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What song reminds you of your ED?

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#21 kitn

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Posted 20 January 2021 - 02:02 PM

4st 7lb


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Posted 20 January 2021 - 04:21 PM

hole, nobody's daughter. actually by this song i just remember every fucked up detail about me.

 

"It's glorious, its terrible god I need it

It's beautiful it's ravenous; I'll just feed it."


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      "nothing really bothers her, she just wants to love herself."     

 

 

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Posted 21 January 2021 - 08:15 PM

Lofi music makes me feel relaxed but somewhat sad at the same time.

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Posted 21 January 2021 - 08:17 PM

The Devil's Back by Pretty Reckless perfectly dicribes how I have been feeling for the last two years about my body.

"Hey me
Remember when you were skinny
Remember when you didn't worry
Remember when you didn't care
That's when you were living
You were living, you were alive"
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Posted 21 January 2021 - 08:27 PM

https://youtu.be/sWbD5q769Ms


This. "They don't love you like I do"

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#26 midnight6277

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Posted 21 January 2021 - 11:09 PM

omggg this has been the soundtrack throughout my whole ed .. also them bones 


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Posted 26 January 2021 - 04:08 PM

Weightless, I will always know the lyrics by heart
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Posted 26 January 2021 - 04:44 PM

As it is in my signature, Florence + the Machine's Hunger

 

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#29 polkadotsandtopknots

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Posted 30 January 2021 - 01:06 PM

Stand in the Rain - Superchick


Omfg this. Always.

And Waltz Moore by From First To Last. TW if you listen to it!
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Posted 30 January 2021 - 09:08 PM

Mitski - Washing machine heart

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Posted 30 January 2021 - 09:18 PM

FakeBestFriend- Skinny

https://m.youtube.co...h?v=IhXqRepI3is

This song is more than a little on the nose but it has a sense of self-depracating humour to it which I appreciate.

If you like it then look up "Anorexia-Jeffree Star" it's got a picture of him but it's Fakebestfriend.

https://m.youtube.co...h?v=4_UbM3lV50I

Basically, he did one album like ten years ago then tried to purge it from the Internet for some reason.

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#32 ANAtomist

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Posted 30 January 2021 - 09:27 PM

Big Fat Lie — Nicole Scherzinger
Shatter Me — Lindsey Stirling & Lizzy Hale
Pretty Hurts — Beyoncé
Orange juice — Melanie martinez
In other languages (very old songs)
https://youtu.be/KK9viFTvIIk
https://youtu.be/ihQ5ED2M8Po


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#33 thinismyspiritanimal

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Posted 31 January 2021 - 01:40 PM

Wait by M83. I found it through an eating disorder multifandom, so now I can't help but associate it with my eating disorder.


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"Don't ask if I'm happy, you know that I'm not, but at best I can say I'm not sad."

 

 


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Posted 14 February 2021 - 02:09 PM

Mad world

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4N3N1MlvVc4

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#35 ѕℓεερу ѕɦiɓε

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Posted 14 February 2021 - 02:46 PM

RX by MXMS

Though it honestly reminds me of my mental fuckery in general lmao



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#36 xl7

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Posted 16 February 2021 - 04:45 PM

skin and bones 



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Posted 17 February 2021 - 01:11 PM

Me and my dog - boygenius
Paper bag - fiona apple
Oh Ana - mother mother
I go hungry - mother mother
Lua - bright eyes
A line allows progress, a circle does not - bright eyes
A scale, a mirror and those indifferent clocks - bright eyes
Laura Laurent - bright eyes
Emotional anorexic - Svavar Knutur
Coffee and cigarettes - augustana
Two - the antlers

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Posted 27 February 2021 - 11:05 PM

sugar and ice - elysiansoul.

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#39 FallenFromTheStars

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Posted 11 March 2021 - 06:50 PM

Soda- Nothing But Thieves

Six Billion- Nothing But Thieves (sense a theme here? lmao)

Nobody- Mitski

Little One- Highly Suspect

x ANA x - Badflower

Lazy Bones- Green Day

 

pretty emo ngl i associate all these songs with really bad points with my mh especially my ed


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Posted 30 March 2021 - 12:14 PM

some of these only make sense to me lol i just feel it!! i have a whole playlist

4st 7lbs - manic street preachers
polly - nirvana
black treacle - arctic monkeys
world war me - from first to last
eat me, drink me - marilyn manson
plump - hole
doe deer - crystal castles (i use this song to purge tbh)
peek a bo - siouxsie and the banshees



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