
Thing's that triggered you today?
#1
Posted 17 February 2021 - 07:20 PM
For me today, I was watching someone on a show get a tattoo on her back. She obviously didn't have her shirt or bra on but was wearing jeans with the belt a little to tight; causing her to have a VERY SMALL muffin top.
Another tattoo artist came in, and said to the girl after looking at the tat and said "roses? You might want to lose some of that waist if you want the flowers to actually be beautiful instead of stretched out. Just doesn't look right. You sure you don't want something else?"
#2
Posted 17 February 2021 - 07:29 PM
#3
Posted 17 February 2021 - 08:06 PM
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#4
Posted 19 February 2021 - 03:27 AM
#5
Posted 19 February 2021 - 04:22 AM
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#6
Posted 19 February 2021 - 05:08 AM
I didn't feel hungry today and it makes me feel like a failure
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#7
Posted 19 February 2021 - 09:45 AM
#8
Posted 19 February 2021 - 09:53 AM
Thats brutalCould be something you saw or heard on a show, could be a person or image. Really anything
For me today, I was watching someone on a show get a tattoo on her back. She obviously didn't have her shirt or bra on but was wearing jeans with the belt a little to tight; causing her to have a VERY SMALL muffin top.
Another tattoo artist came in, and said to the girl after looking at the tat and said "roses? You might want to lose some of that waist if you want the flowers to actually be beautiful instead of stretched out. Just doesn't look right. You sure you don't want something else?"
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#9
Posted 19 February 2021 - 09:57 AM
168cm (damn scoliosis)
Post-latest IP HW: 53kg | BMI: 18.77
HW: 49kg | BMI: 17.36
LW: 32kg | BMI: 11.58
CW: 39kg | BMI: 13.84
GW: 🪶 or death probably
AN - r
#10
Posted 19 February 2021 - 05:24 PM
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#11
Posted 19 February 2021 - 05:26 PM
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#12
Posted 19 February 2021 - 10:05 PM
#13
Posted 19 February 2021 - 11:01 PM
Could be something you saw or heard on a show, could be a person or image. Really anything
For me today, I was watching someone on a show get a tattoo on her back. She obviously didn't have her shirt or bra on but was wearing jeans with the belt a little to tight; causing her to have a VERY SMALL muffin top.
Another tattoo artist came in, and said to the girl after looking at the tat and said "roses? You might want to lose some of that waist if you want the flowers to actually be beautiful instead of stretched out. Just doesn't look right. You sure you don't want something else?"
what kind of MOTHERFUCKER would say that
I hate people
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#14
Posted 19 February 2021 - 11:08 PM
#15
Posted 19 February 2021 - 11:14 PM
i went through my entire insta from start to finish and got to see the journey of my weight in pictures over the last seven years.
... i don't recommend it.
did find some of my old corset vids and pictures though, got my waist cinched down to 21", and now i want that again badly.
"did you hear me, butterfly? miles to go before you sleep."
accountability
body checks
h: 5'0"
sw: 121
cw: 103
gw: 115 | 110 | 105 | 100 | 95 | 90
ugw: 80
#16
Posted 20 February 2021 - 12:28 AM
I've had more of an appetite this week and the fact that I haven't been able to be entirely particular about what I eat.... the weight I gained, the weight I should have lost by now/weight I feel I have to lose until I'm worth getting real help
#17
Posted 20 February 2021 - 02:03 AM
I came up with a really great (sarcasm) idea of photographing myself wearing various items of clothing, so I could try and sell them online...But then I realised instantly after looking at all the photos how fat and gross I actually am (for some reason, I had thought that I was somewhat skinny) and how disgusting the clothes looked on me. Had a near breakdown and wanted to scream and slice all the fat off my body.. So here I am on this website again
Lei ~ 17 ~ they/she
Height: 156cm
CW: 42kg (BMI 17.3)
LW: 37.5kg
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#18
Posted 20 February 2021 - 02:35 AM
#19
Posted 20 February 2021 - 04:08 AM
So I saw my mum for the first time this year today and she said several times how good I look since I've lost weight. I've lost 11kg since Christmas (last time I saw her) and I'm now 42.3kgs (I'm 155cm or 5ft). She has no idea about my ED but my whole life she's been obsessed with weight and dieting and making me do the same stuff as her etc. On one hand I'm glad she is pleased, but on the other it hurts that everything it took to get to this point means nothing and that I'm still not "skinny" enough (she definitely wasn't concerned about me losing more weight). Now I really don't feel like I'll ever be able to stop 😔
Ah I feel that. My mum said I looked great at christmas this year, after losing weight. Like she isn't concerned at all about me losing weight. Not sure how much I would have to lose for her to be be concerned. Weight loss is just really considered positiv in my family and sometimes it triggers me more.
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#20
Posted 20 February 2021 - 04:17 AM
That is it per day. No cheating, no eating, no hidden calories. 131 calories. Every day my weight is a little higher and it’s torturing me. I feel utterly betrayed.
I am not an idiot. I understand that it is mathematically impossible for it to be fat-gain. Physics and the laws of thermodynamics preclude it.
I’m a scientist for god sake, I understand that it can only be glycogen stores or water retention from the salts but 19 days of gaining. 19. In a row.
My absolute faith in science and maths and iron willpower is all that’s tethering me to sanity rn, because my veneer of calm, rational woman of logic is cracking. And trust me, no-one, absolutely no-one wants to be near when a particle physicist has a meltdown.
We are not people who crack. We are not allowed to crack.
*Breathes deeply.
I’m going to go do some origami now.
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