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#1 Chewycactus

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Posted 13 January 2021 - 11:55 AM

If you had to die today and had one song to listen to while it's happening, what would you choose and why?
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Posted 13 January 2021 - 11:59 AM

 

This song. Objectively speaking, life has a lot to offer. But I still idealize the thought of just drifting away. I connect to this song a lot when I'm spiraling into toxic behaviors, but I also think it could be almost spiritual to pass away to it.

 

Edit for TW: for context if you've never heard this song before, it's about an astronaut who goes into space and intentionally drifts away into the void because it appears so beautiful compared to earth. possibly triggering?


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Posted 13 January 2021 - 12:02 PM

 

this song really hits different. i think it'd be pretty nice to pass while listening to this.

 

i have an unofficial will just in case i ever pass away and in it i included that i'd like this to play at my funeral lol.


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Posted 13 January 2021 - 12:07 PM

 

or something dumb and emo idk


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Posted 13 January 2021 - 12:15 PM



Eta: sorry, I missed the why part of the question, but I feel like I could either have a super long explanation for this or no reason at all lol so I don't feel like explaining. This has always been and will always be THE song that expresses the essence of me, though.
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Posted 13 January 2021 - 12:52 PM

https://youtu.be/V4BFGSZ_1ls

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Posted 13 January 2021 - 12:53 PM



This song. Objectively speaking, life has a lot to offer. But I still idealize the thought of just drifting away. I connect to this song a lot when I'm spiraling into toxic behaviors, but I also think it could be almost spiritual to pass away to it.

Edit for TW: for context if you've never heard this song before, it's about an astronaut who goes into space and intentionally drifts away into the void because it appears so beautiful compared to earth. possibly triggering?

Oh that's a good choice. It is an objectively good album.
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Posted 13 January 2021 - 05:24 PM

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Posted 13 January 2021 - 05:26 PM

https://youtu.be/QBK6xymmKHM

 

this song only because now I’m slowing dying over fact I’m broken hearted and I don’t care anymore plus this was the song u ditched me with when u left me all alone without no concept of my feelings 


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Posted 13 January 2021 - 06:45 PM

https://www.youtube....Y&pbjreload=101

 

No Way Man (AKB48) (what I am currently listening to)


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Posted 13 January 2021 - 07:11 PM

https://youtu.be/QBK6xymmKHM

this song only because now I’m slowing dying over fact I’m broken hearted and I don’t care anymore plus this was the song u ditched me with when u left me all alone without no concept of my feelings

Love this song I'd forgotten it.

I've felt abandoned and unwanted many times, I know how you feel.

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Posted 13 January 2021 - 07:13 PM

https://www.youtube....Y&pbjreload=101

No Way Man (AKB48) (what I am currently listening to)

I love that it's upbeat
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Posted 13 January 2021 - 07:14 PM

https://youtu.be/TwWQYg7aS5o
For me it's gonna be this one today.

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Posted 13 January 2021 - 07:15 PM

https://www.youtube....h?v=bEE5MvoT3oI

This is so peaceful :)
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Posted 13 January 2021 - 07:16 PM

Love this song I'd forgotten it.

I've felt abandoned and unwanted many times, I know how you feel.

my ex sent it to me twice to break up with me and put her self in pyshc unit so kinda hurts 


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Posted 15 January 2021 - 12:03 PM

easy one...

interpol - stella was a diver (it almost happened before and it was with this song, i was in a trance state and at the end of it, i was unconscious while bleeding out)


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Posted 26 January 2021 - 04:50 PM

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Posted 26 January 2021 - 05:34 PM

Something from Jeff Buckley's album 'Grace', I like actually the first song Mojo Pin (lots of happy memories to that song) but maybe Corpus Christi Carol but honestly anything on that perfect album would do

 

Otherwise smth from Nick Cave (from his album Boatman's Call preferably) or Leonard Cohen (smth like the Partisan or Suzanne), all these artists just always make me feel happy safe feels with their music


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Posted 27 January 2021 - 04:58 AM

https://www.youtube....h?v=As30wy2meY8

I like it
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