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#41 SkinTightThoughts

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Posted 30 June 2021 - 10:09 AM

128.9 today. Been stuck her all month i'm going insane


“There's nothing wrong with her except she's completely fucked up.” 


― Gary Shteyngart

 

5'3

 

SW: 145

CW: 125

 

GW1: 125 X

GW2: 115

UGW: 110

 

HW: 145

LW: 119

 

Mini Goals

132 X

130 X

128 X

126 X

124 X

122 X

120 X

118

116

114

112

110

 


#42 SkinTightThoughts

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Posted 02 July 2021 - 10:01 AM

128.5 today. Kind of mad and craving hellllllla sweets i'll have to try and avoid when I go shopping today. I got a tattoo covering my ribs and side and I was embarrassed 


“There's nothing wrong with her except she's completely fucked up.” 


― Gary Shteyngart

 

5'3

 

SW: 145

CW: 125

 

GW1: 125 X

GW2: 115

UGW: 110

 

HW: 145

LW: 119

 

Mini Goals

132 X

130 X

128 X

126 X

124 X

122 X

120 X

118

116

114

112

110

 


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Posted 06 July 2021 - 12:48 AM

Yessss. How's it coming along? I've plateaued at 128 :(

omg sorry I'm replying late but update: i've tried to stick to 200cal a day but I mess it up pretty often bc I get so fuckin hungry. Anyway on Jul. 1st I was 129, today it's jul. 5 and I'm 121. I fucked up my eating today but I'm going to go back on track tomorrow :( My goal is 114 by July 18 hopefully! it's just hard to stick to it yk? 


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Posted 10 July 2021 - 09:03 PM

omg sorry I'm replying late but update: i've tried to stick to 200cal a day but I mess it up pretty often bc I get so fuckin hungry. Anyway on Jul. 1st I was 129, today it's jul. 5 and I'm 121. I fucked up my eating today but I'm going to go back on track tomorrow :( My goal is 114 by July 18 hopefully! it's just hard to stick to it yk? 

Damn you're doing better than me. I fucked up lately been craving hella sweets. I was 132 somehow ??? but after a mini freakout and crying session i'm back to 128.7 today lol. I'm not happy about being 128 but way better than 132 especially considering I haven't been counting cals in a while. My goal is 115 by August 20 cause I have a tattoo lmao fingers crossed!! Message me if you need anything :)


“There's nothing wrong with her except she's completely fucked up.” 


― Gary Shteyngart

 

5'3

 

SW: 145

CW: 125

 

GW1: 125 X

GW2: 115

UGW: 110

 

HW: 145

LW: 119

 

Mini Goals

132 X

130 X

128 X

126 X

124 X

122 X

120 X

118

116

114

112

110

 


#45 SkinTightThoughts

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Posted 13 July 2021 - 06:41 PM

128.7-129.4 lbs this morning. I had a bowl of Cheerios with oat milk and a vanilla plant based protein oat milk drink with pb2 powder. Roughly 770 cals. Considering eating 360 cals of sour patch kids which would bring me to 1130 but that seems like way too much you know. I brushed my teeth already and took sleeping pills but I’m gonna be honest I’ll probably eat them anyway. :(

“There's nothing wrong with her except she's completely fucked up.” 


― Gary Shteyngart

 

5'3

 

SW: 145

CW: 125

 

GW1: 125 X

GW2: 115

UGW: 110

 

HW: 145

LW: 119

 

Mini Goals

132 X

130 X

128 X

126 X

124 X

122 X

120 X

118

116

114

112

110

 


#46 SkinTightThoughts

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Posted 13 July 2021 - 07:03 PM

No cause as soon as I posted that I ate the entire bag of sour patch kids. Total for today was 1155ish so not amazing but could be worse I guess. I’m craving chocolate so bad though

“There's nothing wrong with her except she's completely fucked up.” 


― Gary Shteyngart

 

5'3

 

SW: 145

CW: 125

 

GW1: 125 X

GW2: 115

UGW: 110

 

HW: 145

LW: 119

 

Mini Goals

132 X

130 X

128 X

126 X

124 X

122 X

120 X

118

116

114

112

110

 


#47 SkinTightThoughts

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Posted 17 July 2021 - 11:55 AM

127.8lbs (~59kg) this morning!!! Idk how because I have been eating like a bitch. Nothing but sweets at all hours of the night. No complaints here though! Got bad news yesterday so hella stress eating but I got this. The scale will keep going down. 


“There's nothing wrong with her except she's completely fucked up.” 


― Gary Shteyngart

 

5'3

 

SW: 145

CW: 125

 

GW1: 125 X

GW2: 115

UGW: 110

 

HW: 145

LW: 119

 

Mini Goals

132 X

130 X

128 X

126 X

124 X

122 X

120 X

118

116

114

112

110

 


#48 SkinTightThoughts

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Posted 18 July 2021 - 07:19 PM

uuuuuggggghhhh. 129 today. I took lax and got down to 128.4. I keep jumping between 127.8 and 129.7 and i'm losing my actual mind. I had rice and beans today. Super super hungry rn but oh well. 


“There's nothing wrong with her except she's completely fucked up.” 


― Gary Shteyngart

 

5'3

 

SW: 145

CW: 125

 

GW1: 125 X

GW2: 115

UGW: 110

 

HW: 145

LW: 119

 

Mini Goals

132 X

130 X

128 X

126 X

124 X

122 X

120 X

118

116

114

112

110

 


#49 SkinTightThoughts

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Posted 18 July 2021 - 11:49 PM

Okay it’s 12:45am (00:45) but I decided to weigh anyway. My end of the day weight is 129.1 which I mean not great if I’m being completely honest. I just want to get down to 120 is that too much to ask wtf. I know I can do it though I’m just so impatient. All I ate yesterday was a bowl of rice and a bowl of beans which was ~400 cals. The rice was 1/2 cup uncooked white rice (170 cals) and my dumb brain didn’t measure out the beans but it was roughly half a cup of vegetarian brown sugar hickory beans so (~160) and because I round up just in case that leaves us at 400 calories for July 18, 2021. Not bad but I am super hungry

“There's nothing wrong with her except she's completely fucked up.” 


― Gary Shteyngart

 

5'3

 

SW: 145

CW: 125

 

GW1: 125 X

GW2: 115

UGW: 110

 

HW: 145

LW: 119

 

Mini Goals

132 X

130 X

128 X

126 X

124 X

122 X

120 X

118

116

114

112

110

 


#50 SkinTightThoughts

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Posted 27 July 2021 - 10:31 AM

I fucked up i stopped being mindful of what I’ve been eating and now I’m back in the 130s :/ just got a job though where I’m on my feet for 4+ hours straight doing physical ass shit so fingers crossed

“There's nothing wrong with her except she's completely fucked up.” 


― Gary Shteyngart

 

5'3

 

SW: 145

CW: 125

 

GW1: 125 X

GW2: 115

UGW: 110

 

HW: 145

LW: 119

 

Mini Goals

132 X

130 X

128 X

126 X

124 X

122 X

120 X

118

116

114

112

110

 


#51 SkinTightThoughts

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Posted 31 August 2021 - 10:06 PM

HORRIBLE month. I'm back up to 135 and want to cry wtf is wrong with me


“There's nothing wrong with her except she's completely fucked up.” 


― Gary Shteyngart

 

5'3

 

SW: 145

CW: 125

 

GW1: 125 X

GW2: 115

UGW: 110

 

HW: 145

LW: 119

 

Mini Goals

132 X

130 X

128 X

126 X

124 X

122 X

120 X

118

116

114

112

110

 


#52 SkinTightThoughts

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Posted 04 September 2021 - 07:54 AM

So I woke up 132.2 lbs and went to bed last night at 131.4 so i'm not sure what's happening but not complaining. Work is definitely helping lately so happy about that. Hopefully I can get back under 130 in the next week. My goal for September is to end at a MAX of 125 but I am aiming for 123ish. 


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“There's nothing wrong with her except she's completely fucked up.” 


― Gary Shteyngart

 

5'3

 

SW: 145

CW: 125

 

GW1: 125 X

GW2: 115

UGW: 110

 

HW: 145

LW: 119

 

Mini Goals

132 X

130 X

128 X

126 X

124 X

122 X

120 X

118

116

114

112

110

 


#53 SkinTightThoughts

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Posted 05 October 2021 - 08:01 PM

Bad news: Two of my best friends died a day apart so I didn’t eat for a week.
Good news: I lost 12 pounds. 132-120.9 lol. Not the way I wanted to lose weight but oh well. I ate 8 Hawaiian rolls yesterday (720cals) and today I had a smoothie (180cals) and 2 Hawaiian rolls (180cals) not even slightly hungry now. Also took some Valium and a muscle relaxer lol

“There's nothing wrong with her except she's completely fucked up.” 


― Gary Shteyngart

 

5'3

 

SW: 145

CW: 125

 

GW1: 125 X

GW2: 115

UGW: 110

 

HW: 145

LW: 119

 

Mini Goals

132 X

130 X

128 X

126 X

124 X

122 X

120 X

118

116

114

112

110

 


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Posted 05 December 2021 - 10:38 PM

So i'm holding steady at 125. Sometimes I get to 126 or 123 but normally wake up around 124-125 so kind of angry. I just want to break this plateau and get under 120


“There's nothing wrong with her except she's completely fucked up.” 


― Gary Shteyngart

 

5'3

 

SW: 145

CW: 125

 

GW1: 125 X

GW2: 115

UGW: 110

 

HW: 145

LW: 119

 

Mini Goals

132 X

130 X

128 X

126 X

124 X

122 X

120 X

118

116

114

112

110

 


#55 SkinTightThoughts

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Posted 06 January 2022 - 05:23 AM

So it has been just over 3 months since my friends died. I haven't gone above 125 since then but I also haven't gone under 120. I keep jumping back and forth between 121 and 123. I look as heavy as I did at 130 though which is odd because the week they died I went down to 120 and I looked skinny as hell. I'm not really okay with staying above 120 but as long as I don't get back over 125 i'll be okay for now. I've only been eating once a day for the most part some days I eat a little more and some days I don't eat. I quit my job after they died so I have been negative in the bank and can't buy food for a while so I've been surviving on the food scraps I have laying around. Kind of upset about being THIS broke but at least it's an excuse not to eat. I started taking adderall again today after a month long break but I only have 8ish pills left so I have to make them last because the person I get them from is out. Anyway besides being incredibly depressed things have been going pretty well so can't complain about much. I'll try to update more frequently even though nobody reads these lol. Fingers crossed I break 120 sometime this week!!


“There's nothing wrong with her except she's completely fucked up.” 


― Gary Shteyngart

 

5'3

 

SW: 145

CW: 125

 

GW1: 125 X

GW2: 115

UGW: 110

 

HW: 145

LW: 119

 

Mini Goals

132 X

130 X

128 X

126 X

124 X

122 X

120 X

118

116

114

112

110

 


#56 Idontnowhattocallmyself222

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Posted 06 January 2022 - 05:58 AM

Sorry about your friend, I don’t know you but I’m here if you need someone talk to, It must be really hard what your going through. I was wondering if I could possibly diet with you? No problem if not. I’ve just been stuck in a b/p cycle which has caused me burst a blood vessel in my eye lol

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Posted 08 January 2022 - 05:54 AM

Sorry about your friend, I don’t know you but I’m here if you need someone talk to, It must be really hard what your going through. I was wondering if I could possibly diet with you? No problem if not. I’ve just been stuck in a b/p cycle which has caused me burst a blood vessel in my eye lol

It's okay it's been a few months i'm dealing haha. Of course you can diet with me :) I know it's sometimes easier to have a partner than to do it alone


“There's nothing wrong with her except she's completely fucked up.” 


― Gary Shteyngart

 

5'3

 

SW: 145

CW: 125

 

GW1: 125 X

GW2: 115

UGW: 110

 

HW: 145

LW: 119

 

Mini Goals

132 X

130 X

128 X

126 X

124 X

122 X

120 X

118

116

114

112

110

 


#58 Idontnowhattocallmyself222

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Posted 08 January 2022 - 08:57 PM

Thank you so much! I hope you don’t mind me asking but what are your stats and how much do you plan on eating a day? I’m currently doing 500 but with exercise it’s pretty hard to not b/p :(

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Posted 10 January 2022 - 09:05 AM

Thank you so much! I hope you don’t mind me asking but what are your stats and how much do you plan on eating a day? I’m currently doing 500 but with exercise it’s pretty hard to not b/p :(


I’m in Virginia. I would recommend upping your intake to prevent b/p. Your metabolism is most likely raised from it so upping won’t hurt :) I’ve been eating probably under 800 a day but I haven’t had an appetite since October so it’s a little easier

“There's nothing wrong with her except she's completely fucked up.” 


― Gary Shteyngart

 

5'3

 

SW: 145

CW: 125

 

GW1: 125 X

GW2: 115

UGW: 110

 

HW: 145

LW: 119

 

Mini Goals

132 X

130 X

128 X

126 X

124 X

122 X

120 X

118

116

114

112

110

 


#60 SkinTightThoughts

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Posted 11 January 2022 - 01:35 PM

I am 119.6 which is okay considering I ate hella pizza rolls yesterday. Kind of upset that i'm losing weight from depression because I know once I feel better it'll come back but i'm hoping it wont ALL come back


“There's nothing wrong with her except she's completely fucked up.” 


― Gary Shteyngart

 

5'3

 

SW: 145

CW: 125

 

GW1: 125 X

GW2: 115

UGW: 110

 

HW: 145

LW: 119

 

Mini Goals

132 X

130 X

128 X

126 X

124 X

122 X

120 X

118

116

114

112

110

 



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