What are your toxic reasons to lose weight? - Page 31 - Starting at a higher BMI - Forums and Community

Jump to content


About MPA

MPA is a site dedicated to the support or recovery of those suffering from eating disorders or body dysmorphic disorders. Please be sensitive to this fact when creating an account and contributing to the board.


Photo

What are your toxic reasons to lose weight?


  • Please log in to reply
623 replies to this topic

#601 bonezofbronze

bonezofbronze

    Warrior

  • Supporter
  • 129 posts

Posted 26 September 2021 - 12:05 AM

1) I could power a small country with the ego boost I get from playing that "hot and humble" shtick. I miss it and it only works when you're skinny

2) i want to be too skinny for my ex. He always (and still does) praise my body for being "curvy ". Nah bruv. I want to be out your range.

3) Being fat seems like a waste of a full childfree life. Like, you can't jetset and make ppl seethe without actually looking good doing those things
  • Luv50kg likes this

#602 eccureil

eccureil

    Advanced Guru

  • Accountability access
  • PipPipPipPipPipPipPip
  • 767 posts
  • LocationMidwest US

Posted 26 September 2021 - 02:19 PM

I want people to compliment me on how good I look. And then I want them to be scared when they see my cheekbones and collarbones, rib cage and hip bones.

I want people to worry about me but secretly idolize my body. 

I want to get attention from men for a change.

I want to be able to post bikini pictures on instagram and feel confident about them.


GOALS

230 ~ 220 ~ 210

200 ~ 190 ~ 180

170 ~ 160 ~ 150

140 ~ 130

♥120♥


#603 GrandMoeder

GrandMoeder

    Guru

  • Accountability access
  • PipPipPipPipPipPip
  • 511 posts

Posted 26 September 2021 - 05:23 PM

Also being able to say "I have almost 0% bodyfat" like my boyfriend because I feel like a slob next to him. 



#604 Imtryingtomakeit15

Imtryingtomakeit15

    Member

  • Members
  • PipPip
  • 38 posts
  • LocationTevyat

Posted 27 September 2021 - 05:33 AM

Because I don't want my brother being skinnier than me. He always is bullying me on my weight and I want to lose weight first to shut him up. Lol (that's not the reason i joined. I just want friends to talk about my ED without them telling me i am too fat to have and ED)

To prove myself i can be prettier than my ex

To make people worry/care about me

To disappear
  • Luv50kg likes this

🌈Tar-Tar-Tartaglia👋

Lover❤️of🤾Snezhnayan🌟queen🌸

there🥰was🔥a🌝cat🐈

that🐸really👑was✨goneee🌈

 

 

ExpLMOe.gif


#605 loanesay

loanesay

    Advanced Warrior

  • Accountability access
  • PipPipPipPipPip
  • 346 posts

Posted 28 September 2021 - 02:38 PM

I just want to look good in my scrubs.


Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

#606 fαye

fαye

    Sage

  • Accountability access
  • PipPipPipPipPipPipPipPip
  • 1022 posts

Posted 28 September 2021 - 02:54 PM

want to be hot, want to be wanted. I always wanted to look good in clothes.

 

but my real reasons are because my best friends back then talked about me behind my back, calling me a beached whale.

 

guys i've tried to talk to looked the other way because of how i look. how do i know? because when i got to my LW of 116 from 176, they started being nice to me. lmao.

 

there's more but eh


height: 5’1 / 155 cm

hw: 245 / 111.1 kg

cw: 206.6 / 93.7 kg

lw: 112 / 50.8 kg

ugw: 85 / 38.5 kg
 

accountability~

 

JMmTRSn.gif


#607 plastiqskin

plastiqskin

    Advanced Member

  • Accountability access
  • PipPipPip
  • 66 posts

Posted 28 September 2021 - 03:21 PM

i want to be as skinny/ skinnier than the girl i hangout with most during school (she is 45kg). and to have people worry about me


'消えない 痛み 消える 記憶

また 繰り返して 増える傷'

height: 157cm

   150 149 148 147 146 145 144 143 142 141 140 139 138 137 136 135 134 133 132 131 130 129 128 127 126 125 124 123 122 121 120 119 118 117 116 115 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106 105 104 103 102 101 100 99 98 97 96 95

kanade-yoisaki-kanade.gif

 


#608 loony26

loony26

    Sage

  • Accountability access
  • PipPipPipPipPipPipPipPip
  • 1261 posts
  • LocationEngland

Posted 28 September 2021 - 03:30 PM

1. i'd be successful and have it all and people would be jealous of me being thin and smart and successful (and well-dressed XDXD)


0274cf873304389f0f7c10ebe134ee8b.gif

 

my accountability -- make yourself at home 

 

my personal blog website? internet display area?

 

Height: 163.5 cm (5'4")

CW: 55 kg (121 lbs) 

GW: 52 kg (114 lbs)

HW: 70 kg (154 lbs)

LW: 39 kg (86 lbs)

 

Spoiler

#609 joiedefaible

joiedefaible

    Member

  • Members
  • PipPip
  • 10 posts

Posted 28 September 2021 - 04:05 PM

Ugh, this all resonates a lot. I want to be thinner than my partner's exes. Prettier. I can't do much else, so that'll do. I want peopleto worry for me. I want the praise and affirmation of my unhealthy behaviour. I want to fit in tiny clothes and be admired.Conversely, I want to be so thin I lose every curve I have and get rid of the gigantic boobs plagueing me. I want to be so far from a sex object from the disgusting pigs that cat call me out of cars that I don't even exist to them. I want to slowly starve until I'm not here and can quit existing.


Spoiler

#610 thereaper

thereaper

    Advanced Warrior

  • Accountability access
  • PipPipPipPipPip
  • 369 posts
  • Location3rd circle of hell

Posted 28 September 2021 - 04:22 PM

i don't wanna be the fat friend anymore. i'm tired of just kinda standing there while guys literally throw their numbers at them at bars. i have a mutual friend that lowkey judges me for my weight but then complains about how she needs to lose weight. i want to make her jealous that i lost it and she didn't. can't stand her. 


bbb (big bipolar bitch)

she/her

my accountability

american-horror-story-ahs10.gif


#611 ✿Bonnabell✿

✿Bonnabell✿

    Member

  • Members
  • PipPip
  • 15 posts

Posted 28 September 2021 - 05:19 PM

attention from like one dude who mind you isn't even that hot but I live in such a molly Mormon town that anyone who isn't a stick up butt Mormon is hot to me and also for cosplay reasons. a lot of characters I want to cosplay are pretty thin and I feel like I cant do the character justice or that me being bigger than them will make it look bad.


My stats:
--------------
 

Current BMI: 22

Goal BMI: 13.7

✧༺♥༻∞  ∞༺♥༻✧

Height: 5'4

SW:130//137//140

CW: 131

✧༺♥༻∞  ∞༺♥༻✧

 

Goals:

GW1: 130

GW2: 120

GW3: 110

GW4:100

GW5: 90

UGW: 80

 
  • ✧༺♥༻∞  ∞༺♥༻✧
 
------------------
Relapse: June 2019?
------------------

#612 minimarz

minimarz

    Member

  • Members
  • PipPip
  • 20 posts
  • Locationneverland.

Posted 28 September 2021 - 05:32 PM

i want to be thinner than everyone in my family, especially my dad because he's so thin and i'm jealous.

 

i want to look sick. kinda weird but whatever lol.

 

i want people to worry about me.


MAR.

 

↻ 5'6 : istp / bi + ace / 9teen

 

 ⇣ any pronouns !!

- ugw : 43kg.

 


#613 Adimosity

Adimosity

    Member

  • Members
  • PipPip
  • 28 posts

Posted 29 September 2021 - 04:10 AM

I like a little bit of bone on show.

I like the look of clothes better.

I find dating when I’m thin way easier (and i think it’s probably 80-90% my own confidence level but that doesn’t really matter).

#614 Anamazingthin7

Anamazingthin7

    Warrior

  • Accountability access
  • PipPipPipPip
  • 150 posts

Posted 29 September 2021 - 09:13 AM

I want to be skinnier than everyone I know, especially people I am closer to.

 

My boyfriend's friends all have skinny girlfriends/fiances and I feel like they look at us as the "fat couple" in their friend group. Some of the other girls talk to each other about what workouts they are doing and don't include me in those conversations. They probably think I am too fat to understand and that I must not work out at all. I want to be thinner and fitter than all of them so they start asking me for tips on how I did it.

 

I also want to be skinny and pretty enough for people to wonder how my boyfriend got a girl like me. I want other guys to be jealous of him.

 

I don't want to be the fat one in the family and I want my mom to stop silently judging me for being overweight. 


saying "no thanks" to food is saying "yes please" to skinny

 

 

Height: 5'8"

HW: 204.0 (BMI 31.0)

SW: 189.4 (BMI 28.8)

CW: 181.6 (BMI 27.6)

 

 

179 174 169 164 159 154 149 144 139 135


#615 Luv50kg

Luv50kg

    Advanced Guru

  • Accountability access
  • PipPipPipPipPipPipPip
  • 635 posts
  • LocationWindhoek, Namibia

Posted 29 September 2021 - 09:28 AM

Want to be skinner than my sister.

 

Want my mom to be worried about me and maybe give me some attention.

 

Plus I feel like being skinny will numb everything, nothing will affect me.


  • babybeanburrito likes this

SW: 83.2 kg (Jan 2016)

CW : 72.6 kg (09/06/2016)

CW : 74.3 (29/06/2016)

CW : 78 kg ( 06/12/2016)

CW : 76 kg ( 13/12/2016)

SW: 81.9kg (Jan 2017)

CW:79 (28/02/2017)

CW:80.1 (23/03/2017)

CW:78.6(27/03/2017)

CW: 84.8kg(08/08/2017)

CW: 95.1kg(26/05/2019)

 

SW: 104.8kg (1 Jan 2021)

CW: 101.1 kg (05/01/2021)

CW: 98.5kg (23/06/2021)

 

CW: 97.3kg ( 23/09/2021)

 

GW1: 90 kg

GW2 : 85 kg

GW3 : 75 kg

GW4 : 70 kg :o

GW5 : 65kg B) :wub:

UW5 : 60kg :wub: :wub:

 

 

Height : 1.68m

 


#616 cryingboy01

cryingboy01

    Advanced Warrior

  • Accountability access
  • PipPipPipPipPip
  • 406 posts

Posted 13 October 2021 - 04:40 PM

I want people who have treated me like shit to finally be concerned about me. I know it's horrible and it's not my main reason but it's somewhere in the back of my mind


  • babybeanburrito likes this

                                                                        


#617 Suaimhneas

Suaimhneas

    Member

  • Members
  • PipPip
  • 10 posts

Posted 13 October 2021 - 04:56 PM

I want people to be jealous of me
  • babybeanburrito likes this

#618 ecb1005

ecb1005

    Member

  • Members
  • PipPip
  • 23 posts

Posted 13 October 2021 - 08:54 PM

When I first went to treatment, I was not underweight because I had bulimia and was binging more than I was effectively purging. I know that when I went into residential people saw me as the person who wasn't actually that sick, and I want to prove to my old treatment friends that I'm sicker than they are.
  • babybeanburrito likes this

#619 babybeanburrito

babybeanburrito

    Member

  • Members
  • PipPip
  • 36 posts
  • LocationAustralia

Posted 13 October 2021 - 10:30 PM

I want older men to look at me lustfully again
  • Luv50kg likes this
Height: 5'1” / 155cm
HW: 216 lbs / 98kg - BMI 40.2 - 2019
SW: 149 lbs / 67.6kg - BMI 28.1 - Sep 27 2021
CW: 138.2 / 62.7 - BMI 26
GW 1: 139 lbs / 63kg - BMI 26.2 - Reward: Trip to the zoo
GW 2: 128 lbs / 58kg - BMI 24.1 - Reward: Board game

GW 3: 117 lbs / 53kg - BMI 22.1 - Reward: Jellycat plush
GW 4: 106 lbs / 48kg - BMI 20 - Reward: New frames
GW 5: 95 lbs / 43kg - BMI 17.9 - Reward: American Girl doll

GW 6: 84 lbs / 38kg - BMI 15.8 - Reward: Flank tattoo

#620 skinnydevotee

skinnydevotee

    Advanced Warrior

  • Accountability access
  • PipPipPipPipPip
  • 303 posts
  • LocationUSA

Posted 16 October 2021 - 04:43 PM

I'm just gonna come out and say it- I wanna lose all the weight, so I don't have to look like my poor bitch of a mother. Fucking bitch was so poor, she should have NEVER had kids. Now, I go be the one to pick up all the pieces and undo all the damage.


  • BurningOpal likes this


0 user(s) are reading this topic

0 members, 0 guests, 0 anonymous users