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What is the thing you swore you'd never break in your ED?


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#21 Sae.

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Posted 27 June 2020 - 05:52 PM

- no chew and spit

- no purging

- no laxatives

- no dry fasts

- no BMI under 15

 

I haven't messed these up but I think it's mostly because of how my ED is (AN). The last one is mostly because I already know it's unhealthy to be underweight, but I think it's easier to conceal it at 15+. Idk it's delusional.


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#22 medtechbeauty

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Posted 28 June 2020 - 05:03 AM

To never be over 90 lbs !!

#23 M00nlight_h1ghs

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Posted 28 June 2020 - 05:18 AM

that i wouldn’t start smoking again, after quitting at 18 after 3 years because of constant coughing


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Posted 28 June 2020 - 05:22 AM

Purging. I've tried to on a few occasions over the years but never succeeded.



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Posted 28 June 2020 - 08:43 AM

I never wanted to start drinking alcohol to keep myself from binging (almost never drank any before) but now I'm an alcoholic lmao

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Posted 28 June 2020 - 09:12 AM

My hw was 58 and I swore to never reach 60. after every recovery attempt my hw triggers a hard relapse ...cause I’m just so fckin scared to be 60 kg 


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hw 58 / 127

cw 50 / 110
gw 44 / 97 

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#27 Vilie

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Posted 28 June 2020 - 09:16 AM

drink regular soda


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#28 chessssssy

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Posted 28 June 2020 - 06:29 PM

using lax lol

broken as fuuuuckkk

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HW 75 kg (165 lbs)                  

CW 52.9 kg (116.6 lbs)                                     

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#29 EmergencyMedicine

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Posted 28 June 2020 - 06:36 PM

Shit dude probably my leg
Male, 16, 5'4 (164cm)
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HW: 141 (64.1kg)
CW: 104.5 (47.5kg)
BMI: 17.9
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#30 Team_DietDrPepper

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Posted 28 June 2020 - 06:40 PM

Lieing and lax abuse

Height- 5'0

HW- 126.8 pounds (March 2020)

LW- 87 pounds (April 2015)

CW- 123.4 pounds   

GW- 96 pounds

UGW-78 pounds

 

 

 

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#31 Prim Poppy

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Posted 28 June 2020 - 06:40 PM

I've recently bumped up my calories from 1200 to 1500, but I'm so greedy I can't even be satisfied with that amount. Today I ended up with 1890.:-(
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#32 milzybabi

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 02:12 PM

never get to 70kg. the closest i ever got was 69.8. still in the game by the hairs on my neck phew

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#33 AloofApathy

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 07:27 PM

Said I’d never purge through vomiting or exercise...

Lockdown’s been a bitch ig
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#34 starvegently

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 07:31 PM

eat above 1.2k cals :/

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#35 claraistired

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 07:37 PM

I would never get below 100 pounds. And now I have 2 more to go (out of 4)  to get up to 100 for my dr's appointment in 2 weeks.



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Posted 01 July 2020 - 02:45 PM

Well atm I haven't purged yet and because I know how bad the side effects are... I don't ever want to. But I've come close plenty of times and honestly I might break it


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♡ LW: 89.6 lbs/40.6 kg ♡ BMI: 16.7

88 lbs/39.9 kg ♡ BMI: 16.4


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#37 The Flower of Carnage

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Posted 01 July 2020 - 05:08 PM

Purging into clothing.


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#38 schwane

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Posted 01 July 2020 - 05:25 PM

go over 59 kg. i have broke that before.

 

binge. that lasted about a week LOL

 

exercise everyday. i broke that


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#39 270 to 130

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Posted 01 July 2020 - 06:01 PM

I said I’d never purge, did it. Said I’d never use laxatives, did it. Said I’d never smoke to curb cravings, doing it as I type. Only thing I haven’t done is eat from the trash and eat leftover food off others plates while I did the dishes.


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#40 MindreAna

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Posted 01 July 2020 - 06:06 PM

That I would never weigh above my starting weight (119 pounds) ever knowing how miserable that high of a weight was for me.

I did break it, not by much but it was absolute hell caused by out of control binges and I’m so happy it’s behind me now.


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