I’m terrified and miserable (vent)
Posted 21 July 2020 - 06:34 PM
Posted 22 July 2020 - 03:57 PM
I don’t know what’s happening to me. I just got lab tests done so I hope I know soon enough. Everyday I’m in constant pain. I have TMJ and asthma already. A few weeks ago I started getting aches and pains. One night it got so bad I booked an appointment. I can’t walk without tons of effort, same goes for my grip strength and arms. They keep getting weaker. My back (mostly lower back) is absolutely killing me. It hurts so bad, and so does the rest of my body. I’m losing weight even when I lie in bed all day and eat balanced meals everyday as well. I’m just so scared that there is somethings seriously wrong with me at such a young age. I get dizzy and can’t think straight when I have to move around. My legs send stabbing pains when I stand for too long. I’m just so sad and angry and miserable. I don’t know what or why this is and all I want to do isn’t be able to play my violin. It hurts so bad and I just want to scream. I just needed to vent, I apologize.
No need to apologize- there's no sense in suffering in silence and it's grand you can talk about this. I can't offer any opinion on what condition you might have but if you want to talk about it please just drop me a PM.
"I'm drunk, I'm drunk, and you're probably on pills
If we both have the same diseases, it's irrelevant girl"
Posted 26 July 2020 - 05:54 PM
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