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[Want2bsmol]

I tried a new pizza place today and it was not enjoyable. I was so so SO pissed that it wasn't good pizza bc I wasted my calories on it and I should've just gotten something I knew I would enjoy, even if I still ate pizza I should've gotten it from somewhere I know I like lol

 

Sound off on some dumb ish that pisses you off bc of your ED so I feel less crazy lmao

[Todestrieb]

When there is a social event planned last minute with delicious food and you're on a fast

[hentai]

god i HATE wasting calories on food i don't like. for me i hate it when someone makes dinner and i don't get a choice in what to eat. like damn i've actually been looking forward to my microwave chicken nuggets all day just let me have this.

sent from hell

[catcrossing]

When I go out to drink and plan to not eat anything then the next day my friends tell me about the seven course meal I had while blacked out.

[daintybonesny]

Starving to the point that you feel like fainting and weighing yourself the next day and you barely lost anything. I skipped school once because i cried so hard that I did not loose any weight after a three day fast.

[bones_are_beautiful19]

when someone else eats your safe food...

[pidove]

making plans to get coffee/something to eat with someone and waiting all day to hang out w/ them to eat only for them to show up late

[Ana's_Darling]

I tried a new pizza place today and it was not enjoyable. I was so so SO pissed that it wasn't good pizza bc I wasted my calories on it and I should've just gotten something I knew I would enjoy, even if I still ate pizza I should've gotten it from somewhere I know I like lol

 

Sound off on some dumb ish that pisses you off bc of your ED so I feel less crazy lmao

OMF yes I hate when that happens it's like you finally get the courage to try something new and then that happens

[Ana's_Darling]

When there is a social event planned last minute with delicious food and you're on a fast

YES THAT's ASS! I hate that 

[TMTTRTIWS]

Saying you’re going to eat something and then an inconvenience happens like the food having been eaten or something like that. And then convincing yourself that it must be a sign from the universe calling you fat and not to eat😀

[golodnaya]

when you lose enough wait that sitting anywhere hurts your butt. bathtime = pain. sitting at work = pain. can't feel comfy without the ceremonial butt pillow that stops you from getting bruises on your ass

when bf see me binge on food that is unsafe (candy, sugar stuff, carbs) and next day decline sugar in coffee or innocuous sugar having items like high carb fruit, and having him go wtf you ate reeses yesterday??? i dont understand??? pls god, i do not want to explain binges to you one more time bc you never get it. eating it in moderation doesnt work for an ex bulimic goddamn

fasting bowel problems. fear of farts. fear of liquid shits. tummy hurts a little too much too long all the time

crying in the grocery aisle while fasting bc you cant even have your safe foods. i have burst into tears (not like sobbing but like. a couple tears easy to hide or gotten irrationally angry) over russian yogurt bar (syrki), pepperoni, and bacon/sausage. in private, ive legit sobbed from how hungry i feel

[sxd.lil.shxt]

i fucking hate when my mom buys all this junk food from the store. its sooooo tempting i wish she'd get fruit or something so i wouldn't feel as guilty eating it. for example she just bought chocolate donuts and i must admit i'm a huge donut lover....but the past 5 days i had nothing and i just broke the fast with a 114 cal slice of pizza and i am definitely stopping it at that cuz i'm already paranoid i'm gonna gain weight cuz its more than i've been having in almost a week and i made 98 lbs yesterday so :/

[Want2bsmol]

Saying you’re going to eat something and then an inconvenience happens like the food having been eaten or something like that. And then convincing yourself that it must be a sign from the universe calling you fat and not to eat

my dude did you just quote my brain bc i stg thats me. straight telling myself the world doesnt want me to eat cuz my milk went bad like damn bitch calm down sometimes shit just happens

[golodnaya]

also more ortho but cost difference for grass fed / grass finished / organic / local meat vs mass produced meat

cost of truvia. why. why. w h y is it so expensive vs sugar

[ChibiBunny]

Basically anything that tastes good has an incredibly tiny serving size

[comfy-target2]

When you’re seated at a desk and there’s a drawer beside ur thigh. Someone tries to open it, but your FAT THIGH is in the wayyyyyyyy?????

[𝓘𝓼𝓪𝓫𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓪]

When you're in the kitchen making some food and someone else comes and watches you.

[jackalyvia]

When the grocery doesn't have your *1* safe version of your food

[jackalyvia]

When you're in the kitchen making some food and someone else comes and watches you.

Ohhh man THIS
I literally and obviously put everything down and walk out till they leave

[tristogsyk]

- when people eat or drink the only shit i can actually eat!!!!!! and it's like fuck OFFFF! you bitches have the entire pantry to yourself. stop eating my fucking low calorie, no carb, high fibre PROTEIN BARS!!! 

 

- or when non ED people brag about them "not eating much" or "i forget to eat!!!" if there is one thing i never do, its forget to eat. i am always thinking about food. i wish i had the fucking luxury of not thinking of it. 

 

- when someone walks into the kitchen while im cooking or even eating in general. its just like right, ill fuck off then. do not want to be seen with an interest in food. 

 

- if someone tries to grab a bite of my food. its like FUCK OFF! this the one fucking time in a day i get to eat, its my safe foods, it was the perfect amount and now its FUCKED go get your own fucking food! 

 

TMI!! - my digestive system is fucked right, so lets just say i don't have the best bowel function,,,, in short, if i have to use the bathroom by some miracle and if someone you know heckles me about it and its like,, on fucking god i have to - at BEST do minuet little rabbit droppings so you know what just leave me be. im not like you fucking normies who do bloody tyrannosaurus rex shits after every meal. just leave me and my bowels alone!!!!