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I can’t deal with the lard on my body


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#1 unigirl

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Posted 23 February 2021 - 03:53 AM

I want to cut it all off
I can’t do this anymore
I never asked to have a body
I can’t do this anymore
I am a fucking disgusting lump of lard
LumpS of lard
I hate everything
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5'2"

CW: 82 lbs, 15 BMI

Relapsing and sad af. Trying to get back up to 90 lbs to be OK again

LW: 77 lbs, 14.08 BMI
​UGW: 70 lbs, 12.8 BMI

HW: 103 lbs, 18.84 BMI

 


#2 Wrennie

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Posted 23 February 2021 - 03:55 AM

I literally fantasize about severing the fat from my bones on a daily basis. I pinch it and twist it and roll it and yearn for it to fall off. I’m so sorry you’re in a similar position. :(

#3 j4r9dy42

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Posted 23 February 2021 - 03:58 AM

I want to cut it all off
I can’t do this anymore
I never asked to have a body
I can’t do this anymore
I am a fucking disgusting lump of lard
LumpS of lard
I hate everything

 

I feel you. You're not alone <3 




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