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Oddest Anorexic Goals?


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#121 Hanna94

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 06:42 PM

I want people to stop admiring me for being so „disciplined“ and „healthy“ and „fit“. I want them to see I‘m not well, when I’m not able to tell through words :-/

#122 Yuki_no_Hana

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 07:04 PM

I want to be the smallest and skinniest of my friends

I want my boyfriend to give me more attention and tell me how much he needs me (sounds like he is an asshole but he is not I’m just an attention whore)

I want to be treated like a child 

I want to go back to my perfectionism and perfect grades 

I want my thigh gap back and the feeling of my knees hurting when I sleep on the side 


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Height: 5'2/158cm

 

CW: 114lbs/52kg

LW: 77lbs (2014)/35kg

HW: 123lbs (2011)/55kg

GW: 99lbs/45kg

 

I am sorry for being that way...


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Posted 30 June 2020 - 07:17 PM

I always hated when softer beds/couches would sink under my weight, I'd like if that wouldn't happen anymore.. I also want the tightest clothes to hang off me, moving with the wind. And then not so weird... but my chest bones and spine to show. Even at my lowest they weren't prominent enough. Thanks small frame

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#124 Fireflyfighter

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 09:24 PM

i want to have visible chest bones, not make a sound when i take steps, and to shock medical professionals

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Posted 04 July 2020 - 09:08 AM

I want my hipbones to be sharper. I want my cheekbones to sink in. I want my waist to be so small that I have to tie my pants around my waist again. I want to be able to wrap my fingers around my arm again and have my fingertips touch. I want to feel sore when I move. I want to be dizzy again. I want to be able to fast for longer than 4 days. I want to pass out. I want to feel pretty. I want to start working out so that I can lose more. I want to look sick. This one feels weird to say since it’s a validation thing, but I want to be hospitalized and to be taken seriously. I don’t want to get better right now.
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Age|| 18

height|| 5'5

weight|| 112

 

bmi|| 18.6

 

hw|| 121

lw|| 90

 

gw1|| 100

gw2|| 95

gw3|| 90

gw4|| 85

etc.


#126 xxRho

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Posted 04 July 2020 - 09:24 AM

Haha no it only happens on the passengers side, a lot or cars will have a light saying the airbags on but if you don’t weigh enough it doesn’t turn on.


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Omg amazing haha how do I not know this at 28yrs old lol
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HW 54kg • LW 38kg • GW ? < 40kg (88.2lb) •
Weight Loss
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#127 milzybabi

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Posted 04 July 2020 - 03:33 PM

i want people to put their hands around my wrists and tell me im too skinny. i want people to ask me how i lost weight, and for people to comment about how little i eat. and to faint sometimes too...

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5'3

current : 67 65

goal : 45

 

 

highest : 69

lowest : 50

 

(kg)

 

 

let all that you do be done in love  

 

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#128 tinybakedbean

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Posted 04 July 2020 - 06:14 PM

I want someone to break me. Like I literally want to snap into half

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i dead ass said this to my friend a couple of days ago and she thought i was kidding lol like no. break me in half fr

#129 tinybakedbean

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Posted 04 July 2020 - 06:18 PM

i want people to actually see how sick, sad & miserable i feel on the inside. i want it to be visible as soon as they look at me. i want them to look at me and wonder when was the last time i ate or if i even eat at all. i want people to just straight up assume i have an eating disorder or i’m on drugs or something. i wanna see most of my bones. i wanna pass out randomly, more than i do now. i want people and doctors to take me seriously. i want people to push high cal foods at me, even though i won’t eat them. i just wanna look as sick and as sad as i feel. i want anyone who has ever made me feel bad abt my body or weight or both to look at my skeletal body and wonder if what they said made me starve myself
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#130 pastelpinkloli

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Posted 04 July 2020 - 07:18 PM

I want to be the skinniest one in the grocery store.

~ Stats ~

 

4'10, 20 yrs

HW: 150lbs/68kg

CW: 90lbs/40.8kg (BMI 18.8)

7/8/2020 goal: Get to 87lbs (BMI 18.4) by the end of July

 

* Will update CW weekly*

 


#131 Mippy

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Posted 04 July 2020 - 07:34 PM

When I was at my lw, I was constantly in this state of brain fog (vertigo, sheet-white, etc.). I couldn't go up the stairs without my vision going, and I lost my period. Gimmie that back!

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Posted 04 July 2020 - 07:49 PM

I want my period to go and my feet to shrink a size. They're already small but just...always smaller is the goal.

This is more normal but I want there to be nothing to grab. I have EDS so my skin is super stretchy anyway but I want there to be no fat to grab underneath it. Like anywhere. Arms, back, stomach, thighs..it all needs to go.

 

OMG I feel this so damn hard.  I have EDS too and even now with a BMI in the 12s I can literally grab a handful on my stomach, and I can grab at my arms, and my legs...  Like, logically, I know it's just the super-stretchy EDS skin but when your ED is faced with handfuls of flesh logic doesn't really come into things  :(


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''If wishes were horses, those wishes would all run away, shrieking and bucking, terrified of a great unseen evil''

 

''You can run, but you'll only die tired.''

 

''Reality doesn't care if you believe in it.''

 

It's only me who wants to wrap around your dreams

And have you any dreams you'd like to sell?

Dreams of loneliness

Like a heartbeat that drives you mad

In the stillness of remembering what you had

And what you lost

And what you had

And what you lost....


#133 hungryhellhound

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Posted 05 July 2020 - 08:35 AM

i want to look as rotten and empty as i feel

i miss bruising easily and not having so many "curves", gender dysphoria is my EDs biggest hype man right now.

half appearance and half wanting to get so sick that i go back to hospital and my psychiatrists finally learn that they can't leave me to my own devices for too long or else i start going batshit.

#134 Sparkledayyy

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Posted 05 July 2020 - 08:45 AM

I passed out and it made me happy because it was a sign I was 'doing well'. kmn. 

I have also felt good when doctors have told me what I am doing is dangerous, or seemed concerned. Fucked up, I know. 


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#135 unt0ld23

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Posted 05 July 2020 - 08:55 AM

I think these are a bit odd:

 

I want to faint. I have before but only because of not eating/giving blood. But I want to do it just from not eating. 

 

I want my friends to realize my disorder is back just from my weight. And then be doubly concerned when they confront me and I deny it or laugh it off. 



#136 Almost Gone Imouto

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Posted 05 July 2020 - 10:57 AM

Here's a weird one, especially considering I'm asexual but, being able to lean one leg slightly inwards. And not have my upper thigh touch my pussy. X'D

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CW: 79.4 lbs (BMI 17.7)

UGW: 69.0 lbs (BMI 15.5)

 


#137 UnicornZero

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Posted 05 July 2020 - 12:24 PM

I want;

  • fainting
  • people saying i look so sick
  • bruises
  • looking super skinny; "drug addict" look
  • get my boobs away lol

160cm - 59 58 57 56 55 54 53 52 ... 40kg

HW: 62kg

 

From Finland, yeah I have such a bad English.


#138 luna-l0ve

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Posted 05 July 2020 - 03:51 PM

OMG I feel this so damn hard. I have EDS too and even now with a BMI in the 12s I can literally grab a handful on my stomach, and I can grab at my arms, and my legs... Like, logically, I know it's just the super-stretchy EDS skin but when your ED is faced with handfuls of flesh logic doesn't really come into things :(


I have EDS too
My fucking thighs man! How do i return this illness!
18 yrs old

5'8/173 cm
High Weight: 125.0 lbs/56.7 kg (BMI 19.0)
Low Weight: 111.0 lbs/50.34 kg(BMI 16.9)

Goal Weight: 98.0 lbs/44.45 kg (BMI 15)

Accountability:
https://www.myproana...bility-♡/page-1

#139 Hazle Weatherfield

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Posted 05 July 2020 - 05:23 PM

To get so skinny and sickly-looking people don't actually like looking at me (or want to look at me) anymore


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Posted 06 July 2020 - 05:18 PM

Really liking the weird tendons I've started to be able to see so i guess another goal is to see more tendons in my back and fingers especially. Ive always had such fat fingers...
18 yrs old

5'8/173 cm
High Weight: 125.0 lbs/56.7 kg (BMI 19.0)
Low Weight: 111.0 lbs/50.34 kg(BMI 16.9)

Goal Weight: 98.0 lbs/44.45 kg (BMI 15)

Accountability:
https://www.myproana...bility-♡/page-1


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