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#81 Kermitleggs

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Posted 08 September 2020 - 11:54 PM

and some sillies

 

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Posted 14 September 2020 - 12:01 PM

Wow... I fucking suck at updating 

It's now Monday let's see what I can remember eating

 

Wednesday I had group

Wednesday night - stuffed peppers for dinner

hamburger meat, kale and mozzerella cheese

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Thursday - went to Walmart
had group
lunch during group
giant salad with ham, salami, tuna, scallions, radishes, cucumber, peppers
you know the usual
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so fucking massive
i had planned to purge but didn't
only ate half tho
dinner was homemade pistashio and cilantro pesto over pasta and chicken
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sooooo many fucking calories i don't even want to think about it

 

 


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Posted 14 September 2020 - 12:21 PM

Friday -  lunch i finished my salad

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dinner was a ham, salami, and cheese sandwich

Saturday- went to Walmart again

step daughter wanted steak

so dinner

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steak, mashed potatoes, fried chicken, green beans
 
Sunday - no breakfast
lunch/game day snacks
frozen pizza with extra cheese
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I'm so fucking fat
Dinner
Keilbasa, Kale, and potatoes
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Monday so far just breakfast
ham egg and cheese wrap
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Posted 15 September 2020 - 01:04 PM

At the doctor about to find out how much i weigh fml
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Posted 28 September 2020 - 08:24 AM

wow - i suck

so i was 163 at the doctor

i really don't give a shit anymore i have 2 months to go 

i'm pretty much eating whatever the fuck i want

here's some stuff

 

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lite and fit pumpkin yogurt and granola
 
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homemade mac and cheese with bacon and tomato
 
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cheese board for football
 
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lobster meat in butter, steak, corn 
 
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pumpkin flavored ghost and bat cookies
(my son made the bat)
 
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homemade miso soup
 
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homemade lasagna and homemade sauce
 
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wendys take-out
 
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pumpkin cannoli cheesecake
 
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macdonalds 

 

im gross maybe i'll get back on track this week

 

 

 

 

 
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Posted 02 October 2020 - 02:39 AM

Saturday was pretty uneventful - it's been cold and cloudy all weekend - which i'm LOVING a little preview of fall also definitely bought a pumpkin candle when i went food shopping on friday i am a pumpkin slut!!! didn't eat much during the day on saturday sat around watching 1000lb sisters marathon on TLC - i ate enough on friday night for the entire weekend



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Posted 02 November 2020 - 06:33 AM

Well holy fuck it's now November 2nd a full month since I posted last

somehow I posted as Xiander?  not really sure how the fuck that happened

even thinking like maybe my bf or step daughter have an account that i was accidently and unaware of being logged into?

it would be a fake account tho- cuz my step daughter is obviously a female

and my bf HATES all this bs way too much to even have a fake account just to spy on me

if it is my step daughters i'm not gonna say anything we're both very much aware of each other's ED we just don't really talk about it ever

it aalso could have just been mpa being fucky

 

so i'm gonna photo dump a fuck ton of pictures then get back into the habit of posting everyday

cuz my little one is coming anytime now and then i'll Finally get to start losing this fucking weight

so here's a bunch of the shit i've been eating

 

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tried this veggie mac&cheese

440 for the entire bag which can easily be cut in half and made into 2 220 cal dinners

Holy Shit - it SLAPS 

sooooooooo goooooood

 

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pretty sure this is pork tenderloin a tiny bit of farro and a bunch of green beans
 
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philly cheese steak sliders and fries (FAT ASS)
 
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i think chicken, tomatoes, white beans and rice
 
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waffles (FAT ASS)
 
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turkey lettuce avocado wrap
 
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graveyard gingerbread house me and my son made

proud to say i ate none of this

 

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breaded chicken, mashed potatoes, green beans

 

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shrimp, garlic, tomato, avocado over spaghetti
 
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leftover pesto pasta with chicken
 
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my go to antipasto
which my very drunk step daughter called ana pasta the other night
pretty hilarious 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


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Posted 02 November 2020 - 06:39 AM

And now for some funnies

 

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sorry if any of these are double posts

 

i'll be dumping more shit later and logging everything i consume today

happy monday

happy november


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Posted 11 November 2020 - 10:46 AM

Okay it's now 11/11

definetely havent posted ever day

oops

so here's another photo dump all the horrible shit I've been eating

this should just be food porn instead of any form of accountability

i've only got a few weeks left - i'm going to enjoy food before i stop eating again

 

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N.Y strip steaks my bf stole from work (yum, yum, fucking yum) baked potatoes and corn
 
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salmon my bf stole from work, yellow rice, and green beans
 
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finally got good pizza delivered the other night

seriously like the last 3 times we ordered pizza it has been garbage

there is literally nothing more disappointing in this world than shitty pizza

 

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my version of a full fry up breakfast ever Sunday
(have I mentioned I'm minorly obsessed with British culture)
 
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chicken and cheese quesadiilas and a buffalo chicken crescent ring for football
the buff chicken ring wasn't actually that good and i threw most of it away  :(
 
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chicken marsala over brown rice and garlic butter green beans
this fucking slapped
 
 

 

 

 

 

 


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Posted 11 November 2020 - 10:53 AM

but wait there's more 

 

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roasted whole chicken, mashed potatoes, bacon brussel sprouts
 
also made soup with the carcass
 here's all my Halloween foods
i had not one but 3 parties
halloween is a huge deal for me
 
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mummy mini english muffin pizzas

mummy hot dogs

monster lasagna

spinach artichoke dip

onion dip and veggies

cheese and crackers

cupcakes

rice crispy treats 

a fuck ton of candy

 

then i made stuffed chicken with the leftover spin art dip

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with broccoli and mashed
 
and a random
giant tuna sub i made
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Posted 11 November 2020 - 11:13 AM

and funnies

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side note at my thinnest i can totally fit through the free slot


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Posted 13 November 2020 - 04:38 PM

Hope youโ€™re well and having a good day!

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Posted 15 November 2020 - 04:18 PM

Oh my gosh I've read through your entire thread and thoroughly enjoyed all the food pictures! I originally checked out the pregnancy threads because I decided recently that I want to have a baby in a year or 2 and got curious about how eating disordered people deal with that.
I am also a human trash can, I eat anything but unlike you I never get food poisoning or throw up.
I also love 1000lb sisters but only get to watch it at my SO's house when I visit him (am currently on the train ride home ๐Ÿ™).
Its cool your step daughter is vegetarian, how old is she? I've been a vegetarian before and even mostly vegan but im trying to get back to it right now. Also I have trouble with alcohol too ๐Ÿ˜ฌ sorry for all the word vomit, I find you super relatable! Congrats on your pregnancy and I hope delivery goes smoothly when the time comes <3 much love and take care of yourself!

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Posted 19 November 2020 - 01:24 PM

Oh my gosh I've read through your entire thread and thoroughly enjoyed all the food pictures! I originally checked out the pregnancy threads because I decided recently that I want to have a baby in a year or 2 and got curious about how eating disordered people deal with that.
I am also a human trash can, I eat anything but unlike you I never get food poisoning or throw up.
I also love 1000lb sisters but only get to watch it at my SO's house when I visit him (am currently on the train ride home ).
Its cool your step daughter is vegetarian, how old is she? I've been a vegetarian before and even mostly vegan but im trying to get back to it right now. Also I have trouble with alcohol too sorry for all the word vomit, I find you super relatable! Congrats on your pregnancy and I hope delivery goes smoothly when the time comes <3 much love and take care of yourself!

Aww thank you so much- i have 3 weeks left ... 3 very long weeks

my step daughter isn't actually a vegetarian anymore she was anemic and getting too underweight so she decided to start eating meat again

i need to start posting everyday again


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Posted 04 December 2020 - 10:01 AM

Okay....Ladies and Gentleman ... this is not a drill Baby is coming on Tuesday

I repeat Baby is coming on Tuesday!!!!

 

so diet starts Wednesday lol

The state I live in is scheduling labor because of COVID so...yay

I'll be making a new accountability in accountability but first here is November's massive food photo dump

 

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mac and cheese with bacon and tomatoes
 
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salad with bleu cheese chicken hard boiled eggs
 
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chicken parm 
 
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pork tenderloin, sweet potato, green beans
 
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giant antipasto
 
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balsamic chicken, green beans and tomato, pesto pasta
 
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biscuits and gravy
 
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my weird version of rice and beans
 
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pasta with vodka sauce
 
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fried chicken cutlets, brie mashed potatoes, green beans
 
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shrimp and broccoli in sweet chili sauce over pasta
 
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last night's dinner/ breakfast today
bbq pork loin, pineapple fried rice, corn

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


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Posted 04 December 2020 - 10:05 AM

AND of course Thanksgiving dump

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my bf cooked, i helped, i also baked with my son
unicorn sugar cookies, pumpkin white chocolate chip cookes, chocolate pie, pumpkin cheese cake, chocolate peanut butter apple slices, mini chocolate strawberry cheesecakes
i ate sooooooo much turkey

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Posted 04 December 2020 - 10:05 AM

and some funnies

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Posted 05 December 2020 - 08:09 PM

I really hope everything goes well!! All the best for Tuesday!
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Posted 27 December 2020 - 06:26 PM

here is the link to my new accountability thread

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