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binges that make you think "this isnt gonna be fun"


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#41 chocolatewaif

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Posted 30 November 2020 - 11:51 AM

I don't purge by vomiting but I was hang over throwing up the other day after having eaten beans and rice and (crispy) plantain chips at night to try and stop said hang over. Its been a while since I've been sick like that and I personally don't remember throwing up being this bad, though I've never been a fan of it, which is why my bulimic compensation is over exercise, fasting, and laxatives. 

 

One, I add jerk seasoning to my food like a condiment so my whole head was on fire as I was throwing up. 

 

I had pretty much whole red beans getting stuck in and eventually coming out of my nose, having to blow them out afterward. As well as badly chewed plantain chips, but the beans were worst. 


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#42 Hodgeheg500

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Posted 30 November 2020 - 12:56 PM

Cheese. I don't know why but I do not have the powers to comfortably or happily bring cheese up which sucks... Yet I still always included it and then complain about why I gained weight lol. I struggle with chocolate too, I flush but I don't trust its all out. Cheese is a big hazard for me though. Yet breads and cakes etc are totally fine

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#43 chrissy~

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Posted 30 November 2020 - 02:02 PM

any time i drink milk or have spicy ramen
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Posted 30 November 2020 - 02:05 PM

I had pretty much whole red beans getting stuck in and eventually coming out of my nose, having to blow them out afterward. As well as badly chewed plantain chips, but the beans were worst.

this sounds TERRIBLE oh nooo..

#45 chocolatewaif

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Posted 30 November 2020 - 06:59 PM

this sounds TERRIBLE oh nooo..

Yeah, not fun at all. But its a good motivation to cut down my alcohol intake in addition to food, lol. 


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#46 ChangelingQueen

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Posted 30 November 2020 - 09:56 PM

that’s interesting to me because i specifically go out of my way to include fruit when i can because i think it helps me get a lot more out a lot more quickly

 

same I think it's the natural acidity in fruits. blueberries, strawberries, grapes and apples all "help" my purges.


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#47 YouTurnOrangesToOJ

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Posted 30 November 2020 - 11:04 PM

noodles that i didnt chew up all the way. when i binge and purge i make sure the noodles are chewed to liquid but uhh dumb me dissociated while eating. 


                                                                                   

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#48 Camilo

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Posted 01 December 2020 - 07:51 AM

when I've fasted for a while and decide to break it with a b/p... then I realise the food doesn't even taste too good... but its too late cause I already started and *have* to finish the food so it's not there later for me to binge on. 

 

so I'm basically forcing myself to eat food I don't want to only to heave it all up again. gotta love it. 



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Posted 01 December 2020 - 07:55 AM

-Spaghetti, ramen... anything with long noodles. They come out my nose, FUN! ;)

-Anything spicy af burns my throat and nose

-Bread.. the bollus feels like it's going to choke and kill me. It's like giving birth in reverse to a loaf of bread. Fuck that. Chug a lot of water if you must do this and chew well lol




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