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[emeraldtsk]

I work in medicine and today I was messing around with the pediatric growth charts and lo and behold I am the height and weight of the average 12 year old. I've also got small boobs and pretty narrow bones. On halloween last year I put on a mask and my boyfriend pretended to be my dad and we went trick or treating. Not one person thought something was wrong. 

 

Two things have happened to me that make me worry about this. Once when visiting my ex he had sex with me in his 14 year old sisters bed (I didn't know it was her room I found out later). He told me the air conditioning was better in there and I believed him like an idiot. Then later on during xanax withdrawl he had a hallucination that his 14 year old sister wanted him to teach her to use a butt plug and I was like oh holy shit. My boyfriend of two fricken years somehow hid that he's a pedo from me. 

 

And now I'm really freaked out. How do I know I'm not the fantasy of a child to a guy? 

[Mastix]

Im 22, not petite, but short and round face. Met my 'ex' when I was 16 and he was 21. We didnt meet irl until I was 19. There were so many red flags. He told me how he 'accidentaly' had sex with a 14 year old, I think that was just to cover the bases in the event that I heard it from someone else. He recently made a comment about how I still look like "jailbait", followed by several hearts.

Its difficult because I was groomed heavily so I have a latent unwavering belief that everyone over 20 is a pedophile, these kind of things just confirm it to me.

[dancingandreaming]

The other year I was at a bar and the bartender kept giving me free drinks and flirting with me. Thought he was kinda creepy, but was enjoying the free drinks. Then he asked me what my real age was and it turned out he thought I was a teen with a fake...and this was after he initially tried to convince me to go home with him.


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