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#21 starvingartist410

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Posted 11 October 2020 - 10:30 AM

so i started at 148 on 8/25 and i just today hit 135.
i’m pretty happy i have literally the tiniest thigh gap, but i’m definitely gonna keep up with this until i get to at least 130 then move to higher restricting i think. it’s just hard to low restrict on my work schedule i keep fucking up when it’s busy cause i can’t think straight.
on that note, today should have been an 800 day but i’m visiting my parents tomorrow so i’m switching it to a 200 hopefully we don’t get slammed at work again lol.
i’ll do the 800 tomorrow then start over so hopefully that helps me drop more too

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Posted 15 October 2020 - 10:28 PM

i’ve been weighing in at 135 every day for the last four days.
hopefully tomorrow i’ll break under

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Posted 18 October 2020 - 08:56 PM

STILL AT 135. i know i said i wanted to get here but omfg. i can’t break under. i probably need to increase cals but it’s close to halloween and i don’t wanna gain it back just so i can lose another five pounds over three MORE weeks. i’m so irritated. i might try going up to 1000 to see where that gets me i guess. gonna have to pause 2468 temporarily to break this plateau

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Posted 24 October 2020 - 11:39 AM

ok it really sucked but i increased cals for like 4 days, i thought i could do it for a week, but i just couldnt. it felt horrible.
but it totally worked cause i just finished my 490 cal day yesterday and this morning i weighed in 133.6 FINALLY broke under 135!

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Posted 26 October 2020 - 09:28 AM

wow so i weighed in at 135 AGAIN this morning. i feel like screaming. is my scale broken ??? it doesn’t even make sense mathematically, I didn’t even eat a pounds worth of calories yesterday?!?! why is this happening

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Posted 28 October 2020 - 09:54 PM

134 yesterday 133 again today, wouldn’t be surprised if it’s right back up to 135 tomorrow because i ate like shit today so much more than i should’ve
i only have myself to blame for this failure.
i know ive lost weight but recently i still feel like i don’t look like it. like i feel chubby as i’ve ever been. not a single person would look at me and think i’m thin
I dont know how much i’ll have to lose before i finally feel satisfied. maybe i never will


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