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I’ve been so conflicted about posting my intro. Let me explain.

Started by mission.acccepted , Nov 28 2020 02:04 PM

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#1 mission.acccepted

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Posted 28 November 2020 - 02:04 PM

Hey c:

You can call me J. I lurked because I’ve been wanting to lose significant weight since I was 16, I’m now 24. My highest was 220 and ive maintained ~170 give or take 10lbs for TWO YEARS now. I have believed that faster weight loss can be healthy and so many of you have reached goals....even if it’s through an extreme process.. I felt conflicted because I’ve seen how destructive EDs can be, and I would never want to hurt another girl by encouraging that. I can’t live like this anymore though...i feel like a loser and all i dream about is winning.

I’m tired of tasting nothing but defeat.

So I’m done with the excuses. Even if I feel depressed on a daily basis I’m done coping with food and liquor. My plan is to fast until completion, I’d love to post a thread with daily updates. But yea. Hopefully I can meet some like minded people, and I wish absolutely nothing but peace for you all.