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#1 skyfishing

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Posted 27 June 2020 - 01:41 AM

Officially started a fast two hours ago, to lose weight and because I'm in need of a mind-game to distract myself from wanting to burn myself to the ground.

 

Going to go for as long as I can.


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Posted 27 June 2020 - 01:48 AM

I think I'll straight-up ban myself from going anywhere except my bedroom and bathroom because I feel like the kitchen is trying to kill me


Height: 5'1" (155 cm)
CW: mid 90s? not weighing because i'm lowkey recovering but i'll probably end up around BMI 18.5-19
LW: 72 lbs (32.7 kg)
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Posted 27 June 2020 - 01:54 AM

I've binged the past couple days (a little under 4000 total yesterday and about 2500 today) and I'm too scared to weigh myself, but I'm going to make a rule that I HAVE to weigh on Monday so that the pressure will be on for this fast


Height: 5'1" (155 cm)
CW: mid 90s? not weighing because i'm lowkey recovering but i'll probably end up around BMI 18.5-19
LW: 72 lbs (32.7 kg)
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Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:00 AM

I'm so down right now. I feel like I'm trying to calm down a crazy person who is extremely angry at me and throwing shit. Constant damage control and attempts at harm reduction.


Height: 5'1" (155 cm)
CW: mid 90s? not weighing because i'm lowkey recovering but i'll probably end up around BMI 18.5-19
LW: 72 lbs (32.7 kg)
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Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:04 AM

This is so fucking immature, but there's someone who I wish would contact me and I'm like What If I Stop Eating Until--

 

Obviously I would never tell them that. I'd rather chew glass. It just makes sense to me in an ED way.


Height: 5'1" (155 cm)
CW: mid 90s? not weighing because i'm lowkey recovering but i'll probably end up around BMI 18.5-19
LW: 72 lbs (32.7 kg)
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Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:06 AM

Cool new harm reduction game where I give myself DIY piercings as an SH alternative. Don't fail me now, steel immune system


Height: 5'1" (155 cm)
CW: mid 90s? not weighing because i'm lowkey recovering but i'll probably end up around BMI 18.5-19
LW: 72 lbs (32.7 kg)
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Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:12 AM

I wish I could just take [redacted LEGALLY OBTAINED substance for the pigs reading this thread] every few hours until I run out but sadly I am a human body and would not be in such sexy condition after a few days


Height: 5'1" (155 cm)
CW: mid 90s? not weighing because i'm lowkey recovering but i'll probably end up around BMI 18.5-19
LW: 72 lbs (32.7 kg)
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Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:17 AM

It's probably a good thing that I don't have friends. The last thing I need is...fucking. ..eye witnesses


Height: 5'1" (155 cm)
CW: mid 90s? not weighing because i'm lowkey recovering but i'll probably end up around BMI 18.5-19
LW: 72 lbs (32.7 kg)
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Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:22 AM

Although, I haven't actually been making a fool of myself and behaved pretty normally in multiple social situations today. I'm only posting cringe rants in my fail MPA thread


Height: 5'1" (155 cm)
CW: mid 90s? not weighing because i'm lowkey recovering but i'll probably end up around BMI 18.5-19
LW: 72 lbs (32.7 kg)
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Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:28 AM

I'm actually so endearing; it sucks that I can't seem to take basic care of myself


Height: 5'1" (155 cm)
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Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:34 AM

I wish [redacted] had never happened to me. I feel like I'm irreparably damaged and everything I give myself and everything other people give me is half-wasted like water poured into a cracked glass


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CW: mid 90s? not weighing because i'm lowkey recovering but i'll probably end up around BMI 18.5-19
LW: 72 lbs (32.7 kg)
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Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:38 AM

I have things I should be happy about but mostly I feel like I'm bleeding out


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Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:47 AM

I wish the sun wouldn't rise tomorrow and that it weren't summer


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LW: 72 lbs (32.7 kg)
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Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:55 AM

Quarantine has been so bad for my mental health


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LW: 72 lbs (32.7 kg)
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Posted 27 June 2020 - 08:56 AM

9 hours in...probably going to sleep soon


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Posted 27 June 2020 - 12:06 PM

Good luck!


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Posted 27 June 2020 - 09:48 PM

Good luck!

Thank you! Almost 24 hours in.


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Posted 27 June 2020 - 09:57 PM

I’m right there with ya. Trying to fast my life away. Sick of the binges. Good luck keep it up.
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Posted 27 June 2020 - 11:00 PM

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Posted 28 June 2020 - 12:02 AM

Wishing you the best hun <3


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