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#1 sweetricecake1

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Posted 19 November 2020 - 12:38 PM

I binge to make myself feel better. But i've been doing this for so long that it no longer feels good. I no longer get any rush of pleasure while binging. I just feel sick and tired and disgusting and hopeless. Today, for the first time, I cried while binging and it was weird. Has anyone ever experienced this? 


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#2 Neddiyoda

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Posted 19 November 2020 - 12:43 PM

i almost have many times. i try not to though, because back when i was like 9 this lady i met at the park told me that i should never eat and cry or else id get arms like hers (her arms were like super flabby) i dont think its true, but i still dont cry and eat cuz that really fucked me up as a kid idk why


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Posted 19 November 2020 - 12:45 PM

Usually I just cry afterwards


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Posted 19 November 2020 - 12:51 PM

When I use to, I would cry afterwards.


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Posted 19 November 2020 - 01:15 PM

:(


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Posted 19 November 2020 - 01:16 PM

i almost have many times. i try not to though, because back when i was like 9 this lady i met at the park told me that i should never eat and cry or else id get arms like hers (her arms were like super flabby) i dont think its true, but i still dont cry and eat cuz that really fucked me up as a kid idk why

hahaha wth!? how does that even make sense haha, thanks this made me laugh! ^^


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Posted 19 November 2020 - 01:20 PM

hahaha wth!? how does that even make sense haha, thanks this made me laugh! ^^


I know!! It makes 0 fucking sense but I still don’t do it cause my brains just weird ig
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#8 Broccolibaby

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Posted 20 November 2020 - 02:32 AM

I vividly remember this one night binge where the pain from all the food I ate just hit me and I was clutching my stomach crying. But ya'll, I had priorities and that included finishing that jar of peanut butter whilst sobbing my eyes out. I had to pause several time because I had trouble breathing. The peak of my BED

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Posted 20 November 2020 - 06:17 AM

I almost cried multiple times after a binge. But, I cry from just about anything.



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Posted 20 November 2020 - 12:07 PM

Yeah :( I dont acc cry after but when I'm doing it,I just know I can't stop until I feel physically so sick

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Posted 20 November 2020 - 04:25 PM

Sometimes


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Posted 21 November 2020 - 03:08 PM

Not very often but I remember the first time I did. I was 12 and crying over a bag of m&ms......

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Posted 21 November 2020 - 08:42 PM

smh yeah ive done this because i kept thinking about how bad i was going to feel afterwards but i couldnt stop 


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Posted 22 November 2020 - 08:49 PM

I feel better while binging but then legit contemplate if I even want to live afterwards. Sometimes my binge lasts all day.


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Posted 26 November 2020 - 03:48 PM

I noticed that I almost exclusively binge when I feel negative or frustrated, and usually when I want to keep bingeing I notice my thoughts get even worse. I tried telling myself for a while "your brain is just trying to make you sad so it has an excuse to get calories" and I'd say this has worked 70% well to stop the binges from now on. I think you should see if it's like this for you, like the chicken and egg situation. We binge and feel bad about it, or we feel bad and then we binge. I try to stop myself from feeling bad before it happens because it's like adding fuel to the fire.

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