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binges that make you think "this isnt gonna be fun"


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#1 uglyfaggot

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Posted 27 November 2020 - 04:48 PM

my dumb bulimic ass binged on 17 bread rolls and after number 9 i was just like, well shit.

i had a fuckton of ice cream afterwards so it wouldnt be so bad. it was still bad lol
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Posted 27 November 2020 - 04:57 PM

  • Any time I’ve binged on pizza.
  • Any time I’ve binged on something with any type of red liquid (pizza sauce, ketchup, etc.) and I know I won’t be able to tell if it’s blood.
  • Any time I realize mid-binge that I haven’t been chewing properly or drinking water or diet soda while eating.
  • Spaghetti — I’ve not binged on it or anything similar since I choked on it while purging.
  • Chocolate melts and is hard to get all of it up without “flushing”. 
  • Anything with egg tastes horrible on the way back up. One time my binge included both eggs and mint ice cream, absolutely disgusting when they came back up together.

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Posted 27 November 2020 - 05:10 PM

Binging on anything acidic was never fun for me.
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Posted 27 November 2020 - 05:33 PM

I once binged on 13 packs of instant noodles. Most of them came out of my nose lol.
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Posted 27 November 2020 - 05:38 PM

one of my binges included cheese and spicy things, which resulted in my nose hurting for the rest of the day and the next morning. i knew from the moment i started that i was screwed </3 


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Posted 27 November 2020 - 06:28 PM

I once binged on 13 packs of instant noodles. Most of them came out of my nose lol.

Lmaooooo i can feel the pain

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Posted 27 November 2020 - 06:30 PM

Just a fucking bread
I forgot to buy Anything to put on it since i was so excited it was only 72 cents
Still the saddest binge.. altho that time i binged on just canned peaches and a lollipop i stole from my brother was also a pretty low Point

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Posted 27 November 2020 - 07:58 PM

Any time i start bingeing in the car and i dont have a drink with me im like “oh no, im being really stupid right now...”

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Posted 28 November 2020 - 12:11 AM

When I binge on rice I just know that it will be a never-ending purge.
I think I finish and then some grains still come up.
Indian/Spicy food is definitely an experience as well, specially if you let it sit on your stomach for way too long.

Ah, and that time I binged on raw oats and nuts. Absolute hell.

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Posted 28 November 2020 - 12:29 AM

Macaroni >0< it's always clumpy and bland coming out, a big 0/10, but I'm a weak, weak, cheese loving man

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#11 Thermodynamic Rat

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Posted 28 November 2020 - 02:19 AM

Anything spicy or chocolate.

Edit: And also peanut butter crackers and tortila chips. Those are satan.

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Posted 28 November 2020 - 04:58 AM

Hahahahaha conjak noodles HAHAHAH THEY ARE LIKE 3 feet long and I’d just pull that shit out of my fucking throat

 

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Posted 28 November 2020 - 05:33 AM

honestly i can get most anything up but sometimes i'll realise i ate something pre-BP or even during BP and just took too long to purge that goes sour FAST, ie coffee is the worst fucking thing to purge and i regret it every time

also chocolate

i CAN purge chocolate but i don't enjoy it

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Posted 28 November 2020 - 05:34 AM

When I binge on rice I just know that it will be a never-ending purge.
I think I finish and then some grains still come up.
Indian/Spicy food is definitely an experience as well, specially if you let it sit on your stomach for way too long.

Ah, and that time I binged on raw oats and nuts. Absolute hell.

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oh god i feel you rice is the WORST it's like your stomach is hailing on the inside of ur throat and u feel every dang grain

i always wanna b/p indian food or sushi and that's what stops me, shit rips my throat up with endless rice

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Posted 28 November 2020 - 08:46 AM

also, not necessarily the food but how you're FEELING. like, when you're exhausted, and you're like, fuck this is hard....


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Posted 28 November 2020 - 08:52 AM

Pizza, chips, cheese, bagels, toast are all disgusting coming back up


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Posted 28 November 2020 - 11:11 AM

i didn't really binge on it, but blueberry pie. the taste when it came back up was just something else.. never again.


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Posted 28 November 2020 - 11:56 AM

Lol once when I was attempting recovery I binged on an entire box of chewy granola bars. I didn’t drink any liquid with it. It hurt so fucking bad
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Posted 28 November 2020 - 12:04 PM

I find fruit awful to purge 

 

also anything thick, dry or spicy 



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Posted 28 November 2020 - 12:05 PM

Sometimes I don't get the right balance. If I don't drink enough purging is hard. If I drink the right amount it comes out really quickly but when I drink too much it comes out through my nose as well and I just regret everything in moments like that...

 

Purging meat isn't nice, pizza is also really hard to do


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