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#21 Fallingfast21

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Posted 20 February 2021 - 04:53 AM

Ah I feel that. My mum said I looked great at christmas this year, after losing weight. Like she isn't concerned at all about me losing weight. Not sure how much I would have to lose for her to be be concerned. Weight loss is just really considered positiv in my family and sometimes it triggers me more.


Yeah it makes me feel like maybe there isn't anything wrong with being like this on some level despite how messed up my head is 🙄

#22 Cantaloupekiller

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Posted 20 February 2021 - 05:28 AM

Felt my rib bones not as prominent anymore

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Posted 21 February 2021 - 09:17 AM

been fasting or 4 days and had broth because i was feeling weak/sick. then i thought it was a good idea to google if it breaks a fast or not, opinions are mixed, but reading ppl say that it does and that it’s not a water fast anymore makes me feel guilty and like a failure. was only 15 cals and the rest of the days i’ve only had a cup of coffee :(

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Posted 21 February 2021 - 09:18 AM

i was like....soooooo convinced i was going to be down two pounds today and i weighed in the same weight as yesterday 😰
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#25 yunii

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Posted 21 February 2021 - 09:30 AM

the feeling of my footsteps felt heavier today



#26 CherryBomber

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Posted 21 February 2021 - 11:32 AM

Was at a ramen place with friends and decided to just have a bowl, try to look normal, yadda yadda. Super tiny girl next to me proceeds to just order a bowl of edamame. I felt so fat and immediately regretted it, but I'd already spent the money and it wasn't crazy high calorie so I just ate it. Luckily this was lunch time so I just skipped dinner.

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Posted 21 February 2021 - 12:13 PM

Ive only drank sparking water today but it has me so bloated right now. It hurts. Im putting it down for a bit.

I have such a problem with chugging drinks. I will finish a bottle of regular water in like 3 seconds every time. It suppresses hunger but at what price?

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#28 Lovely Serenity

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Posted 21 February 2021 - 12:50 PM

gaining .6lbs after gaining .8 yesterday, triggered a 36 hour fast :/



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Posted 21 February 2021 - 12:52 PM

My weigh in is tomorrow and I've only lost 0.3kg rather than the 0.9kg that was predicted, so we're fasting today


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158cm/5'2"

hw: 69.9kg/154lbs, bmi 28.0

cw: 49.6kg/109lbs, bmi 19.9

ugw: 40.0kg/88lbs, bmi 16.0

 

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#30 Tinkerbell_love_123

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Posted 21 February 2021 - 01:43 PM

My friend weighed herself at mind with jeans on and she was what I wore in the morning. While I was 1kg more (with my jeans and afternoon).
She is like 3 cm smaller.

But yeah I thought "not fair".

#31 bittzy

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Posted 21 February 2021 - 02:11 PM

Fucking weighed myself after binging for 2 weeks, gained almost 6lbs

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Posted 21 February 2021 - 06:10 PM

being a lazy cow and browsing mpa instead of studying....


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#33 Caffeine_Princess

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Posted 21 February 2021 - 06:25 PM

I went over to my parents house for pizza. I has 2 slices. When I looked over at my sister she had none. made me realize what a fatass I am.
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#34 InkedRavensofDespair

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Posted 21 February 2021 - 06:59 PM

being a lazy cow and browsing mpa instead of studying....

dont call me out like this lol :')

 

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#35 jackalyvia

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Posted 21 February 2021 - 07:09 PM

My SUPER BITCH cousin spent 178$ on fucking coffee that's supposed to speed up your metabolism and mAkE yOU tHiN
I spend 0$ and am already almost 30lbs less, it gave me the mental calm I needed to get through her being here on the weekends
"Beatus istos ille, circa pes ad terra" (Blessed art thou with thier feet to the ground)<p>-RUNNING IS LIFE-
H - 5'9" goal - 99? Why not hahahahaha
I'm definitely falling in a rabbit hole now....

#36 Blondie12345

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Posted 21 February 2021 - 07:25 PM

Someone saying to me “you must be better because otherwise you’d be dead by now.”...

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Posted 22 February 2021 - 12:14 AM

My SUPER BITCH cousin spent 178$ on fucking coffee that's supposed to speed up your metabolism and mAkE yOU tHiN
I spend 0$ and am already almost 30lbs less, it gave me the mental calm I needed to get through her being here on the weekends


Probably you’ll have some peace this weekend as she’ll be in the bathroom.
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#38 tahiniii

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Posted 22 February 2021 - 12:29 AM

I got out of work semi early so I decided to go get some groceries so I don’t have to go tomorrow. I went to a kinda random store that was the only one still open and my favorite restriction foods were on sale so I got hella halo top, low fat cheeses, corn cakes, Lily’s stevia sweetened chocolate and a big bag of dates so I feel pretty ready for the week as far as snacks at least.

Also my treadmill comes tomorrow and I made a plan for how long and hard of workouts to do.

Planning/managing foods and exercise is a big trigger for me I guess it really feeds the need for control

#39 Erieya

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Posted 22 February 2021 - 12:47 AM

Oops
[Age:32] [Height:5'8"] [CW:169 on 1/21/2021]
[HW:184] [GW1:170✅] [GW2:164] [GW3:160] [UGW:120?]
[Restriction:1200-ish]

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Posted 22 February 2021 - 02:42 AM

Someone at work asked if I was trying to lose weight - in a concerned way. Such a relief after that colleague back in like early Jan pulled the 'youre looking healthy' BS!!! Like thank HECK for that. Now to mega restrict for the day in celebration.
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