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I have brain cancer

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#1 LeaThroughTheLookingGlass


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Posted 30 July 2020 - 09:14 PM

Wow I actually haven’t said it out loud yet. I haven’t wanted too. I’m mad that I get this “luck of the draw.” I have two small children that I won’t get to watch really grow up. I have no hair. I’m exhausted all the damn time. I still can’t seem to shake the ED thoughts like priorities are so fucked up. I sound like a spoiled brat but really is this karma!? Did I do somthing to deserve this ?! I’m an optimistic person by nature but every day it’s getting harder and harder to stay positive. I’m right pissed off and want to go back a month ago to normal.

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Posted 30 July 2020 - 09:37 PM

i can't imagine what going through that must be like. it takes a lot of strength and courage. it's not your fault, just a shitty hand you've been dealt. you have every right to be pissed.

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Posted 31 July 2020 - 06:13 PM

No, you did nothing to deserve this, although I know there's little comfort in hearing that.


I hope you can find some emotional resolution about this though, and some way to be at peace with yourself.


Even if there's no way to be at peace with the situation itself.  xx

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Posted 19 August 2020 - 04:03 PM

<3 just a virtual hug, I dont have words....

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Posted 31 August 2020 - 08:19 AM

Cyber hugs from someone with a head tumor herself....i wish I could offer more.

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Posted 02 September 2020 - 10:31 AM

I'm so sorry. You can feel pissed, you can feel however you want to feel. Is there support group or therapy the hospital offers? You shouldn't have to walk this alone <3

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Posted 03 September 2020 - 12:16 AM

I’m so sorry, I can’t even begin to imagine the struggle. Please remember that there’s nothing you did that caused this or made you deserve this. Please try to seek out some therapy or support of some kind, it sound like you might really need it. Praying for you ❤️

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Posted 03 September 2020 - 02:34 AM

Hugs. I wish I could make things better. That's a horrible thing to happen to you, and you in no way 'deserve' it.

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