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Is there anyone else like me?

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#1 Starvingrussiangirl



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Posted 27 October 2020 - 08:01 PM

It all started with anorexia, the classic fasts and fainting and a ton of exercise, then purging after I ate over my limit, then kind of BED, then full blown bulimia, and now orthorexia, I swear if I lived alone I would just be ortho and lose weight. I'm not underweight either, I think bmi 22/21? I feel like I belong no where tbh. I know my eating habits aren't normal, constant weight changes and disordered mindset and panic attacks over food and antisocial behavior because I'm ashamed of myself always, even at my thinnest I thought I was a fat fuck. Idk. I can never seem to lose weight successfully after the first ana period.
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#2 LSDFlavouredTicTac



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Posted 01 November 2020 - 02:50 AM

YES LITERALLY ME. I hate myself for being like that. sometimes i fast, sometimes I binge and vomit sometimes I eat blood sometimes i eat healty and it's all so wrong and nobody seems to understand. Do you wanna talk? 👉👈
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Posted 01 November 2020 - 01:49 PM

my ed changes form too, i just vibe on all these forums :P i think many people with ednos are like that, you'd probably fit in there.
i also relate so bad on that living alone thing, if i could just plan every meal in advance, i could do it healthier lmao

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Posted 26 November 2020 - 12:22 AM

I struggle with this too. It started with anorexia, then orthorexia, to straight on binging and I've almost cycled back to heavy restriction.

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Posted 14 December 2020 - 06:48 PM

yea! i went from ana to binging & purging but now im going back to strictly restriction. its so confusing for the most part ahsdklsfgh

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Posted 14 December 2020 - 07:30 PM

sounds like ednos. 


def not alone

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Posted 14 December 2020 - 10:29 PM

honestly, same except a bit different. I went from ana for years, to bulimia for a short while (i'm extremely vain and was worried about my teeth lmao), then BED for ~1.5 years and then back to ana :))) I've never been ortho, besides fear foods like peanut butter i eat  whatever i have as long as i stay under my calorie goal

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why do calories exist ಠ_ಠ

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Posted 14 December 2020 - 11:03 PM

I'm happy I'm not alone. Thank you for making me feel less of an outcast. I appreciate it, I hope we all get better one day.

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