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[Kermitleggs]

and some sillies

 

[Kermitleggs]

Wow... I fucking suck at updating 

It's now Monday let's see what I can remember eating

 

Wednesday I had group

Wednesday night - stuffed peppers for dinner

hamburger meat, kale and mozzerella cheese

 

Thursday - went to Walmart

had group

lunch during group

giant salad with ham, salami, tuna, scallions, radishes, cucumber, peppers

you know the usual

so fucking massive

i had planned to purge but didn't

only ate half tho

dinner was homemade pistashio and cilantro pesto over pasta and chicken

sooooo many fucking calories i don't even want to think about it

 

 

[Kermitleggs]

Friday -  lunch i finished my salad

dinner was a ham, salami, and cheese sandwich

Saturday- went to Walmart again

step daughter wanted steak

so dinner

steak, mashed potatoes, fried chicken, green beans

 

Sunday - no breakfast

lunch/game day snacks

frozen pizza with extra cheese

I'm so fucking fat

Dinner

Keilbasa, Kale, and potatoes

 

Monday so far just breakfast

ham egg and cheese wrap

260

 

 

 

[Kermitleggs]

At the doctor about to find out how much i weigh fml

[Kermitleggs]

wow - i suck

so i was 163 at the doctor

i really don't give a shit anymore i have 2 months to go 

i'm pretty much eating whatever the fuck i want

here's some stuff

 

lite and fit pumpkin yogurt and granola

 

homemade mac and cheese with bacon and tomato

 

cheese board for football

 

lobster meat in butter, steak, corn 

 

pumpkin flavored ghost and bat cookies

(my son made the bat)

 

homemade miso soup

 

homemade lasagna and homemade sauce

 

wendys take-out

 

pumpkin cannoli cheesecake

 

macdonalds 

 

im gross maybe i'll get back on track this week

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Xiander]

Saturday was pretty uneventful - it's been cold and cloudy all weekend - which i'm LOVING a little preview of fall also definitely bought a pumpkin candle when i went food shopping on friday i am a pumpkin slut!!! didn't eat much during the day on saturday sat around watching 1000lb sisters marathon on TLC - i ate enough on friday night for the entire weekend

[Kermitleggs]

Well holy fuck it's now November 2nd a full month since I posted last

somehow I posted as Xiander?  not really sure how the fuck that happened

even thinking like maybe my bf or step daughter have an account that i was accidently and unaware of being logged into?

it would be a fake account tho- cuz my step daughter is obviously a female

and my bf HATES all this bs way too much to even have a fake account just to spy on me

if it is my step daughters i'm not gonna say anything we're both very much aware of each other's ED we just don't really talk about it ever

it aalso could have just been mpa being fucky

 

so i'm gonna photo dump a fuck ton of pictures then get back into the habit of posting everyday

cuz my little one is coming anytime now and then i'll Finally get to start losing this fucking weight

so here's a bunch of the shit i've been eating

 

tried this veggie mac&cheese

440 for the entire bag which can easily be cut in half and made into 2 220 cal dinners

Holy Shit - it SLAPS 

sooooooooo goooooood

 

pretty sure this is pork tenderloin a tiny bit of farro and a bunch of green beans

 

philly cheese steak sliders and fries (FAT ASS)

 

i think chicken, tomatoes, white beans and rice

 

waffles (FAT ASS)

 

turkey lettuce avocado wrap

 

graveyard gingerbread house me and my son made

proud to say i ate none of this

 

breaded chicken, mashed potatoes, green beans

 

shrimp, garlic, tomato, avocado over spaghetti

 

leftover pesto pasta with chicken

 

my go to antipasto

which my very drunk step daughter called ana pasta the other night

pretty hilarious 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Kermitleggs]

And now for some funnies

 

 

sorry if any of these are double posts

 

i'll be dumping more shit later and logging everything i consume today

happy monday

happy november

[Kermitleggs]

Okay it's now 11/11

definetely havent posted ever day

oops

so here's another photo dump all the horrible shit I've been eating

this should just be food porn instead of any form of accountability

i've only got a few weeks left - i'm going to enjoy food before i stop eating again

 

N.Y strip steaks my bf stole from work (yum, yum, fucking yum) baked potatoes and corn

 

salmon my bf stole from work, yellow rice, and green beans

 

finally got good pizza delivered the other night

seriously like the last 3 times we ordered pizza it has been garbage

there is literally nothing more disappointing in this world than shitty pizza

 

my version of a full fry up breakfast ever Sunday

(have I mentioned I'm minorly obsessed with British culture)

 

chicken and cheese quesadiilas and a buffalo chicken crescent ring for football

the buff chicken ring wasn't actually that good and i threw most of it away 

 

chicken marsala over brown rice and garlic butter green beans

this fucking slapped

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Kermitleggs]

but wait there's more 

 

roasted whole chicken, mashed potatoes, bacon brussel sprouts

 

also made soup with the carcass

 here's all my Halloween foods

i had not one but 3 parties

halloween is a huge deal for me

 

 

mummy mini english muffin pizzas

mummy hot dogs

monster lasagna

spinach artichoke dip

onion dip and veggies

cheese and crackers

cupcakes

rice crispy treats 

a fuck ton of candy

 

then i made stuffed chicken with the leftover spin art dip

with broccoli and mashed

 

and a random

giant tuna sub i made

 

 

[Kermitleggs]

and funnies

side note at my thinnest i can totally fit through the free slot

[CharlieBear789]

Hope you’re well and having a good day!

[Cemetery Wolf]

Oh my gosh I've read through your entire thread and thoroughly enjoyed all the food pictures! I originally checked out the pregnancy threads because I decided recently that I want to have a baby in a year or 2 and got curious about how eating disordered people deal with that.
I am also a human trash can, I eat anything but unlike you I never get food poisoning or throw up.
I also love 1000lb sisters but only get to watch it at my SO's house when I visit him (am currently on the train ride home 🙁).
Its cool your step daughter is vegetarian, how old is she? I've been a vegetarian before and even mostly vegan but im trying to get back to it right now. Also I have trouble with alcohol too 😬 sorry for all the word vomit, I find you super relatable! Congrats on your pregnancy and I hope delivery goes smoothly when the time comes <3 much love and take care of yourself!

[Kermitleggs]

Oh my gosh I've read through your entire thread and thoroughly enjoyed all the food pictures! I originally checked out the pregnancy threads because I decided recently that I want to have a baby in a year or 2 and got curious about how eating disordered people deal with that.
I am also a human trash can, I eat anything but unlike you I never get food poisoning or throw up.
I also love 1000lb sisters but only get to watch it at my SO's house when I visit him (am currently on the train ride home ).
Its cool your step daughter is vegetarian, how old is she? I've been a vegetarian before and even mostly vegan but im trying to get back to it right now. Also I have trouble with alcohol too sorry for all the word vomit, I find you super relatable! Congrats on your pregnancy and I hope delivery goes smoothly when the time comes <3 much love and take care of yourself!

Aww thank you so much- i have 3 weeks left ... 3 very long weeks

my step daughter isn't actually a vegetarian anymore she was anemic and getting too underweight so she decided to start eating meat again

i need to start posting everyday again

[Kermitleggs]

Okay....Ladies and Gentleman ... this is not a drill Baby is coming on Tuesday

I repeat Baby is coming on Tuesday!!!!

 

so diet starts Wednesday lol

The state I live in is scheduling labor because of COVID so...yay

I'll be making a new accountability in accountability but first here is November's massive food photo dump

 

mac and cheese with bacon and tomatoes

 

salad with bleu cheese chicken hard boiled eggs

 

chicken parm 

 

pork tenderloin, sweet potato, green beans

 

giant antipasto

 

balsamic chicken, green beans and tomato, pesto pasta

 

biscuits and gravy

 

my weird version of rice and beans

 

pasta with vodka sauce

 

fried chicken cutlets, brie mashed potatoes, green beans

 

shrimp and broccoli in sweet chili sauce over pasta

 

last night's dinner/ breakfast today

bbq pork loin, pineapple fried rice, corn

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Kermitleggs]

AND of course Thanksgiving dump

 

my bf cooked, i helped, i also baked with my son

unicorn sugar cookies, pumpkin white chocolate chip cookes, chocolate pie, pumpkin cheese cake, chocolate peanut butter apple slices, mini chocolate strawberry cheesecakes

i ate sooooooo much turkey

[Kermitleggs]

and some funnies

[CharlieBear789]

I really hope everything goes well!! All the best for Tuesday!

[Kermitleggs]

here is the link to my new accountability thread

 https://www.myproana...ght/?p=73822061