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[CircusBaby]

Hi anyone reading this, my name is Charlie n today im startin ABC!

It's currently November 24, 2020, 1:59 a.m.

Oki, lets start with stats!

 

Height - 5'2

HW: 144lbs | 26.3

CW: 123.6 | 22.6 (11/24/20)

LW: 92.3 | 16.3

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GW1: 130 | 23.8

GW2: 120 | 21.9

GW3: 110 | 20.1

GW4: 100 | 18.3

GW5: 90 | 16.5

GW6: 80 | 14.6

UGW: 71 | 13.0

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BMI 24 - 135 134 133 132 131

BMI 23 - 130 129 128 127 126

BMI 22 - 125 124 123 122 121

BMI 21 - 120 119 118 117 116 115

BMI 20 - 114 113 112 111 110

BMI 19 - 109 108 107 106 105 104

BMI 18 - 103 102 101 100 99

BMI 17 - 98 97 96 95 94 93

BMI 16 - 92 91 80 89 88

BMI 15 - 87 86 85 84 83 82

BMI 14 - 81 80 79 78 77

BMI 13 - 76 75 74 73 72

71 lbs - BMI 13.0

 

 

And I just wanna write out the diet schedule here for my own reference, i'll probably add the diet itself to my sig as well and highlight each day either red for failure or green for success.

 

Week 1 500 500 300 400 100 200 300

 Week 2    400 500 0 150 200 400 350

Week 3     250 200 0 200 100 0 300

Week 4  250 200 150 100 50 100 200

 Week 5    200 300 800 0 250 350 450

 Week 6    0 500 450 400 350 300 250

   Week 7    200 200 250 200 300 200 150

 

Losertown Predictions

Week 1 121

Week 2 119

Week 3 117

Week 4 114

Week 5 112

Week 6 110

Week 7 108

 

I think that's all to start, wish me luck :3 <3

[CircusBaby]

November 24th, 8:57 a.m.

 

Drank a cup of coffee and totally went overboard on sugar n cream n shit, it was probably worth like 300 calories but im not sure so to be safe, i'm gonna count it at 350.

I just had my wisdom teeth out a couple days ago so it's not odd for me to not be eating anyways.

I'm 19, but currently living with my dad recovering from a pretty bad heroin addiction streak lol

Without drugs ig i need control of something, never even thought about going back to restricting while i was doing harder drugs, but without them i feel like i have to destroy myself somehow, obsess over something, if that makes any sense. 

 

Anyways, i'll weigh in at the end of the day, I just wish this painful feeling in my chest would stop. Sadness is unbearable, i miss being numb.

 

If i'm being honest, i'm trying to get some amphetamines to help w my appetite. We'll see how that goes.

[CircusBaby]

Made a sandwich but only ate half which was my last 200 calories, that's it for today ig lmao.

Will check in with weigh in later.

 

Cal total ~ 500