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#21 Weak69

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 10:42 PM

I kept waking up every 30 minutes, my stomach was burning so after a 54 hour fast, and your guys amazing support I went down and ate. I was going to resist I tried, I out the kettle on and I was going to have just a green tea, but whilst waiting for the kettle to boil, I ended up having a massive scoop Neapolitan Ice cream, 1/2 small chappatti, 1/4 cup saag, 1/4 cup shalgam, serving sev. So that’s 500 calories let’s say just to be safe p, I shouldn’t have gone down but it’s okay

i can make up for it

oh I also weighed myself before hand hoping it would stop me, but I lost a kg Haha, I’m now 37.60kg putting my bmi at 13.i



#22 ChibiBunny

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 10:46 PM

THANK YOU ALL FOR LIVING! It’s crazy how a couple words can help me so much!
You’re all amazing thank you so much! I honestly feel like enjoying it now!
You godsend, secyalixious, strong beautiful, breathing souls! THANK YOU! *massive hug*

Good, I'm glad you feel better. Have an awesome birthday, you deserve nothing but the best :)


Currently trying to beat my lowest BMI and get down into the single digits so I can maybe finally feel worthy of recovering.

Feeling like a failure in every other aspect of life so I'm just waiting until I can destroy myself without interruption. 


#23 Weak69

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 11:01 PM

Good, I'm glad you feel better. Have an awesome birthday, you deserve nothing but the best :)

After a 54 hour fast I consumed 500 calories I’m back in bed now.. haha it’s okay I’ll be okay

i mean I lost a kg I’m 37.6kg now

ill probably gain 0.5kg from today, which I can easily lose in a week max 

so it’s okay!

thank you for making me realise that


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#24 TinyCherub

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 11:04 PM

Aww I hope you have an awesome birthday! I hope you get to eat something lovely, especially after fasting too it will be 100x nicer :)


 
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#25 Weak69

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Posted 30 June 2020 - 11:05 PM

Aww I hope you have an awesome birthday! I hope you get to eat something lovely, especially after fasting too it will be 100x nicer :)

I get full super duper quickly especially because I eat fast, I need to learn to eat slower




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