Posted 21 September 2020 - 01:05 AM
Hi everyone. I’m new to MPA but I’m no stranger to my ED. I am 23 years old, been through treatment before, and beginning a relapse. The difference is this time I am aware of the ensuing relapse. I just actually don’t want to change or get better. I need this relapse. Everything in my life is falling apart. I’m struggling to get by day to day and the only thing getting me through is this. I need to hit rock bottom. But I need your help to get there. If I hit rock bottom than all my problems will be solved because there will be no choice at that point. I can drop out of life and everyone will understand. Anyways, I hope some of you can understand what I mean. I will be ISO someone to hold me accountable. I am approx 115 lbs (I know...it’s a lot). Help me get to 100?
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