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#1 JustXenia

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Posted 09 November 2020 - 04:28 PM

Just need to get rid of them here..


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Posted 09 November 2020 - 04:34 PM

Oh, unlucky

What do you want from me
I can't play the little girl all the time just for you
Even if I want too
I can't act all that needy, I can't be your perfect "little"
You would break me, shatter my soul

I wish I would've never met you
You just make me way too happy
And I can't stop smiling when I'm thinking about you
And I can't stop thinking about you
Everything revolves around you
I do everything for
You
Oh, unlucky me

But I'm just your sexdoll, and that's kinda fine
I just wish I could make you feel the pain in my chest
Because your chest ist fucking empty except
When you're coming in my way too small cunt
You're eyes are so cold
Oh unlucky me, I'm freezing

I would like to see them sparkle once again
Do they reflect the fire burning in my heart, when you're looking right through me?
Oh, unlucky me
I let you play with my soul, you've got your teeth stuck in my heart
I may sound stupid, but I'm just
Unlucky in love

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Posted 09 November 2020 - 04:39 PM



Oh I'm,
In love with a dead man
He's a ghost
Living on in my head

Oh I'm,
still stuck in a memory
And I can't
Move forward or back

Oh why,
Am I so in love with you
You're just a shadow
Just a moment of youth

But I'm still,
In love with a dead man
In love with a ghost
A memory in my head

And I still,
Hear your voice so clearly
But I'm only near you
When I'm tight asleep

But I'm,
Nearly never sleeping
Because every morning
I loose you once again


I seem to do a lot of Oh's lol
I'm a moaning hoe it seems

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Posted 09 November 2020 - 04:44 PM

I'm in love with you
I had other options
A lot of people
That could be good for me
Good for my mind and heart
And I doubt
That you're good for me

I think you're and manipulating,
Self-centered, sex-obsessed asshole
But anyhow,
You still make me as happy,
As you make me sad
And that's rare
You can't control who you're falling for...
So even through I had "better" options
You're still the best thing in the world for me
And I choose to be with you
And I'm ready
To pay the price
For this happiness that I
Receive when I'm
With you

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Posted 09 November 2020 - 04:52 PM

a glimpse of happiness

I wanna fall in love again
Jump right in, with my head first
And leave my brain outside
It can return, once I'm happy again

I want to feel my heart thrust against my chest
And everything is drowned in pink serotonin
And everything seems to be okay
Everything seems perfect

Falling love feels like a rush
Like a trip *
Love is a dangerous drug
Here you are, taking a sip, swallowing a pill
And everything happens so fast
Way too fast to understand it
Just enough to catch a glimpse of
Happiness
And befor you even realize it
You wake up
Hangover, heartbroken
Everythings shattered, and you're just covered in tears like broken glass
And all that's left is a glimpse of
Happiness



*like a trip into the unknown
And you'll find yourself on a strange colored planet
Far away across the universe


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Posted 09 November 2020 - 04:56 PM

How can
How can you be dead
How can you be gone
When I still
Remember you so clearly?
You're all the time
In my head
Living on
But too far away
To be alive

Just like an echo
You're an echo
Or maybe even less
A memory
The memory of an echo
That's so alive
In my head
Just in my head
My heart can't
Take this
anymore.


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Posted 09 November 2020 - 05:02 PM

Once upon a time...

There was a girl
That fell in love
With the knife

That stabbed her between her chubby legs.

She couldn't move.
She couldn't stand the pain.

And she was unable,
To stop her heart from beating
Whenever
It thrusted into her...

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