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#4341 petrov

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Posted 28 February 2021 - 01:20 AM

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#4342 KingOfClowns

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Posted 28 February 2021 - 01:39 AM

Thanks for all the pretty pictures! Here’s a nice soup I made on vacation: Hibiscus-Carrot with black pepper (stewed and strained to flavor the broth) 40 Kcal
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#4343 Cherry_blossom_

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Posted 28 February 2021 - 02:58 AM

Why is it possible to run out of likes *sighs*

Anyways, I feel like a living corpse today. I have felt so exhausted for the past couple of days and I just really don't wanna do anything. I don't wanna leave the house. I kind of made myself a weekly food plan but also cba to get groceries. I probably won't stick to it because I am boo boo the fool. Kinda fitting considering I made my discord pfp a crying cat that looks like a clown because I am so stupid.

Weird question, but if anyone could take their time out of their day to reply to this and tell me how much they spend in a week that'd help plenty. I'm kinda worried if I spend more than the average person. I really wanna eat cheaper but I also feel like veg is weird expensive? If you are from Germany specifically can you tell me which store has the cheapest veg and stuff? I know that rewe is pretty expensive but other than that I only really have netto nearby and I am so socially awkward I don't wanna go anywhere else but if it needs to be done then I have no choice.

Also my food pics are so off, other than the Reign all of the food I am about to show was from yesterday + the pierogi, I'll try to make tomorrows post purely of tomorrows food

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I personally love Lidl -their veggies/fruit is pretty cheap if you’ll avoid stiff that isn’t in season (berries). Also frozen fruit/veggies might be better cause they’re usually cheaper.

My mom and me we spent like 70-100€/week but most of the stuff is hers also we honestly buy a couple things that are more on the expensive side.


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#4344 Cherry_blossom_

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Posted 28 February 2021 - 03:01 AM

Dinnerz


Chicken Gimbap and a salmon onigiri, and yes this was a lot of food, I've no idea how many calories this was but it was basically omad so

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Congrats on your exam!

Don’t worry about the weight. (Easier said than done right)
1. You deserve to eat and maintain your weight.
2. You are a caloric deficit so there’s NO way that you gained fat. We’re 60% water so gaining a pound or two suddenly is normal.

I understand that it’s hard tho I’m the same way ans i freak out even though I know I’m not gaining fat....


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#4345 Cherry_blossom_

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Posted 28 February 2021 - 03:02 AM

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Wasa cracker creation (it was really good!)


Omg wow that looks amazing


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Posted 28 February 2021 - 03:42 AM

This is what got me through work tonight. 9d29a17e65aad041f2b6da59ae5f1b56.jpg

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#4347 Neverland_

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Posted 28 February 2021 - 03:53 AM

Breakfast

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175cm/5'9

 

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#4348 Diettea123

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Posted 28 February 2021 - 04:06 AM

Last night's dinner and dessert

Black bean spaghetti with Spanish style mussels (chorizo and tomato). Huge greek salad on the side that I accidentally poured way too much dressing on.

Low calorie salted caramel ice cream with Hersheys chocolate sauce and 300g strawberries with SF maple syrup.3dcb81f04ee6729258237bb3e03705e5.jpg2b32a0f5e1db28ff42b0bf78223cd53b.jpg

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CW 44.2 kg
43.3 kg
42.1 kg

41.7 kg

40.9 kg

40.1 kg

GW 40kg

 

39.6 kg

39.3 kg

38.9 kg

38.1 kg

36.8 kg

 

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UGW 36 kg


#4349 KingOfClowns

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Posted 28 February 2021 - 05:49 AM

The Sinner’s Sandwich (666). Details in Food Photography. Mostly an art project: I’m fasting until sunrise at least.
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Posted 28 February 2021 - 05:49 AM

I binged sooo

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Posted 28 February 2021 - 05:50 AM

The Sinner’s Sandwich (666). Details in Food Photography.
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this made me chuckle LOL

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Posted 28 February 2021 - 07:40 AM

Whole wheat pasta w Pomi, vegan chicken, rucola, seeds (~500)7bcfe1abf6d0e6ed29857e0504de82d1.jpg

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Posted 28 February 2021 - 08:49 AM

I feel so terrible.
I feel like my life is just crumbling more and more into bits day by day. I don't enjoy anything anymore, I have a constant headache, I can't sleep at night and when I do sleep I am woken up and can't get any more proper sleep, my whole house is dirty and cleaning it makes 0 sense since nobody hear knows what hygiene is at all, I sleep in a dirty bed where my gross sister doesn't give a crap about anything, I've been eating far more than I am comfortable with. I feel like absolute garbage. I am so unhappy, so freaking unhappy.

The person supposed to love me is an asshole that doesn't understand my emotions at all, I have no proper friends, I have no family, I have nothing. Not even my cat loves me. Nothing seems to even try to comprehend how awful and lonely and miserable I feel. 

I don't wanna go out for a walk, I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna color, read, play, DO ANYTHING AT ALL. I just want everything to end. I don't wanna die but I just don't wanna carry on with this. I've never been this unhappy day to day. Sure, panic attacks, crying and all sudden hard waves of emotions may feel worse but this constant state of depression and awful lonliness and misery is just... I can't handle it anymore. I'm just a negative nancy and really contribute to nothing positive on here and sometimes I just feel like I should disappear forever. God, I'm sorry. I'm just slowly reaching my limit.

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wanted to die yesterday, anyways, todays food and all I am having:

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Posted 28 February 2021 - 12:07 PM

The presentable version vs my actual plate

Turkey and Zucchini burger with melted babybel, ciabatta roll, swede and celeriac chips and 2 mountains of salad with loads of extra light mayo, Ketchup and bbq sauce 3a485b5d602e91d216c0e7c5afdde820.jpgd9e953212ac01fe8221f42ca2cd4f22b.jpg

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CW 44.2 kg
43.3 kg
42.1 kg

41.7 kg

40.9 kg

40.1 kg

GW 40kg

 

39.6 kg

39.3 kg

38.9 kg

38.1 kg

36.8 kg

 

CMBI 15.2

 

UGW 36 kg


#4355 Diettea123

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Posted 28 February 2021 - 12:31 PM

I feel so terrible.
I feel like my life is just crumbling more and more into bits day by day. I don't enjoy anything anymore, I have a constant headache, I can't sleep at night and when I do sleep I am woken up and can't get any more proper sleep, my whole house is dirty and cleaning it makes 0 sense since nobody hear knows what hygiene is at all, I sleep in a dirty bed where my gross sister doesn't give a crap about anything, I've been eating far more than I am comfortable with. I feel like absolute garbage. I am so unhappy, so freaking unhappy.

The person supposed to love me is an asshole that doesn't understand my emotions at all, I have no proper friends, I have no family, I have nothing. Not even my cat loves me. Nothing seems to even try to comprehend how awful and lonely and miserable I feel.

I don't wanna go out for a walk, I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna color, read, play, DO ANYTHING AT ALL. I just want everything to end. I don't wanna die but I just don't wanna carry on with this. I've never been this unhappy day to day. Sure, panic attacks, crying and all sudden hard waves of emotions may feel worse but this constant state of depression and awful lonliness and misery is just... I can't handle it anymore. I'm just a negative nancy and really contribute to nothing positive on here and sometimes I just feel like I should disappear forever. God, I'm sorry. I'm just slowly reaching my limit.

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wanted to die yesterday, anyways, todays food and all I am having:

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Truly, as someone who suffers from multiple mental health issues it seems like you need to reach out to a medical professional for some help xx if not with your eating (which is only going to exacerbate your depressive symptoms) then at least for your depressive mood.

Having said that, you may find your head space will be better if you were to allow yourself to eat a little more. I know I'm hypocritical for saying it, but I know how you're describing the bleakness of life, the lack of joy in anything, feeling totally unloved. There are times I could be in a room full of people and feel lonelier than ever.
It feels like no one loves you.
It feels as though there's no point, no joy. But there can be.

Really, I'd consider seeking the help you deserve xx

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Height 5ft 1.5" / 155.5cm

 

CW 44.2 kg
43.3 kg
42.1 kg

41.7 kg

40.9 kg

40.1 kg

GW 40kg

 

39.6 kg

39.3 kg

38.9 kg

38.1 kg

36.8 kg

 

CMBI 15.2

 

UGW 36 kg


#4356 MaladaptiveDreamer

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Posted 28 February 2021 - 12:37 PM

my meals never look aesthetic : ((

cottage cheese (37)
broccoli (15)
cauliflower rice (25)
champignons (14)
carrot (17)
mini chicken sausage (72)
salsa (5)
ice tea (76)

it was my only meal today so total is 263
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HW: 189.5 lbs

LW: 110 lbs

CW: ?  

GW: 105 lbs

UGW: 79 lbs 

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#4357 stupidgirlat

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Posted 28 February 2021 - 01:07 PM

First meal of the day: 122 cals—kabocha squash and broccoli both boiled in salted water. 

 

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GW2: 110
GW3: 105
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Posted 28 February 2021 - 01:07 PM

Didn't really feel like eating today :( But was such a gorgeous day that I sat outside in the sun while having this, which cheered me up quite a bit.

Lettuce, cucumbers, mushrooms, and veggie chicken strips (136). Ended up having a little mango sorbet (84) too.

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Total: 230 (net: 80)


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#4359 Jerry

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Posted 28 February 2021 - 01:24 PM

Overnight oats [100] + chia seeds [?] + hot chocolate powder [20] + semi skimmed milk [50] + skinny syrup [0]
Cheese Toast [130]
Skinny Whip [99]
Blue Ribband [92]
Coffee [no sugar +tiny bit of milk]
4 vitamins include: B complex & B12, Iron & Vitamin C, Vitamin D3, Folic Acid
 
Total Calories: 510 cals 
 
Sunday 28th February 2021

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Posted 28 February 2021 - 01:26 PM

Hope everyone had an awesome weekend bec7be0ac96c5fe8c665b72c0007af1f.jpg
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