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[littlebug91]

I feel like I cant focus on my pregnancy because I am so concerned about my weight going up. I have been trying and trying to just eat a healthy amount with maybe a craving or 2 spread out through out the week but I am just not happy with my weight. When I got pregnant this time i had finally gotten back into the 130s from being pregnant 2 years ago and giving birth at 188 pounds 😭 I know that number is huge! Well I weighed myself this morning and I am 164 pounds! My goal was to only gain a healthy 30 pounds this pregnancy but I'm only 6 months and I've already gained 26 pounds. I still have at least 2.5 more months left (my body physically cant carry to term babies 😔) I know this entire post is probably awful and I feel bad that I am even struggling with this. I should be focusing on my baby and my other son. I feel like such a horrible human being and a shit mom.