I am so happy to be pregnant but I have been super sick and its messing with my head.
My ob thinks I have hyperemesis Gravidarum which basically just means I puke 24/7 no matter what, but since I'm barely 8 weeks she can't officially diagnose me until we know if its just this first trimester or not. They have my on anti nausea's that have made it to where I can eat and drink again, but it took about a week for them to really start working. I hate throwing up with a passion and have panic attacks while throwing up every time, which has made it get to a point that I'm actually scared to eat anything at all (I mean total win for them part of me that wants to lose a ton of weight) but I know I need to eat for the baby because I really do want this child.
Its all just messing with my head and I've been so sick that I have no energy for anything and have to take tons of breaks even when just sweeping the house. it really sucks and my body feels completely out of my control and the world just feels super dark right now. My partner has been super understanding and supportive but I know he's also annoyed that I can't just "be ok" like I was before the pregnancy.
Anyone else feel like there body is getting super wrecked out of their control while being pregnant?
