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Getting out of the 150's!


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#81 Leoferoce

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Posted 17 April 2021 - 03:55 PM

yes! I know it CAN'T be easy once purging has become an option. I was never successful with it and I'm thankful because I know it has to be tempting and almost addictive, know you just can... but absolutely this is the better path for you and I'm so proud of you for valuing your worth and treking the harder path. (NOT to say restriction is harder or better, AT ALL. Only that not purging is a harder path for someone trying to stop.)


Yes, omg purging is so addictive. And so easy for me - I’ve always been hands free, ever since I developed my ED 20 years ago. And it’s so habitual; like I go through long periods of time where I don’t do it but then something triggers me and I lapse and fall right back into it. But I’m determined to do it differently this time. I’m willing for my weight loss to take a little longer if it means my heart doesn’t give out and my teeth don’t rot out of my head, lol. Because shit was getting real. Two decades of purging is no joke.

Thank you so much for your kind words!! I’m so glad you don’t struggle with purging. Please don’t ever start! Not that restriction is good either but I think done in moderation it’s got to be safer. Be well and stay safe


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#82 Leoferoce

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Posted 18 April 2021 - 08:11 AM

Lmao back down to 150.0 exactly. I’ll go for an extra long bike ride or walk today and hopefully tomorrow I’ll be able to peace out of this forum and into the 140s one!


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Posted 18 April 2021 - 09:00 AM

151.9 today, starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel! Lost 2 lbs overnight.

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Posted 18 April 2021 - 09:13 AM

151.0 sigh so close though 

150.6


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#85 Erieya

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Posted 18 April 2021 - 05:05 PM

153.2 today. Again surprised with the loss. Just let it keep coming, please & thank you!

Height: 5'8.5"
HW: 184lbs on 1/15/2021

CW: 142.0 on 6/9/2021

NGW: 139.0

UGW: 115.0

Restriction Levels:

1000 or less = ideal

1200 or less = good

1500 or less = maximum comfort level based on BMR of UGW

Anything over is a bad day and unhelpful toward my goals.
Would like to do better on limiting sugar & junk.
Would like to learn how to use food as medicine.
I am a major work in progress.

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Dealing with PMDD so I have good weeks and bad weeks.

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#86 hurryupandweight

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Posted 18 April 2021 - 11:48 PM

Still stuck at 151 fml

hw: 160

cw: 151.9

gw1: 140

gw2: 130

gw3: 120

ugw: idk


#87 ThePotatoGirl

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Posted 19 April 2021 - 03:59 AM

153,4 today!


HW- 188lbs

CW- 133,4bs / 60,5kg

GW1- 154,1lbs / 69,9kg

GW2- 143,3lbs / 65kg

GW3- 132,3lbs / 60kg

UGW- 121,2lbs / 55kg

SGW- 110lbs / 50kg

 

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#88 Marguerite of Spring

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Posted 19 April 2021 - 06:46 AM

156.9! Guess I'll be there for a while!

155.8 nice!



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Posted 19 April 2021 - 07:03 AM

I got down to 150.0 exactly and then this morning I’m back up to 151.2, even though I cycled for an hour yesterday and walked my dog and ate really well. It’s been weeks. I don’t know what to do. I’m extremely discouraged maybe I should just go back to purging.


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#90 huhnoodles

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Posted 19 April 2021 - 07:45 AM

150.6

149.4 :]! 


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Posted 19 April 2021 - 07:49 AM

Still think my scale is wrong 157.6 today

HW(3/10/21)=171.6
LW=118
CW(4/12/21)= 157.6
GW(1)=155

April 19=156.8

HW(3/10/21)=171.6
LW=118
CW(4/19/21)= 156.8
GW(1)=155

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#92 bluemusic

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Posted 19 April 2021 - 04:20 PM

Been in a plateau for 2 weeks, hovering around 150-155. Wasn’t sure exactly because my scale is old and inaccurate but I bought a new one today, 154.2

#93 Erieya

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Posted 19 April 2021 - 05:30 PM

Been in a plateau for 2 weeks, hovering around 150-155. Wasn’t sure exactly because my scale is old and inaccurate but I bought a new one today, 154.2

i tried out a ton and i found WeightGuru and EatSmart to be more reliable. (In the fairly normal and affordable price range.)

Height: 5'8.5"
HW: 184lbs on 1/15/2021

CW: 142.0 on 6/9/2021

NGW: 139.0

UGW: 115.0

Restriction Levels:

1000 or less = ideal

1200 or less = good

1500 or less = maximum comfort level based on BMR of UGW

Anything over is a bad day and unhelpful toward my goals.
Would like to do better on limiting sugar & junk.
Would like to learn how to use food as medicine.
I am a major work in progress.

About Me:

In my 30's. Married. Mother. Homeschooler.
Dealing with PMDD so I have good weeks and bad weeks.

Erieya's Journal <---Accountability :)


#94 Marguerite of Spring

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Posted 21 April 2021 - 01:39 AM

155.8 nice!

154.3 ! There was a woosh!



#95 ThePotatoGirl

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Posted 21 April 2021 - 03:54 AM

154,3.

I gained. The scale could have been badly positioned, but I don't care, I saw this number and this is is the "real" weight for me. So I'm feeling super bad.


HW- 188lbs

CW- 133,4bs / 60,5kg

GW1- 154,1lbs / 69,9kg

GW2- 143,3lbs / 65kg

GW3- 132,3lbs / 60kg

UGW- 121,2lbs / 55kg

SGW- 110lbs / 50kg

 

~In recovery... maybe~

 

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#96 sscamarogirl2000

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Posted 21 April 2021 - 10:05 AM

159.0 today. I was in the 150s before spring break but when i got home i was back up to 162.6. I've finally got that off and back to the 150s. Now i just need to chip away at that.

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Posted 22 April 2021 - 12:18 AM

I think I'm somewhere btwn 150-155 (don't have access to a scale while I'm at college unfortunately), and I have been looking around the site and either saw ppl with a much higher weight than me or a way way lower weight, not a lot of people in my range, so it was nice to have stumbled across this thread.


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#98 Erieya

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Posted 22 April 2021 - 01:17 AM

154.4 because everything is a joke.
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Height: 5'8.5"
HW: 184lbs on 1/15/2021

CW: 142.0 on 6/9/2021

NGW: 139.0

UGW: 115.0

Restriction Levels:

1000 or less = ideal

1200 or less = good

1500 or less = maximum comfort level based on BMR of UGW

Anything over is a bad day and unhelpful toward my goals.
Would like to do better on limiting sugar & junk.
Would like to learn how to use food as medicine.
I am a major work in progress.

About Me:

In my 30's. Married. Mother. Homeschooler.
Dealing with PMDD so I have good weeks and bad weeks.

Erieya's Journal <---Accountability :)


#99 ThePotatoGirl

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Posted 22 April 2021 - 02:59 AM

153,4 ç_ç


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HW- 188lbs

CW- 133,4bs / 60,5kg

GW1- 154,1lbs / 69,9kg

GW2- 143,3lbs / 65kg

GW3- 132,3lbs / 60kg

UGW- 121,2lbs / 55kg

SGW- 110lbs / 50kg

 

~In recovery... maybe~

 

AstonishingDelayedAxolotl-size_restricte

 

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#100 Erieya

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Posted 22 April 2021 - 09:47 AM

Now I feel like I am actually dying. Seriously, what is this? Literally everything I have lost in a week is gone. I'm higher than where I was 7 days ago. This upsets me so much. It makes me think that my calculations have been all wrong but even if they were I shouldn't be GAINING. it should still be under TDEE. AAAAGGHHHHHH.

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Height: 5'8.5"
HW: 184lbs on 1/15/2021

CW: 142.0 on 6/9/2021

NGW: 139.0

UGW: 115.0

Restriction Levels:

1000 or less = ideal

1200 or less = good

1500 or less = maximum comfort level based on BMR of UGW

Anything over is a bad day and unhelpful toward my goals.
Would like to do better on limiting sugar & junk.
Would like to learn how to use food as medicine.
I am a major work in progress.

About Me:

In my 30's. Married. Mother. Homeschooler.
Dealing with PMDD so I have good weeks and bad weeks.

Erieya's Journal <---Accountability :)



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