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So I've written my own ED book

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#1 goblincat



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Posted 06 March 2021 - 03:20 PM

Well, I haven't finished it. But I have written over 200 pages. It's semi autobiographical and about a girl with BED/BN and another girl with AN/EDNOS/BN. It explores the "Do I have a crush on this girl or do I just want her body?" theme, as well as themes of PTSD, sexual/familial abuse, and some commentary on how men's porn addiction objectifies women and feeds their eating disorders. There's also rampant substance use (mainly benzos and alcohol) and EDs are portrayed as addictions. There's numbers, which I plan to redact if I ever were to publish it. Is it worth finishing? Idk it's been so fun but also sooooooooooo triggering to write. I'll share it if you really want to see. I know some people (like me) really like reading ED stories and have read all the good ones already. 

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Posted 07 March 2021 - 09:54 AM

Wow sounds incredible. If its really triggering and hard to write you can take a break. And think about your end goal. would it help or hurt to finish? what do you want the readers to feel? will they be triggered, validated, informed, etc? think about the audience as well as yourself.

i love writing and im also writing a story where the main character has an ED and a young son.


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Posted 07 March 2021 - 10:51 AM

This sounds like something I would love to read

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Posted 08 March 2021 - 10:40 AM

When you get published, I totally want and advanced reader copy (I'll write a review).

Or put in a google doc; I would proof read.


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Posted 13 March 2021 - 04:34 AM

I'd definitely love to read it!

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Posted 13 March 2021 - 06:09 AM

I would love to read it ! I read a lot my friends' writings so I'm used to make comments, if you want some beta readers too :D

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Posted 18 March 2021 - 05:54 PM

I would like to proofread it before you send it out

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Posted 28 March 2021 - 06:55 PM

id love to see this omggg

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Posted 11 April 2021 - 09:03 PM

I would love this and I'm sure many of us if not all could definitely relate!! 😍 As sad as it is when people suffer with something it is great raw material for a book that gives it substance. I can't wait and all masterpieces take time so if it's doing you harm and will turn into something you hate you should defo take a break!

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Posted 30 April 2021 - 01:48 AM

I would love to read it!

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Posted 30 April 2021 - 06:43 AM

I'm so interested in reading it!!

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#12 palisadesjumper



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Posted 30 April 2021 - 09:53 AM

I'd also be interested in reading!

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Posted 16 June 2021 - 01:03 AM

i'd love to read


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