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Getting out of the 190’s


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#341 BunnyHoney

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Posted 10 November 2021 - 04:41 AM

88.2kg/194.5lbs

Hot girl shit.

Trying to ignore the fact I just binged on cheese and fruit paste.

 


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#342 JennetteCantHelp

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Posted 10 November 2021 - 04:56 PM

Y'all I need off this fucking ride.

I've been on and off if here for years, bouncing between food addiction, b/p, bulimia, restriction, etc etc etc.

I swore to myself I'd at least be at my highest highschool weight by my bday ( 135 by October 3rd) instead? Well, instead I am celebrating being 27 by being 194.4 fucking pounds. The highest I've been in 6 fucking years.

I am done. I'm done with this fat prison, I'm done with this body, I'm done with looking like a monster. I'm done.

So, here I am, again and for good. 194.4 and I will be absolutely mortified if I gain aaaaanything.

I can't avoid the damage having kids did to my body, or the fact I will DEFINITELY have loose skin, but I CAN lose this shit and so can all of you.

If anyone wants to like talk on Kik or something to stay motivated and discuss food options/accountability/etc let me know. I can't exercise much because of a chronic illness but I'm down for discussing favorite low cal food options!

If you do want to do that I just ask 18+ pls, my old ass is 27 and I don't want to enable younger people who could recover.
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#343 beautifullybrokenglass0

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Posted 10 November 2021 - 09:45 PM

I'm 190lbs, hopefully I can lose at least 5lbs in a week and be 185lbs.



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Posted 11 November 2021 - 05:47 AM

Another ancient one here.

 

This morning i hit 194 (88 kg) and I've had it. I feel so uncomfortable in my body atm. 

By the end of the year I hope to get to 180 and by almost any means. After that there is still 10 more lbs to drop before I even reach normal weight range.

 

I'm quite new to this forum, but not so new to bad eating habits and not-eating-habits..



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Posted 11 November 2021 - 11:31 AM

193.6 today. I know it's probably water weights cause I'm actually drinking water again. But, I'm happy to see a loss nonetheless.

I caved and had a midnight snack last night so I'm thankful I didn't not lose anything. Tracking every single calorie on MFP and overestimating the servings just in case my scale is off. Hoping for another lower number tomorrow.
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Posted 12 November 2021 - 06:11 AM

Yup, i went to the scale again this morning and the number was a not so delightful 196:(
I ate pasta AND bread last night, so hopefully some of it is water weight.
I've been trying so hard to eat "right" with the instructions my nutritional therapist gave, but with these numbers I just feel so down and want to give in to my old habits.

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Posted 14 November 2021 - 03:06 PM

89.4kg / 197lbs 20/Oct/21

Down 1kg / 2.2lbs in 5 days! Hoping I'm down even more soon


Started at 95.2kg / 209.8lbs on 13/Sept/21

Now 85.1kg / 187.6lbs on 15/Nov/21, officially out of the obese category!

I am in the psychward and although I am still diagnosed with anorexia at a higher weight ("recovery" lol) they did not care that I hadn't eaten in a week or drank much at all. Oh well, I am on my way back down with me weight! Good luck everyone :)
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Posted 15 November 2021 - 08:23 AM

196.6 yesterday
197.2 today,

i didn’t eat all of yesterday other than a normal dinner, w no BM so I’m not sweating


194.6. ive been absent bc i hadn’t been weighing myself for the past week bc i was on my period and i just knew the natural fluctuations in weight would fuck up my head. that made me a little sad to say lol. anyway i’ve been having only breakfast everyday, which is usually a mini bagel and some fruit. the rest of the day my appetite is mostly gone (i think my antidepressants are doing that) and i can usually find something to do to avoid the dining halls when they’re open.

I’m happy i lost these past few days, i am actually so bad for myself..i’d been looking in the mirror, and though i’ve lost 30lbs this year, i still saw the same obese girl, i thought somehow i did something to blow up again. I also am thinking ab how people really don’t care if you’re starving when you’re as fat as me, i go sit in dining halls w my floormates and grab nothing but a diet coke or some cucumbers and nothing is said i also posted a before / after on my finsta whilst calling myself disordered and the comments were still people praising my weight loss. wonderful world
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Posted 15 November 2021 - 01:30 PM

Y'all I need off this fucking ride.

I've been on and off if here for years, bouncing between food addiction, b/p, bulimia, restriction, etc etc etc.

I swore to myself I'd at least be at my highest highschool weight by my bday ( 135 by October 3rd) instead? Well, instead I am celebrating being 27 by being 194.4 fucking pounds. The highest I've been in 6 fucking years.

I am done. I'm done with this fat prison, I'm done with this body, I'm done with looking like a monster. I'm done.

So, here I am, again and for good. 194.4 and I will be absolutely mortified if I gain aaaaanything.

I can't avoid the damage having kids did to my body, or the fact I will DEFINITELY have loose skin, but I CAN lose this shit and so can all of you.

If anyone wants to like talk on Kik or something to stay motivated and discuss food options/accountability/etc let me know. I can't exercise much because of a chronic illness but I'm down for discussing favorite low cal food options!

If you do want to do that I just ask 18+ pls, my old ass is 27 and I don't want to enable younger people who could recover.

Giiiirl... I could have written this post. 100% know the feels. 
I added you as a friend.  :wub: 

I made all sorts of goals during lockdown that I would be back in the 120's by my birthday in October. 
Here I'm sitting at my new HW ;_; 5'4" 199lbs... 33 years old. :c
Let's get rid of the weight for good. 


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#350 JennetteCantHelp

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Posted 16 November 2021 - 11:58 AM

191.8 today. Yesterday was a great day finishing up at 918 calories, and I'm really hoping to do just as good today.

I'd love to be out of the 190's by Friday but my first goal is that I really need to be 187 by Thanksgiving which seems reasonable. My fingers are crossed.
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Posted 16 November 2021 - 12:03 PM

From 199 yesterday to 196.6 today- YAY :)
Thank goodness the fast helped kickstart me. 

 

191.8 today. Yesterday was a great day finishing up at 918 calories, and I'm really hoping to do just as good today.

I'd love to be out of the 190's by Friday but my first goal is that I really need to be 187 by Thanksgiving which seems reasonable. My fingers are crossed.

Congrats !!! You're soooo close. 
I love your goal to get to 187 by Thanksgiving. 
I hope to at least be in the 180's, even if 189 by that time, too- I gotta push for it ! 


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Posted 16 November 2021 - 01:43 PM

We can totally do it! Congrats on your fast and weight loss as well! May we continue to lose the pounds and never find them again 🍻 hahaha
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Posted 17 November 2021 - 11:35 AM

From 199 yesterday to 196.6 today- YAY :)
Thank goodness the fast helped kickstart me. 

From 196.6 to 192.8  ^_^ 
Can't wait for us all to start posting in the 180's thread.


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#354 JennetteCantHelp

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Posted 17 November 2021 - 05:49 PM

191.8 today. Yesterday was a great day finishing up at 918 calories, and I'm really hoping to do just as good today.

I'd love to be out of the 190's by Friday but my first goal is that I really need to be 187 by Thanksgiving which seems reasonable. My fingers are crossed.


189.4 this morning! I'm giving it another day til I deem myself officially out of the 190's
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Posted 19 November 2021 - 08:13 AM

weighed in this morning at 189.6 :o did a liquid fast and that helped me drop weight really quickly. see you guys in the next thread, good luck!
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Posted 20 November 2021 - 02:08 PM

193.4 today stayed at 194 forever!


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Posted 22 November 2021 - 11:36 AM

From 196.6 to 192.8  ^_^ 
Can't wait for us all to start posting in the 180's thread.

I did it !! Yesterday I was 189.8.. and today I'm 188.8 ! Goodbye 190's.. 
So excited to join y'all in the 180's thread. Can't wait to see everyone there.. and into the lower threads  :wub:


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Posted 27 November 2021 - 03:42 PM

197 today, which mean below 90 kg as I'm using the metric system :) 


HW: 270 lb    LW: 165 lb     GW: 133 lb    CW: 193 lb

 

 

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Posted 27 November 2021 - 07:38 PM

i'm 5'5" and 190.2 pounds, hopefully i'll be 185 by next week.


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𝖍𝖜 【230】𝖈𝖜 【186】

𝘨𝘸 1: 200

𝘨𝘸 2: 185

𝘨𝘸 3: 155

𝘨𝘸 4: 135

𝘨𝘸 5: 120

 

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Posted 29 November 2021 - 06:22 AM

Ugh 190.9 its taken fvr


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