there was a group of girls who used to shout things at me in the corridors and try to corner me on the walk home from school. They were the type of girls who nobody actually liked and weren't even pretty despite acting like they were runway models, They somehow deluded themselves into thinking they were popular but everyone hated them (you know the type?)
I was the type of person who wasn't in the 'popular group' but was chill with everyone so the actually popular girls, and the football boys, would always defend me when it happened in school.
They would mainly make comments about my weight and call me fat but last time I saw them all together (at a school award event a while after we left) I was at my lowest weight and they were all bigger than me.
I gained weight during a forced 'recovery' (which lowkey turned into bullimia) but some of them are now bigger than I ever was at my highest weight. On top of that theyre doing absolutely nothing with their lives which is even better.
I fully admit some times I've seen them I have laughed in the street at what they have turned into. One of them saw me laugh and said absolutely nothing which felt so powerful.
I would never judge someone on their weight or appearance in any other situation, but when someone spent years trying to make me feel awful about being overweight and told me how disgusting I was because of it, to see them now in that positions despite what they said to me about how fat I was and 'theyd never let themselves be that disgusting' it makes me want them to experience the same thing