As titled. I've been using laxatives daily for some months now in addition to vomiting (I have AN-b/p and have LARGE binges 2-3 times a day).
So on Sunday just gone I was 33.9kg / 74.6lbs. I last took laxatives on Saturday. I went to stay with my parents and managed to not b/p for 3 days and had intake <500 (!!!!!!!) - Sunday, Monday, Tuesday. Wednesday and Thursday were bad b/p days and I don't think I purged so well as I should've. Yesterday (Friday) I b/p'd my usual amount. This morning I was 36.3kg / 79.9kg.
I've not pooped since but my poops never weigh much (I weigh myself before and after and there's never much change). I know I'll have gained fluid weight from not peeing out my arse. But I am definitely bigger - I can't get my hand around my bicep which I could before and there's more padding around my pelvis and I just feel so much bigger and stuff. And I really badly just want to start taking lax again so I can get rid of it all and because I feel so freaking huge and gross and I felt so much better when I was thinner. And ffs that's so much weight to have gained. And even water has VOLUME.
I'm so stressed out over this.