
Hard times
#1
Posted 18 November 2020 - 04:06 AM
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#2
Posted 18 November 2020 - 05:02 AM
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#3
Posted 18 November 2020 - 05:05 AM
Same, god.
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CW: 56 kg / 162 cm
#4
Posted 18 November 2020 - 05:08 AM
Fuck, I'm not going to even lie it was worth it and I can't purge in the bathroom because her room is connected together. However, I do feel guilty because I don't want her to know, or gross her out. Or maybe I feel bad because it was her popcorn?
Hopefully tomorrow (well later today will be a better one).
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#5
Posted 21 November 2020 - 01:53 AM
I seriously just did a fast because I am disappointed at myself (gained weight from drinking/recovery). Then I planned to make some chicken to add to salad later with my best friend. Well, I managed to do that. We agreed to eat healthy and do this the "healthy way". Hmmmm, that worked, but tell me whyyyy, I just had to eat some caramel popcorn with peanuts I threw in. Then going to have a second helping. Only then it leading to me throwing up in a walmart bag and throwing it in the trash.
Fuck, I'm not going to even lie it was worth it and I can't purge in the bathroom because her room is connected together. However, I do feel guilty because I don't want her to know, or gross her out. Or maybe I feel bad because it was her popcorn?
Hopefully tomorrow (well later today will be a better one).
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I know I’m a bit late but I hope you’re doing good

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#6
Posted 29 November 2020 - 10:29 AM
Thank you so much love. I really appreciate it. Also there is a never too late... I am glad I saw this post and it made me feel somewhat better (currently on my way home 4 hours away from my best friend. We had a falling out and her mom is bringing me home. Even her mom doesnt understand what happened and is heartbroken. She saw the whole incident).I know I’m a bit late but I hope you’re doing good
don’t stress it’s hard times right now and I believe you can get through this even going w couple of days without b/p is better than nothing, be gentle with yourself love x
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So I am okay right now, but anxious to be going back home. Ready to see my cats. The situation hasn't entirely hit me. I really hope I can hold it together. It's not the best situation.
Maybe time will heal this

Anyway, sorry for the rant and I really hope youre doing well. Thanks again.
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#7
Posted 29 November 2020 - 12:29 PM
Too relateable - or like weekends are b/p days for me and I focis on healthy eating through the weekdays
CW: 238
1st GW: 200
2nd GW: 185
3rd GW: 150
4th GW: 120
UGW: 110
Sexual Assault and Abuse Survivor ~ Childhood Abuse Survivor
PTSD ~ Bipolar ~ Psychotic something ~ Binge and Purge ~ Insomnia
Celiac
Bee's accountability: https://www.myproana.../#entry73319211
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