

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 10:05 AM

I want lanugo and for my period to stop. I think it's crazy but I mean, everyone's crazy in a way.


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Age|| 18

height|| 5'5

weight|| 112

 

bmi|| 18.6

 

hw|| 121

lw|| 90

 

gw1|| 100

gw2|| 95

gw3|| 90

gw4|| 85

etc.


#113 blondeintheback

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 10:12 AM

I want to have my ribs and hip bones jutting out again like they did at my LW. 

My boobs are already pretty non-existent and I have no cleavage, but I want to be able to feel my ribs around my sternum again.

I want laying down to ache since that is reassurance that there is no extra fat, even though this makes it incredibly hard to get a good night's rest.

My "oddest" goal (which many others seem to have) was that I wanted others to notice a huge decrease in my weight or comment on my thinness when they hug me or see me in a revealing outfit. I know now however that this only leads to more stress, as then people tend to stare, or pressure you to eat or gain. 

I want to starve enough that my skeletal frame actually becomes smaller and less broad, though I obviously know that's not how human physiology works.


  
 
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#114 Ahhhidfk

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 10:18 AM

Bruises (-:
I am already always bruised from falling over from being dizzy and whatnot but I like it idk. Hopefully as I lose weight they get worse ig

#115 etherelle

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 11:05 AM

What is this airbag black magic (does it happen on the drivers side?) I am a mechanical dunce lol


Haha no it only happens on the passengers side, a lot or cars will have a light saying the airbags on but if you don’t weigh enough it doesn’t turn on.


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#116 gothclown

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 11:36 AM

Getting hospitalized. People being scared that I could die. Buying clothes from the kid’s section. Having people stare and whisper about me for being too underweight.


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#117 QueenEdna

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 11:46 AM

To pass out

To see some spine and hip bones and chest bones, but I guess that’s normal

To be able to maintain at a BMI of around 16

I want people to see me and realize I’m sick and not praise me for my “athletic” figure
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#118 QueenEdna

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 11:53 AM

I used to obsessively play the witcher 3 and at one point the main character mentions a female love interests “24 inch waist” and I fixated on that number then I looked up the height and weight of triss merigold and cirilla because I’m a dumbass
Also wanting to be anime thin


What were their BMI’s?

#119 Velvetbunny

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 11:55 AM

I want to lose my period and be traten like a disabled


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#120 Fortheloveofhim

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 01:18 PM

I want my period to stop again.

I want my face to be bony and clear and beautiful again.

I want people to be genuinely concerned about me again.

I want him to notice me.

I want to know how it feels to blackout.

I want to love myself again.


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