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#121 maddyhenry

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Posted 12 May 2021 - 05:40 PM

i feel like a brick. so fucking fat

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Posted 12 May 2021 - 07:01 PM

does anyone want to attempt to fast with me for two weeks? I am desperate. i need someone to do this with me or i won’t do it. i would not be posting on this website asking someone to do this with me if i wasn’t serious.

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Posted 12 May 2021 - 07:04 PM

does anyone want to attempt to fast with me for two weeks? I am desperate. i need someone to do this with me or i won’t do it. i would not be posting on this website asking someone to do this with me if i wasn’t serious.

I'm feeling like shit and I'm drunk so fuck it. Let's do it!° I need to starve myself. Fat pig
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Posted 12 May 2021 - 07:08 PM

I'm feeling like shit and I'm drunk so fuck it. Let's do it!° I need to starve myself. Fat pig

if you have whatsapp we can communicate through that, 989-992-4000

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Posted 12 May 2021 - 07:10 PM

if you have whatsapp we can communicate through that, 989-992-4000

I don't currently. Give me a minute and I'll get it.

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Posted 13 May 2021 - 05:58 PM

day one binge free. fasted all day. feel good. i figure w all the extra fat on my body, what would be so wrong with fasting for as long as i can? it’s always been my goal to complete a two week fast. anyone have any experience a long fasts? also i had no coffee today, idk, just figure maybe i could stop my coffee addiction during my fast.

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Posted 14 May 2021 - 09:35 AM

Been bingeing my fat arse off, I can commit to fasting thru til Thursday (from tonight, Fri pm)  

Then I have a couple commitments  on Thur, Fri and will get back on it NEXT Saturday for hopefully a week

 

No WhatsApp but I'll be here  x


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Posted 14 May 2021 - 05:50 PM

broke my fast but no binge and that is more important to me. day two binge free.

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Posted 14 May 2021 - 07:36 PM

just kidding i binged. /: tried to purge but no luck. every time i binge i just want to die

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Posted 15 May 2021 - 06:54 AM

just kidding i binged. /: tried to purge but no luck. every time i binge i just want to die

I'm so sorry you're going through this. Just know you're not alone. I binged again today and it feels to hard to hold on. But we're gonna get through it somehow I promise
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Posted 15 May 2021 - 06:57 AM

I'm so sorry you're going through this. Just know you're not alone. I binged again today and it feels to hard to hold on. But we're gonna get through it somehow I promise

yes we will. my body dysmorphia has been fucking me up so hard lately. one moment I’m happy w how i look the next id rather die than see my reflection one more time. I’m obsessed w trying to figure out what i look like, driving me insane. i don’t remember ever being this obsessive w body checking before

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Posted 15 May 2021 - 06:59 AM

Been bingeing my fat arse off, I can commit to fasting thru til Thursday (from tonight, Fri pm)
Then I have a couple commitments on Thur, Fri and will get back on it NEXT Saturday for hopefully a week

i’ve seen you are good at fasting, i find it super motivating! thank you for following up on me! we can do it

No WhatsApp but I'll be here x



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Posted 15 May 2021 - 12:24 PM

i purged today for the first time. binged too. feel like this will be my life and i will never be successful or happy ever

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Posted 15 May 2021 - 12:49 PM

arrgh   I'm fighting that urge 

it's a killer

 

hang on in there folks  x


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Posted 15 May 2021 - 03:19 PM

i purged today for the first time. binged too. feel like this will be my life and i will never be successful or happy ever

I binge/purge. It's a terrible cycle that's even harder to end. If you want to do fasting, it can be very healthy for a person. I'm not talking anorexic fasting, I'm talking for health. There is a fasting youbute and facebook page that is very healthy and supportive. It is called, "A Healthy Alternative". People fast in multiple ways  One Meal a Day, Intermittent Fasting, Dry fasting (not water even), Fruit Fasting, Juice Fasting and just regular no food fasting. Some people fast for long periods of time, days, weeks, even months - but they are really heavy. Like 500 lbs. I think you would really like to learn healthy fasting. I think you would be better at it than me who is 145 lbs at 5'3" and feel like such a huge, unattractive old woman. I did fast last summer and got down to 136 lbs for awhile. I did hit 128, but only for a day then started back at binging.

 

Binge / Purge is so hard to stop. I also think about food all the time. I am married and feel guilty that food is the first thing I think of in the morning rather than my husband.

 

Your thread has been inspirational to me. I really feel like a binge today, but because of this thread, I am trying to ignore it.

 

Thank you. <3


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#136 maddyhenry

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Posted 15 May 2021 - 07:26 PM

I binge/purge. It's a terrible cycle that's even harder to end. If you want to do fasting, it can be very healthy for a person. I'm not talking anorexic fasting, I'm talking for health. There is a fasting youbute and facebook page that is very healthy and supportive. It is called, "A Healthy Alternative". People fast in multiple ways  One Meal a Day, Intermittent Fasting, Dry fasting (not water even), Fruit Fasting, Juice Fasting and just regular no food fasting. Some people fast for long periods of time, days, weeks, even months - but they are really heavy. Like 500 lbs. I think you would really like to learn healthy fasting. I think you would be better at it than me who is 145 lbs at 5'3" and feel like such a huge, unattractive old woman. I did fast last summer and got down to 136 lbs for awhile. I did hit 128, but only for a day then started back at binging.
 
Binge / Purge is so hard to stop. I also think about food all the time. I am married and feel guilty that food is the first thing I think of in the morning rather than my husband.
 
Your thread has been inspirational to me. I really feel like a binge today, but because of this thread, I am trying to ignore it.
 
Thank you. <3


wow. honestly i had no idea how this thread has affected so many people. to be honest you all are the reason i haven’t binged every single day this month and last. i know i can make 30 day binge free but each step in the opposite direction feels like ten steps back. i feel hopeless but comments like these help. i hope the best for you. good luck.
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Posted 16 May 2021 - 06:44 AM

 i know i can make 30 day binge free but each step in the opposite direction feels like ten steps back.

 

to be honest that's the best I can hope for r n, 2 steps forward and one back, at least I'm chipping away at it,  I have to accept that a lifetime of ED, most of it bingeing, isn't gonna get cured in a month

 

It's hard, but keep going the best we can x


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Posted 16 May 2021 - 07:06 AM

to be honest that's the best I can hope for r n, 2 steps forward and one back, at least I'm chipping away at it,  I have to accept that a lifetime of ED, most of it bingeing, isn't gonna get cured in a month
 
It's hard, but keep going the best we can x

you make a good point. one binge a week is hard to not turn into a couple days of binging but if i turn my thinking into this mindset it may help. we got this
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Posted 16 May 2021 - 05:33 PM

day 1 binge free
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Posted 17 May 2021 - 01:26 PM

just kidding i binged. /: tried to purge but no luck. every time i binge i just want to die

Ended up in the same boat as you today. Tried to fast, started eating, ended up binging...I hope you're doing ok today x


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