one person you need to beat in weight loss
Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:03 PM
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I'm going to get skinny or die trying
CW: 167.5 lb - BMI 31.6
HW: 216 lb - BMI 40.8
LW: 116 lb - BMI 21.9
GW: 104 lb - BMI 19.6
Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:09 PM
my one friend whose entire family is made of fit freaks, she's def got an ED but wont admit it to me, even though she knows i've had/currently have one. i feel bad for encouraging her to be healthier w her food/exercise habits bc i feel like my ulterior motive is to be skinnier than her even though i also genuinely want her to be healthy
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be good to yourself!!
Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:11 PM
My boyfriend's ex girlfriend. She is so slim and tiny, got a perfect style and a beautiful face. She is just gorgeous and actually I'm so jealous of the way she looks. I know it's dumb but my aim is to get thinner than her, I'm a fool..
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BP-II, sh-er, ED </3
Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:18 PM
Theres a bunch of people like that to me. But theres also this one girl whos a lot larger than me who im friends with, and a few months ago when i was at my HW she started talking about having an ED, and while i was supportive and listened to everything she said, it all came off a little bit 2014 pro-ana tumblr-y. I met her after i recovered, and shes only ever seen me at my HW, and so while she was going on about all this super triggering stuff i didnt want to mention my history with it all, but now ive relapsed and i kind of want to wait until im noticeably skinny before i see her again. That sounds so bitchy as im typing it, but dont worry i still check in on her and her eating and im here for her 100%..... but idk. Its also kind of a different thing to this thread but it motivates me a fair bit lol oops x
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Sw: 155 (bmi 21.6) Cw: 121.2 (bmi 16.9)
Gw: 116 (bmi 16.2) Ugw: 108 (bmi 15.1)
5'11 Female x
Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:20 PM
Is everyone an option? Is myself an option? I feel like I'll never be thin enough, but right now I feel like I need to beat my previous lowest weight.
- Karebear2, bluefingered, MotionlessMin and 1 other like this
Currently trying to beat my lowest BMI and get down into the single digits so I can maybe finally feel worthy of recovering.
Feeling like a failure in every other aspect of life so I'm just waiting until I can destroy myself without interruption.
Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:28 PM
My one friend who eats so fucking much but literally loses. She's been my best friend since we were 6 and she has the fastest metabolism I have ever seen, it pisses me off because even with an eating disorder I'm still fatter than her. She's my height and enjoys the same things as me (creating art and music) and she has everything I'd want, a boyfriend, style and artistic talent. One time our friend group were sharing our weights (we were discussing health i think) she said she was 97lbs and everyone was like 'omg that's so low! be careful!' and I didn't even bother sharing mine or embarrassing myself. One day I'll be thinner than her.
Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:31 PM
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Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:34 PM
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gw 1: 40kg
gw 2: 35kg
gw 3: 28kg
Posted 27 June 2020 - 02:58 PM
Posted 27 June 2020 - 03:03 PM
This one friend from school, she is naturally very tiny and around one decimetre shorter than me but she always brags about being skinny so i wanna weigh less than her just because lol
Posted 27 June 2020 - 03:23 PM
Honestly with my partners friends girlfriend it's just a thought of what if she does some post baby weight loss program and that I need to get a decent head start before she has the kid, even though I dont even know if shes even planning on losing the baby weight or not >.<
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Posted 27 June 2020 - 03:26 PM
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Posted 27 June 2020 - 03:27 PM
Posted 27 June 2020 - 03:47 PM
I have a friend at school who has an eating disorder, and she is so clearly disordered, I could tell she had anorexia on my first day. I never want to assume what people are struggling with based off of their appearance, but sometimes I can't help it, ya know? Anyways, people are always talking to her about how skinny she is, and I just wish I could be her. Or less than her. I hate that I think of people this way, because it's just upsetting to me that I always make myself enter competitions with people I care about, of who's sicker.
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“If you look in the mirror and don’t like what you see, you can find out first-hand what it’s like to be me”
Don't mind me, just cruisin' in the ocean of identity finding, all while trying to lose a fuck ton of weight.
Diagnosis: PTSD, Social Anxiety, General Anxiety, EDNOS, Depression
Weight: 164 lbs (BMI 25 [ew])
GW 1: 130 lbs
GW 2: 115 lbs
GW 3: 100 lbs
GW 4: 95 lbs
UGW: 85 lbs / death(?)
They / Them / Theirs
:Goal Body Features:
Ribs showing prominently, hip bones jutting out, every spine segment showing, concaving stomach, bony arms, large thigh gap, chest practically disappearing, overall just a very malnourished and androgynous look.
Posted 27 June 2020 - 04:17 PM
one of my best friends.
god it's so fucked up lol
she has bed (claims she used to have atyp. an. idk if i believe her bc i think she's just ashamed of her bed and thinks having a restrictive ed is "better". but what can you do yknow) and she's been losing some weight recently because her dad (who's a dick and won't get her actual help) has put her on this super strict diet and exercise regimen.
she's heavier than me by a decent amount, and i feel like if she ever has a bmi lower than me i WILL die. so i've been trying to eat a little less than her every day so she'll never catch up.
i'm a horrible person...
edit: also my girlfriend. she doesn't have an ed but she has disordered eating and she's constantly trying to eat less than me and i'm trying to eat less than her. we really need to break up.
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WARNING: Don't feed the EDs!
Posted 27 June 2020 - 04:28 PM
my ex "best friend" thats the reason why i became obsessed with food 13 years ago...i look at her fb pics and compete...
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Posted 27 June 2020 - 04:28 PM
helped me get to my lw tho lol
Posted 27 June 2020 - 05:27 PM
Posted 27 June 2020 - 05:45 PM
Everyone in my goddamn family, cousins and all. I just wanna be the thinnest one and not the "average" one who just always gets compared to everyone in a bad way.
One christmas my dad literally told me to look at my cousin and said "I wish you were more like her, she's skinny and has 2 degrees" The cousin I'm talking about is also like 11 years older than me and I was 16 at the time, so no wonder she had achieved more in life at that point. And I was borderline underweight too so yeah...
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My pain is constant and sharp.
And I do not hope for a better world for anyone.
In fact, I want my pain to be inflicted on others.
I want no one to escape.
Posted 27 June 2020 - 05:50 PM
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14 years with ED. Just another relapse.
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