
Aesthetics-wise, do you want to look beautiful or sick?
#81
Posted 13 January 2021 - 10:23 PM
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#82
Posted 13 January 2021 - 10:59 PM
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#83
Posted 13 January 2021 - 11:04 PM
I want to look so minimal that I'm nearly invisible so I guess that would classify me as wanting to look sick...but I'd like to have a beautiful face. So sick body, beautiful face
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lw: 95lbs
cw: 107 lbs
gw: 105 lbs
ugw: 95 lbs
#84
Posted 13 January 2021 - 11:44 PM
I want my body to look sick and my face to still look good. When my skin turned gray when I was doing low restrict for like three months straight I was so upset. I couldn't even cover it with makeup I literally was gray, and I have a natural yellow undertone
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#85
Posted 13 January 2021 - 11:48 PM
One of my biggest inspos are Tim Burton movies and Monster High dolls so sick?? I kind of want it to be visible, its something I hate admitting.
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#86
Posted 13 January 2021 - 11:54 PM
I somehow want both ;-;
But I guess beautiful? my beautiful, not the way people around me seem to view beauty
Me too it's weird like I want to be like thin but smaller than typical models but still not like how Eugenia Cooney was (no offence to her or to anyone I just didn't know what else to compare it too). Like I want my bones to show (basically I wanna look like the photos in my sig)
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#87
Posted 13 January 2021 - 11:55 PM
Lol, I flip back and forth but now I think kind of both? Like sickly beautiful. Sick enough that you can see it in my cheeks and chest bones but still have beautiful hair, bright eyes, and keep my good personality/smarts. Be like Angelina Jolie where everyone both worries about you and praises you for your abilities and elegance.
Ahhh, what a butterfly view of it all.
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#88
Posted 13 January 2021 - 11:59 PM
sick. as horrible as this might sound, i just want someone to notice what im going through and actually express concern lol
I don't think that's horrible. Sometimes we need validation and someone to give af.
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#90
Posted 14 January 2021 - 12:10 AM
Sick and fragile.
DIAGNOSIS: Anorexia, BPD, PTSD, Depression, Anxiety, Epilepsy.
ED IP RECENT ADMISSION: NOV 2018 - JAN 2019 FOR AN
IP RECENT ADMISSIONS FOR MENTAL HEALTH: JAN 2020 & MAR 2020
Current Weight: Around 47kg 17.0 BMI
Lowest Weight: 43.3kg (95lbs) 15.7 BMI
#91
Posted 14 January 2021 - 12:13 AM
pretty face and sick looking body
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#92
Posted 14 January 2021 - 12:20 AM
I'd choose beautiful/desirable over emaciated/visibly sick. I will admit that I get the appeal of being somewhat emaciated, but rationally that is not my goal. I don't want a BMI of 12.5 and I definitely do not want my appearance to inspire concerned comments from everyone i come into contact with.
My desired aesthetic is more along the lines of 'precariously thin' (i.e. if I were to get the flu and lose ten pounds, id be in danger of looking totally emaciated. ) I'm content at my CW. I don't think being thin makes me more or less beautiful on the whole, but obviously I prefer it aesthetically and I find that I am a lot more comfortable in my body at a low-ish weight.
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#93
Posted 14 January 2021 - 01:11 AM
I want to FEEL beautiful.
So that means great hair, great shoes, and weighing a half-sandwich north of hospitalization.
A half-sandwich north of hospitalisation, I love this
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5'2"
CW: 82 lbs, 15 BMI
Relapsing and sad af. Trying to get back up to 90 lbs to be OK again
LW: 77 lbs, 14.08 BMI
UGW: 70 lbs, 12.8 BMI
HW: 103 lbs, 18.84 BMI
#94
Posted 14 January 2021 - 01:40 AM
Everyone wants the best of both worlds
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#95
Posted 14 January 2021 - 01:50 AM
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Height: 176 cm / 5'9"
HW: 85kg
CW: 60 kg
GW1: 57 kg
GW2: 53 kg
UGW: 50 kg
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BMI GOAL: 16
#96
Posted 14 January 2021 - 04:20 AM
beautiful, i want to look powerful and poised. i definitely do not want to look weak (like i am) or have people pity me or worry about me
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LW: 96.2 (IP, AN/R)
HW: 150 (freshman 15 lol)
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#97
Posted 14 January 2021 - 04:21 AM
I want to be on the cusp of the two.
Like verging on sick but not so sick that I'll have people constantly bothering me. Just enough for it to be slight concerning
#98
Posted 14 January 2021 - 04:51 AM
#99
Posted 14 January 2021 - 04:59 AM
#100
Posted 14 January 2021 - 06:14 AM
Beautiful
151cm
40kg
LW: 32kg | GW: 38kg | UGW: 35kg (can't make my relatives worry rn...)
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