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[unigirl]

I guess I mix between beautiful and are you okay?

 

This. Beauty that generates concern is the only kind of beauty I want

[perfectmindperfectbody]

I want to be on the upper edge of bonespo because to me that is beautiful. I'm not trying to convey my mental suffering, but there aren't many normies that find that weight attractive.

[friendlyneighbourhoodvegan]

both lol

[.Lilith.]

thinking a mix of both,but more in direction beautiful.By neutral views i got a good start just need to lose the weight and improve my lifestyle.

[spookyskeleboy]

Sick. Lol. 

[Sherry_Berry]

Sick - I don't want to be approached or conventionally "attractive". I want to be repulsive.

[seakissed]

Leaning more towards beautiful. Objectively, I don't want to look sick even if I know that's a common 'side effect' of EDs. It's not even about being desirable, more that I want to be beautiful for myself. But I also know that what's beautiful to me might look sick to others who don't have such a distorted views of bodies. 

[lauren9870]

always aimed for beautiful, but since i just asked for help I want to look more "sick" to make sure I look like my diagnoses. I'm only slightly underweight which makes me feel like a fake anorexic. 

[just a sprout]

I want to be beautiful, but my low weight to be the first thing people see. 

[birdhi]

I guess since i don't really feel beautiful, being underweight is kind of light a substitute for that. Generally I think that feeling fragile is attractive, however I don't really like the sick looking aspect that comes with losing. But like I said, it's a better alternative for me that feeling ugly AND too big, if that makes any sense at all

I'm really trying to work on my body dysmorphia because my perspective of my face & body are really skewed. As I've deteriorated ED wise, the range is acceptable for me (weight wise) has also gone down. My perspective of my body has shifted and has become normalized, despite being v underweight.

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[cokezerobitch13]

sick, cause it would reflect my inner self

[unigirl]

I revise my stance. I want to look dead.

[ribb0ne]

I want the beautiful slim toned model look

[LostInTheNight]

tragically beautiful. like where people know somethings not quite right but not so much that they freak out.

[momoo]

If I had to choose one I'd choose beautiful, but I feel like I would look beautiful if I looked sick.

[thin.thighs]

To me, 'sick' is beautiful. Bones are as close to perfection as my body will see.

[2BeThinEnough]

sick, but only to validate my own suffering to myself.

I could not have said it better

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[lyrate]

definitely want to look sick not beautiful. i feel like im dying and i want to look like it too (i think i'm starting to lol)