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[avocadonurse]

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ 12/22/20 ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙
☆ﾐ day : 37
☆ﾐ weight : gotta wake up for morning/actual weight, night weight is 144.8 so i could be anywhere between 140-143. the issue is waking up early enough to weigh lmao i hate waking up early!!!!!!!
☆ﾐ in : 387
☆ﾐ out : 362
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dumb ed stuff: i bought some water pills, never taken them before but it's very easy for me to tell when i'm retaining water by looking at the tightness of my fitbit. seems pretty tight today so maybe taking them will help. i actually got carded for them? i didn't know that it was age-restricted because i don't see any like real drugs in the ingredient list? anyway maybe i'll get a jolt of energy from them. i actually come to think of it haven't taken any garcinia in a while either so maybe i'll take one... i just don't want to be up all night when i have to wake up so early. ugh everything is hard lol.

[avocadonurse]

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ 12/23/20 ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙
☆ﾐ day : 38
☆ﾐ weight : failed again to weigh but tomorrow morning is a 100% since there is no working to be done!
☆ﾐ in : 546 already... lmao shit
☆ﾐ out : 649  oh shit that why i'm so hungry
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been stuffing my face lol almost mindlessly. i'm so exhausted from working and waking up early and it being cold and dark. also i'm severely depressed. once i hit 135 i need to re-work my diet plan and likely won't be doing 46810 anymore. on days i work i need at least more calories in liquid form or something because i can't be out here burning 7 and eating 3 because i'm going to pass out or get in an accident or something. i almost got hit by a car this morning omw to work lmao i need to not die of this so i can enjoy it pls.

[Carminx]

You’re doing an awesome job!

[avocadonurse]

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ 12/24/20 ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙
☆ﾐ day : 39
☆ﾐ weight : 140.8
☆ﾐ in : 367
☆ﾐ out : 000
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cross-posted almost identically to my accountabilty, a body and stats update. here, i'll compare it with my starting measurements and such.

 

 

12/24/2020

 

cw: 140.8         cBMI: 25.1 

(current     --     loss over 39 days)

 

height- 62.75 in / 159.38cm
weight- 140.8lb / 63.8kg (-10.8lb/-4.89kg)
bust- 36.5in / 92.7cm (-3.5in/-8.89cm)
waist- 30in / 76.2cm (-2.5in/-6.35cm)

hip- 39.5in / 100.3cm (-1.5in/-3.81cm)
thigh- 22.5in / 57.15cm (-2in/-5.08cm)

calf- 13.5in / 34.2cm (-0.5in/-1.27cm)
upper arm- 10in / 25.4cm (-1.5in/-3.81cm)

forearm- 8.75in / 22.2cm (-0.25in/-0.63cm)
neck- 12.5in / 31.75 (-0.5in/-1.27cm)

[avocadonurse]

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ 12/25/20 ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙
☆ﾐ day : 40
☆ﾐ weight : 140.4
☆ﾐ in : 630
☆ﾐ out : 000
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ugh lmao

[avocadonurse]

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ 12/26/20 ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙
☆ﾐ day : 41
☆ﾐ weight : ???.?
☆ﾐ in : 296
☆ﾐ out : 622
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[avocadonurse]

⁺˚*･༓☾ 12/27/20 ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙
☆ﾐ day : 42
☆ﾐ weight : ???.?
☆ﾐ in : 764
☆ﾐ out : 395
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[avocadonurse]

⁺˚*･༓☾ 12/28/20 ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙
☆ﾐ day : 43
☆ﾐ weight : ???.?
☆ﾐ in : 287
☆ﾐ out : 311
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[avocadonurse]

⁺˚*･༓☾ 12/29/20 ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙
☆ﾐ day : 43
☆ﾐ weight : 140.4???
☆ﾐ in : 60
☆ﾐ out : 000
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so weird. definitely hit a plateau there. i'm probably going to have to up my exercise and lower my intake, but i'm going to ride out the rest of december with the current plan and then go from there.

[avocadonurse]

⁺˚*･༓☾ 12/30/20 ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙
☆ﾐ day : 44
☆ﾐ weight : xxx.x
☆ﾐ in : 590
☆ﾐ out : 244
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omg i'm so dumb i thought yesterday was 400 and today was 600 and ate a goddamn quest cookie on my break and fucked everything up lmaooooo i'm never going to hit 135 at this rate

 

nah not really i know that's an irrational thought but wow i am amazed by how careless i was. i thought it took like 14 days to make a habit wtf am i doing 44 days into a routine messing up? lol. like the other days i was off target i knew about it. weird. well maybe i should do actual 2468 because i sort of want to keep this thread going. idk i'll decide on jan 1st. i've never made resolutions or anything so it's not like that i just feel like a new month, new moon, new cycle sort of thing. i wanted to do this until 135 but i've only lost like 10 pounds in 45 days which is abysmal for me. every time i relapse this gets harder haha. all i wanna do is binge like it's the only thing on my mind. i gotta take a walk or something or play a gd game and get out of reality bc my reality suuuuuuuuuuuuuuucks rn

[avocadonurse]

⁺˚*･༓☾ 12/31/20 ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙
☆ﾐ day : 44
☆ﾐ weight : xxx.x
☆ﾐ in : <500
☆ﾐ out : literally over 600- long shift cleaning
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[avocadonurse]

⁺˚*･༓☾ 1/1/21 ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙
☆ﾐ day : 46
☆ﾐ weight : 139.6
☆ﾐ in : 160
☆ﾐ out : 355
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well i'm planning a binge today because i hit a weight goal and tomorrow is a closing shift, i burn usually over 500 cals on a close, yesterday an hour and a half of hardcore cleaning got me 400 out. i'm definitely feeling it, i'm so hungry T^T still trying to figure out if i want to keep doing this diet or if i should switch over to higher restriction so i can feel better at work and stuff. who knows lol

[Ethoss]

⁺˚*･༓☾ 1/1/21 ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙
☆ﾐ day : 46
☆ﾐ weight : 139.6
☆ﾐ in : 160
☆ﾐ out : 355
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well i'm planning a binge today because i hit a weight goal and tomorrow is a closing shift, i burn usually over 500 cals on a close, yesterday an hour and a half of hardcore cleaning got me 400 out. i'm definitely feeling it, i'm so hungry T^T still trying to figure out if i want to keep doing this diet or if i should switch over to higher restriction so i can feel better at work and stuff. who knows lol

 

Of course, stick with whatever makes you comfortable, but maybe you could try higher restriction for a week, and re-evaluate, and then make up your mind? <3 good luck either way, and congrats on hitting a weight goal~!

[avocadonurse]

okay so i'm going to do something a little wonky and hard to follow so when i'm out of work later i'll make a goal intake chart

i have to eat depending on what shift i work and whether or not i work.

closing shift- 1000
opening - 800
midshift - 600
day off - 400

quick example, for this week:
mon- 1000
tues- 400
wed- 600
thur- 800
fri- 400
sat- 600
sun- 400

so still 46810 but it's going to be all over the place.
i've been eating low but still higher than usual and i woke up at 137.8 so maybe the 130s will be a breeze? we'll see.

just waiting for my partner's work day for progress pics/measurements and back on this shit today soooo round 2- START lol

[Ethoss]

Good luck~! <3 You've got this

 

If the 130s aren't a breeze, we'll at least swing for a zephyr or a warm gust of wind...

[avocadonurse]

Good luck~! <3 You've got this

If the 130s aren't a breeze, we'll at least swing for a zephyr or a warm gust of wind...

i fkn love ur writing style so much ethoss