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What song reminds you of your ED?

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#41 Pumpkin-King

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Posted 06 April 2021 - 05:11 PM

Pennyroyal tea- Nirvana

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#42 PsyCaloria

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Posted 06 April 2021 - 09:59 PM

 

Lyrics that had me since the first time I heard it:

 

I don't even know myself
All I see is someone else
And I won't let it pull me down, I've had enough
It won't stop feeding 'till my body self-destructs
I've created a monster
Inside of my head
And it's eating me alive


#43 Daxia

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Posted 07 April 2021 - 04:03 AM

So many, but lately it's Super Sad Generation by Arlo Parks. I feel that it describes a lot more of my emotions than just the struggle with an ED though. However, the first time I listened to the song, the first sentence "When did we get so skinny?" really kind of hit me. Also "We're tryna keep our friends from death" and "Don't call me grieving for what we used to be". I can't really put into words why.

 

Here's the lyrics for those interested and a link to the song:

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#44 Painlessindenial

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Posted 16 April 2021 - 08:53 PM

When I was going through my lowest weight I listened to Tunnel Vision by Kodak and Down by Marian Hill. Not exactly an ed song but one I listened to when my ed was bad and when I did a lot of drugs to help them..
Now that I relapsed my favorite song is Oh Ana by Mother Mother. Really describes everything. I think more people should check it out

#45 ☆PaisleySky☆

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Posted 16 April 2021 - 10:09 PM





I absolutely love both these songs but they remind me of the very lowest point in my life. I was like 16-17 years old and my best friend had just died. I was suffering severe burnout, fell into a deep, suicidal depression and dropped out of school. That’s when my ED developed and when first S/Hed.

Also I’m surprised no one has said “Skinny Love” by Bon Iver yet lol

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#46 The Flower of Carnage

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Posted 19 April 2021 - 05:25 PM

https://youtu.be/Js6j_89Gjqg

Listened to this at my lowest weight of bmi 10.1, felt like death and don't have much good memories as I was foggy in the brain so bad

First heard it when I made myself complete The Sinner despite poor concentration

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Posted 19 April 2021 - 10:35 PM

"Teen Idle," Marina And The Diamonds.


Height: 5'55 

 

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CW: been stuck in the 120s like

UGW: 90 

Maintenance Goal: Staying in the range of the 40kgs (90-105ish lbs). BMI 16 probs the sweet spot.

Accountability: https://www.myproana...tarving-artist/

 

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I am worthy of abundance in my life. (Just not in regards to fat on my body okay I want that fat-free female figure.)
Opportunities are always attracted to me and I am always presented with them at the right time.
I am worthy of financial security and financial abundance.

 

 

Gave up recovery and the idea of recovering.

 

I'm not so naiive as to believe that reaching my UGW would be ultimate happiness,

but it is so much easier to be sad and underweight than it is to be fat and depressed.

 


#48 RedStrawberry

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Posted 19 April 2021 - 10:46 PM

Girlfriend by girl in red... i can only hear :
Oh, Ana, I wanna feel you close
Oh, Ana, come lie with my bones
Oh, Ana, don't look away
Oh, Ana, just look at me the same
I don't wanna be your friend, I wanna kiss your lips
I wanna kiss you until I lose my breath

Four to five hundred years ago, thinness was considered a sign of ill health - remember the female characters in Raphael and Rubens' brush.
Yes, and our great-grandmothers and great-grandfathers would say that only dogs throw themselves on the bones, God forgive me ...
But current beauties have feasted on Twiggy, Kate Moss and others like them, elevating thinness to the rank of undoubted benefits.
Now the man is painted not only with scars, but also with bruises filled in strategically important places on the girl's bone charms.

 

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Posted 20 April 2021 - 08:15 AM

i have tons of songs but a good handful of ones by hole--particularly doll parts and skinny little bitch





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