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#1 thin.thighs

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Posted 22 January 2021 - 08:26 PM

Know the question is broad...sort of interested in what some of you might come up with relative to it. With that said, have at it. Don't be afraid, all your guilty pleasures are valid and I'd love nothing more than to hear about them. (With as much or as little depth as possible)

 


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#2 ana-rchy69

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Posted 22 January 2021 - 08:30 PM

Americas Next Top Model. I normally hate reality tv but this show is my weakness. It’s like a mix of thinspo + addictive trash tv haha.
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Posted 22 January 2021 - 08:32 PM

Looking at a fasting timer and knowing that's how long I've gone without any food

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Posted 22 January 2021 - 08:36 PM

I binge watch supersize vs superskinny me on YouTube. I actually really used to hate that show, but I've really gotten into it lately. I also really enjoy messing with the losertown calculator.
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"No thanks, I'm not hungry."


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Posted 22 January 2021 - 08:48 PM

I binge watch supersize vs superskinny me on YouTube. I actually really used to hate that show, but I've really gotten into it lately. I also really enjoy messing with the losertown calculator.

i've watched supersize vs superskinny too many times for it to still be interesting now... and have moved on to the biggest loser australia, which is absolute garbage, i hate myself, but not enough to turn it off.
 


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GW1 115 / 8st3 (BMI 19.7)
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Posted 22 January 2021 - 09:02 PM

The fasting timer. Purging is a pleasure too. I know that’s gross but MY therapist from when I was trying to recover said it is an addiction and releases endorphins in some with bulimia.

Trying to figure out how to make a good size meal with as few calories possible.


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Posted 22 January 2021 - 09:07 PM

seeing my friends gain weight


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Posted 22 January 2021 - 10:02 PM

watching other people eat a shit ton of food


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Posted 22 January 2021 - 11:01 PM

Adding pinterest to the list, lol. I spend hours saving low cal everything and eventually get around to spending a day testing the recipes
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"No thanks, I'm not hungry."


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Posted 22 January 2021 - 11:31 PM

the immense hunger feeling. it's honestly like a high to me almost.
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Posted 22 January 2021 - 11:32 PM

fating timer


-not using anymore-

 

 

 

 

 


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Posted 22 January 2021 - 11:33 PM

Saw a childhood/teen friend at the Walmart yday and when we were kids she was always a bit bigger than me like about 40lbs, she was always a bitch about it like it was my fault she couldn't stay out of the fridge, but now I'm about 50lbs under MY childhood/teen weight and shes was literally in one of those motor scooters bc shes 400+
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Posted 23 January 2021 - 12:32 AM

The fasting timer is nice. Also sorta love baking just to give it away and make everyone else fat!
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Posted 23 January 2021 - 02:59 AM

sounds so awful but others complaining about their weight or failure to lose weight and then seeing their eating habits that totally explain why


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#15 skinny dippin in the waves

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Posted 23 January 2021 - 06:44 AM

lmaoo daydreaming about my previous binges...

 

i would kill for one of them rn. even though they always made me feel so shit afterward. But some of them hit JUST RIGHT and i ate such amazing food.

 

(i'm just rly hungry rn lmao)

 

and agree- watching skinny ppl i knew in high school get chubbier and chubbier


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Posted 23 January 2021 - 06:53 AM

That weird energy I suddenly get on about day 3 if I’ve gone without food for that long. It’s so weird, it’s like you’re a bit weak and wobbly on your legs but feel lighter and can move and work really quickly. Sort of how I feel if I’ve just got up and about after being in bed with a virus or something. It honestly is addictive for me but not had it for so long as I’m eating every day with my husband being off work x



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Posted 23 January 2021 - 07:06 AM

hearing my best friend talk abt how she's gained weight :( she's not fat at all, probably just BMI 21-22 now

 

she's so beautiful its crazy. has been popular since middle school, easily gets boyfriends/fwb/etc, smart, funny, literally perfect. I was bullied in middle school, only have had one bf and he cheated on me, not exactly popular but known enough in high school that id occasionally get invited to parties(but that wasn't until junior year and I had blown up on tiktok). me and her became friends senior year and became inseparable so obviously guys would talk to me about her and ask for her number and stuff. I remember one day (2/13/2020) we were talking to our guy friend after school and once he left someone that knew all three of us(also an old middle school bully of mine lmao) approached us and said "yk he's probably trying to get with one of u, probably *friend*" and that stuck w me. that night I was at her house and I just broke down sobbing in front of her and told her how hard it is being her friend sometimes. I had never talked abt it before but I spilled my guts to how much it was affecting my self confidence and that's why I had stopped taking pics w her unless it was just our faces and I was wearing a full face of makeup. I haven't seen her in five months bc I moved but she's told me that she's gained a lot of weight and its making her insecure. meanwhile, ive lost from around 130 to 98. sorry this was rambley but I wanted to make my guilty pleasure understandable ig :/ I feel horrible for saying this but id kill for her to gain more weight and for me to hit the low 90s or just tone up more for when I see her next(which probably won't be for a while since im in Europe and she's in America and corona) but yeah thanks for reading 


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#18 SpringSickness

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Posted 23 January 2021 - 11:41 AM

When I’m fasting I fantasize about what I would binge on. Like, I go on an imaginary grocery haul and just imagine everything I would get. I also obsessively watch tons of healthy eating vids for hours and take notes and plan meals for after my fast and just obsessively make meal plans that I mostly don’t even use.

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Posted 23 January 2021 - 11:42 AM

Honestly just... leaning in. Letting the transcendence and magical thinking creep over me.


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#20 fairy‏‏‎ ‎

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Posted 23 January 2021 - 11:54 AM

wintergirls lmao when i got to reading it myself i actually enjoyed it


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