I've been a member on here since 2014 but I have never actually posted anything before. I've been reading mpa posts literally every day since 2011, and I've just decided to log back in and finally start communicating with you guys. It's been almost a decade - I can't keep doing this alone.
So, hi, I'm "back." I was diagnosed with AN-R but I haven't seen a psychiatrist in a long time. I think a more accurate diagnosis today would be ANBP. I am struggling to get out of this b/p cycle - it's never been a part of my eating disorder experience, and all of a sudden bulimia has been taking over my life. But the point of this post isn't to analyze why or how or to what extent etc. I just wanted to introduce myself and hopefully find a safe space among those of you who are here.