Hi, I'm not sure if this is the right place to put this, but I am recently pregnant, about 8 weeks along. Even though it was not planned, I am grateful because I wasn't sure my body would be able to do this after years of mistreating it.
Still, I am left with extreme guilt after eating. I know that by eating I am doing the right thing, but it is really hard to keep up with it emotionally/mentally. Especially when I force myself to eat 3+ times a day and my boyfriend skips meals like no big deal. (he doesn't mean to trigger me, but eating alone is 10 times harder).
Is it horrible that restricting is tempting to me?? I am determined no to give in, but I feel bad for even thinking about it. But I also feel guilty about eating.